This is the first time he has talked about this with Xiaoxi.
These days, although he tried his best to suppress, those negative emotions were always out of his control and tormented him from time to time.
It is not that he has never been jealous of others.
Zou Han, Xia Zhou, Andre, even Christina
But Cheng songran is different.
Between them, there are too many things he cannot participate in.
Seeing that Sheng Chuxi kept his head down for a long time without saying anything, Ji Qingzhan smiled bitterly and said apologetically, "Xiao Xi, I'm sorry. Did I say too much? If it makes you feel uncomfortable, it doesn't matter. You can do nothing -"
He shouldn't have said this abruptly. Xiao Xi probably thought he was unreasonable.
Before he finished, Sheng Chu Xi suddenly looked up and interrupted him.
"No..."
Sheng Chuxi looked at the man in front of him and whispered, "brother Qingzhan, I don't feel uncomfortable. On the contrary, what you said just now makes me feel... Very happy."
Ji Qingzhan was stunned: "Xiao Xi, you..."
"President Cheng is really a very important person to me," she said. "After all, we have two years of friendship as schoolmates. Moreover, the results of our joint efforts, super hybrid rice and the Nobel Peace Prize, are things I attach great importance to. But -"
At this point, she paused.
Ji Qing's expression on her face did not change, but her hand on her lap quietly clenched into a fist, raising a secret hope in her heart.
"But"
Does it mean that he is different from Cheng songran?
The next second, I heard Sheng Chu Xi say, "brother Qingzhan, you are also a very important person to me."
"Also"
It turned out that he and chengsongran were the same to her.
Ji Qingzhan's hope flickered, and then "poof" went out.
But at least, he and Cheng songran are on the same starting line now, not the worst case——
Chengsongran is more important in Xiaoxi's heart.
Just trying to comfort himself, Sheng Chu Xi's voice rang out in his ears again.
"But, brother Qingzhan, to me, you are not only a very important person, but also a very special person."
......
The man in front of her was originally tight lipped. After her voice fell, she hardly restrained her expression and widened her cold eyes. It seemed that she could not believe what she had just heard.
When Sheng Chu Xi looked at him, what first came to mind was the last picture he had seen in his previous life.
It wasn't the first time she saw Ji Qingzhan, but it was the first time she really crossed with him.
When she came back from her rebirth, it seemed as if there was an invisible rope of fate that tightly tied her and Ji Qingzhan, who would have been parallel.
"Brother Qingzhan, you took good care of me before you came back to Sheng's house. You never thought I was a fake daughter. You always showed up when I needed help."
"At that time, I always treated you as my brother, just like my five brothers. Therefore, when you confessed to me, I was very nervous and even wanted to escape. I really never thought that brother Qingzhan would like me... It was men's love for women, not brothers' love for sisters."
"But later, I don't know when it began. For me, you and other brothers have become different... When I face you, I can't help blushing, my heart beats faster, and think about... Strange things. I don't know why, but that feeling doesn't bother me..."
"Tonight, when I saw the eagle owl attacking you, I was really afraid... I was afraid that something would happen to you. I was afraid that I would never see you again."
"Brother Qingzhan, it seems that I can't live without you."