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I believe that time can take away everything, including the scars on feng-ge's heart. As feng-ge grows up, he will slowly forget about everything, and gradually realize his own childish and ignorant nature, and slowly focus all of his attention on me …

When I saw this, my heart once again felt a piercing pain, a suffocating pain!

Slowly, I opened my eyes wide, staring into the endless night, letting the tears quietly flow down my face …

I don't know when I fell asleep, but the next day, I opened my eyes and saw Qing Er lying on the bedside, looking at me.

I looked at the time. It was almost 8 in the morning, so I sat up and said, "Oh no, I'm going to be late."

I fumbled for my clothes.

Qing Er burst out laughing, pressed on my shoulders and pressed me down into bed again, "Today is the weekend, Director Jiang, don't pass out."

I just remembered that I didn't have to go to class today.

As I lay on the bed, Qing Er's body was lying on top of mine, her soft and flexible body pressing against my chest.

"What time did you wake up?" I looked at Qing Er.

"Mm …" Qing Er thought for a moment, "It should be around 7 in the morning. I drank too much last night, I'm not that bad, am I?"

"What is it? You don't remember last night? "

"I still remember at the beginning, but after I got into bed, I seemed to ask you a few questions in a daze, and then I fell asleep, hehe …" "I woke up this morning with a headache. Oh, I'm so thirsty. I just drank a large cup of boiling water …" Qing Er laughed as she spoke, looking at me. "Being drunk is really interesting, feeling dizzy, walking and sleeping like I'm in a dream …"

"Drunk or injured, don't drink too much in the future. Drinking too much is bad for your health." I caressed Qing Er's shoulder.

"Mm …" Qing Er snuggled up to me obediently. "I only drink with you and others. I don't drink with them, I listen to my own brother …"

I smiled and kissed Qing Er's cheek.

Qing Er buried her head into my neck, and gently kissed my neck and ear. As she lightly gasped for breath, he whispered into my ear, "Big brother …"

"Mm …"

"I love you …"

"Mm …"

"Elder brother by blood …"

"Mm …"

"Hug Qing Er..."

"Mm …" I extended my arms and hugged Qing Er.

"Big brother, hug me tight …" Qing Er continued to act coquettishly by my ear.

I used more strength. "Is it done?"

"Mm …" "You're great, dear brother …" Qing Er crawled up from my body in satisfaction. "feng-ge, sleep a little more, I'll make breakfast for us!"

Qing Er was easily satisfied.

After he finished speaking, Qing Er began to busy himself with breakfast.

I don't feel sleepy anymore, so I leaned against the headboard, looked at Qing Er's busy figure, and thought about the diary that Qing Er left for me last night.

Qing Er isn't young anymore, and she has started to worry about something, so she won't let me know.

If I didn't see Qing Er's diary, I would never have dreamed that the paper airplane would actually land in Qing Er's hands. I never would have imagined that Qing Er would have so many thoughts in her heart, that she would even be able to pretend very well in front of me, and not show it at all.

Then, where could Qing Er place her paper airplane?

I looked around the room to see where Qing Er could place the things.

"What are you doing? feng-ge! " Qing Er saw that I was looking everywhere, so she asked me, "Check the hygiene? "Heehee …"

"Nothing, my neck is a bit stiff, just moving my muscles and bones." I deliberately shook my head a few more times.

After looking at it for a long time, I still couldn't think of where Qing Er would put a plane made of paper.

Alas, I sighed in my heart, paper planes, paper planes, I hope you won't be a second diary, I hope you won't get into any trouble.

When I think about it, I still feel that computer diskette is safe. I bring it with me and write when I want to. I can't see anyone. At least I have a safe space to talk to myself.

It was still a high-tech security.

After eating breakfast, Qing Er and I went to the sports field to play badminton. It had been a long time since we had to train our bodies, and it felt like our actions and actions had become a little slow.

Qing Er and I walked on the campus road with badminton rackets in hand.

Qing Er strutted her way through my arms, occasionally saying hello to her colleagues and classmates who were walking past him.

Qing Er seemed to be very proud, very pleased with herself for going in and out of the campus with me.

When I reached the badminton field, I accidentally saw Sister Lan and Liu Yue. The two of them were walking on the track in the field, talking while they walked.

Last night, Liu Yue stayed at Sister Lan's house and she still hadn't left. Last night, the two of them still hadn't talked enough.

Looking at the two of them, I suddenly remembered the nickname that Sister Lan gave Liu Yue, "Xiao Yue'er".

"feng-ge is sending the ball!" Qing Er turned his back on them and didn't see them. She waved her racket and happily yelled at me.

Qing Er's shout had obviously alarmed them. I saw that both Sister Lan and Liu Yue were looking in our direction, and following that, they were chatting and laughing as they walked towards us.

Qing Er was jumping and waiting for me to serve the ball. Seeing that I didn't react, she looked back and saw the Sister Lan and Liu Yue.

"Yo, the two of you got up early to train," Sister Lan joked.

Sister Lan's words were a bit excessive. It was almost 9 o'clock, was it still early? Didn't these words say that I stayed here with Qing Er last night? Didn't Qing Er and I already live together?

I instantly understood that Sister Lan was saying these words for Liu Yue to hear.

"Hee hee …" Sister Lan is early morning, Liu Jie is early … " Qing Er laughed foolishly, "It's not early, it's already past 9. feng-ge is sleeping late, I woke up at 7 …"

Qing Er unknowingly fell into the Sister Lan's trap.

Liu Yue stood at the side with a smile from start to end.

When I looked into Liu Yue's eyes, Liu Yue inadvertently swept her gaze across me as well.

I saw Liu Yue's eyes, which contained a trace of sadness and pain.

My heart skipped a beat and I lost all interest in playing.

"Alright, I won't disturb you guys any longer. Let's go take a walk over there …" Sister Lan told us as she turned around.

Liu Yue also smiled at us, "You guys go ahead and play, we're going over there!"

"Goodbye, Sister Lan Liu Jie!" Qing Er greeted and then went back to her original position, urging me to serve.

That morning, I always made mistakes in my serve and even more in my catch. Qing Er kept complaining to me.

I played ball with Qing Er absentmindedly while glancing at the Sister Lan and Liu Yue who were walking on the other side of the field. They seemed to have endless words to say as they talked non-stop, until Qing Er got tired from shouting and we were about to return to the dorm after playing. They were still talking on the lawn in the corner of the field.

"feng-ge, your playing skills today are too poor!" When I returned to the dorm, Qing Er helped me clean my face with a wet towel.

"Oh …" It's because you haven't practiced for a long time! " I took the wet towel from Qing Er and wiped the sweat off my face.

"I don't think that's the reason. I think you're absent-minded. With the racket in your hand, your heart is somewhere else …" Qing Er pouted.

I wiped my face and gave the towel to Qing Er. "You're narrow-minded, don't randomly guess. What are you talking about?"

"Hmph …" I've said it right. You're feeling guilty, right? Just look at your eyes and you'll know. Where's your weakness? " Qing Er pushed me to the front of the mirror and said, "Take a look at yourself. Look at your eyes.

I didn't dare meet my eyes. I closed my eyes.

"Hmph …" And you close your eyes and don't dare to look at the window of your heart anymore, right? " Qing Er slapped my butt: "Relax, I won't argue with you, I understand what you're thinking. This kind of situation is unavoidable, don't be uneasy …"

I relaxed and smiled at Qing Er: "Actually, I just don't feel at ease in this kind of situation …"

"I know, I understand!" Qing Er said straightforwardly: "I'm not a petty person, especially towards you. Whatever you want, as long as it's something I can do, I will promise you. But, feng-ge, there's only one thing I can't agree to, do you understand?"

"Qing Er, I understand. I understand even without you saying it, don't worry, I won't make this request to you. Remember what I said to you before, remember my promise to you …"

Qing Er laughed: "I know, all these years, from high school to now, I have understood your personality, and have understood it too well, the person I trust the most in this world is you. No matter what you say, no matter if what you say, whether it is true or false, I believe it, I am willing to believe it!"

There were also these words in Qing Er's diary, what Qing Er said was exactly what she was thinking in her heart.

I pulled Qing Er over, and proactively lowered my head to kiss Qing Er's forehead: "Similarly, I also believe in you. I have always placed incomparable trust in you, and I have only told you the truth, and have not lied …"

"I don't ask you to lie to me 100% of the time. Sometimes, white lies are necessary. For example, when I ask you if you're tired, you're obviously tired, but you're not. Hehe …" Qing Er quickly forgot his unhappiness as he happily hugged my waist and rubbed his body while acting like a spoiled child. Suddenly, he said in a rush of blood, "feng-ge, lift me up very high, okay?"

"Alright!" I bent down and hugged Qing Er's waist, then used both hands to hold him. With a bit of strength, I stood up straight and raised Qing Er high above my head.