Qing Er continued to speak, "No matter what the reason is, when interacting with such a person in daily life, the most important thing is to maintain a good attitude. As long as one is not greedy for small fries and does not worship power, one would not care about the relationship between the person and the superior at all. If she was still showing off her special relationship in front of you, there was no need for her to be bothered. All she had to do was say, 'Since you're so capable, why are you still in the same office as me?' Haha … "As long as you say such righteous words, you can make him speechless …"
Qing Er has become smarter and smarter, she has grown a lot. Although she still seems childish in some aspects, she is still growing up.
"Don't worry, Mei Ling won't persevere in learning in this class. Once she's close enough with those people and has enough of them, she won't come back to learn again. Learning is just a front for her, a mere signboard," I said.
I was stunned for a moment before I casually replied, "Oh … How much do you know? How come I don't know? "
"Silly brother, of course you don't know, you …" "It's not like you've tried with her, how would you know …" Qing Er replied shyly as she raised her head to look at me. "I'm so curious, what do you mean by like to be abused? Doesn't it hurt? Even thinking about it makes me afraid... "Don't have this hobby. However, I'm sure you don't have it. Furthermore, you definitely haven't experienced it before …"
I turned the bottle over in my mind. There were all kinds of flavors.
Qing Er knows that Liu Yue and I had sex before, so she took it for granted that I had never experienced this before. How would she know that I had exactly this kind of thing with Mei Ling?
I don't dare to imagine what Qing Er's reaction would be when she finds out about me and Mei Ling's matter, especially if she found out that Liu Yue's previous great tribulation and disaster was caused by Mei Ling and me.
My heart was suddenly cold and sweaty.
I have already lost myself, I can't lose Qing Er again. I told Qing Er, I won't leave her, but as Qing Er grows up, as Qing Er matures and grows up, if I don't leave her, will she leave me?
I still remember the content of Liu Yue's conversation with him that day, Liu Yue said before that she would definitely not turn back, and since she had walked out, she would definitely not turn back. Furthermore, Liu Yue and I can only reunite with each other in dreams, and in reality, we can only use this as a chance to reunite. If I don't have Liu Yue, if I don't have Qing Er, I won't have any more women in my life, and I won't have a woman that I cherish deeply rooted in my bones anymore.
Thinking of this, I felt a wave of lingering fear.
Although Qing Er doesn't like Mei Ling, I don't have any particular disgust at all. Mei Ling has shown good will towards him, and I have no way of stopping him from making friends with him, but according to Mei Ling's personality, it is inevitable that her mouth would slant at some point, and she might accidentally leak the information, or else Mei Ling might take advantage of Qing Er's childishness and simplicity to join hands with Qing Er and sow discord between them. In order to achieve her own goals, she would reveal the inside story or make something even more powerful out of it …
The more I thought about it, the more I blushed.
"What's wrong? feng-ge! " Qing Er looked at my face while she walked and said, "I'm tired of walking, right? Why don't we take a taxi? "
After saying that, Qing Er took out her handkerchief and wiped the sweat off my forehead and neck.
I found myself almost sweating.
"He must be drinking. He must be sweating so much!" Qing Er wiped my sweat and shouted to Qin Juan: "Juan Juan, stop a taxi!"
"Alright!" Qin Juan ran over to the side of the road to stop a taxi.
Qing Er wiped off my sweat with concern, then looked at my face and suddenly cried out: "feng-ge, why is your face so ugly and so pale, what's on your face is just sweat …"
After Qing Er said this, I became even more flustered. I shook my head, took the handkerchief from Qing Er's hands and wiped it off myself.
"Sigh …" "Could it be because I've been too tired to rest these past few days …" Qing Er sighed, looked at Qin Juan who was taking a taxi nearby and said softly, "When Juan Juan came over, she made you unable to sleep soundly … But, there's nothing we can do about it, although Juan Juan is not related to us, but, Professor Qin's niece, what's the difference between his and us? We treat her like our own younger cousin, and when you heard her call us' older cousin 'and' Cousin ', you can call his by his name very warmly, but she's alone in the ocean. If you don't rely on his, who else can you go to, look like this, you can only feel wronged … "
Qing Er blamed it on me not resting well, this silly girl.
I took a deep breath, then looked at Qing Er. "It's much better now, probably because I drank too much tonight.
Seeing that my face was gradually returning to normal, Qing Er heaved a sigh of relief. Coincidentally, Qin Juan caught a taxi, so we took a taxi back.
Returning back to the dorm, Qing Er poured me a glass of sweet water and told me to lie on the bed for a while.
Seeing me like this, Qin Juan took the initiative to come to my office to sleep.
This damned girl must have thought that Qing Er and I had already moved in together.
"I'm fine," I said, sitting up. "Let me go to the office and sleep. You two can sleep here."
"Cousin, I don't have anything to do here for the next few days. How about I go back to my hometown tomorrow? If you need anything, just let me know!" Qin Juan said.
Qing Er looked at me.
I thought for a moment, "That's fine, there won't be any movements here for now, but it's also fine for you to go back and wait for my notification first. Remember, when you go back, don't tell anyone about what happened here, including your father and Professor Qin," I said as I looked at Qin Juan seriously, "If they ask, just say that I'm working on it!"
"Un, I'll remember it. I won't tell anyone else!" Qin Juan nodded.
"At that time, if there is news, I will call Professor Qin's family. You can stay at home peacefully. Don't be anxious, don't be impatient, I will definitely keep you in the sea …" I said again, firmly.
Actually, I wasn't confident either, because I didn't know who would win the battle between Song Mingzheng and President Liu. But, in front of Qin Juan, I have to have confidence. If I don't have confidence, then Qin Juan will be even more panicked.
"Remember, cousin!" Qin Juan said.
"Juan Juan, I will send you to the train station tomorrow!" Qing Er said.
"Let's send them off together!" I looked at Qing Er and said.
It's decided then. Tomorrow morning, Qing Er and I will send Qin Juan to the station. Qin Juan will go home first.
Thus, I went to my office to rest first with Qing Er.
When I was about to leave, Qing Er sent me out the door as she said in a low voice, "Tomorrow, come back early and wait at the dorm with Qin Juan. I'll go out to buy some things for Qin Juan and bring back her parents, Professor Qin and mistress …"
Qing Er was thoughtful, I nodded in agreement: "Okay."
Qing Er looked at the night sky outside, hugged my neck, and kissed me. Then, he returned to her dorm.
I went to the office.
I was suddenly distracted today, and my head was full of ideas.
Lying on the office's sofa, the quiet summer night was just outside the window. The electric fan was blowing loudly above my head, and my mind was filled with a burst of heat, sometimes Mei Ling, sometimes Qing Er, sometimes Liu Yue, sometimes Song Mingzheng and sometimes Corydalis, and sometimes Huang Ying also appeared from time to time.
I recalled every single detail on how Song Mingzheng made Corydalis a matchmaker for his blind date, and suddenly remembered that Song Mingzheng was also a official in charge of County level. Even if he wanted to curry favor with Corydalis, there was no need for him to waste so much effort and drag things out for more than two months, could it be that important to Song Mingzheng in order to curry favor with Corydalis?
Song Mingzheng was not a three year old child, he was also not an ordinary person. He was an officer who had fallen from Big Leadership's side, his intelligence and shrewdness was definitely not inferior to Corydalis's. He was determined to introduce his girlfriend to Corydalis, could it be that he had other intentions? And to me, it's just a pretence, a beautiful excuse? Based on Song Mingzheng's experience and qualifications, how could he let me see through his thoughts so easily? Was Song Mingzheng really completely clueless about the matters between Corydalis and Liu Yue?
I tossed and turned, racking my brains for a long time.
After a while, the alcohol anesthetic came up and I fell asleep in a daze.
The next morning, I woke up and returned to my dorm. Qing Er and Qin Juan had already woken up and breakfast was already prepared.
After breakfast, Qing Er told Qin Juan and I to wait in the dorm for a while, and she went out onto the street.
After Qing Er left, Qin Juan looked at me while grinning: "Cousin brother, I'm sorry, I've caused you and Cousin to weave girls these past two days, I have troubled you two …"
"You damned girl, what do you know!?" Don't talk nonsense! " I said to Qin Juan.
"Hee hee …" How am I spouting nonsense? In the middle of the night, Cousin directly burrowed into my embrace while sleeping. He even dreamt, "feng-ge, hug me …" "Haha …" Qin Juan laughed proudly.
I felt a little embarrassed as I stared at Qin Juan. "Children should not speak carelessly about adult affairs …"