Chapter 574
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Chapter 574
"What should we do?"
What did he mean by 'what should we do'? Kishiar's lips briefly curled into a smile devoid of warmth as he silently gazed at Yuder, contemplating the ambiguous statement. Kishiar leaned his head against Yuder's shoulder as he let out a breath, as if exhaling unspeakable burdens.
"Really, what should we do"
The utterance, devoid of a clear subject, felt like a sigh of parched sorrow or perhaps an exclamation of fervent regret. There seemed to be room for myriad interpretations, making it difficult to discern what he actually intended to convey.
But one thing was clear.
Even after hearing the story, Kishiar wanted to deeply connect with Yuder.
That was enough to quash any doubt. Yuder didn't say another word and simply let his body relax into Kishiar's embrace. Despite having only played a few tactical games, his muscles screamed as if he had completed an exceedingly difficult task.
"If I think of anything more about what lies ahead, I will discuss it with you later. I may not know much, but I remember most things related to disasters."
Instead of responding, Kishiar gently breathed onto Yuder's nape.
After a brief silence, Yuder impulsively spoke, noticing the trembling of Kishiar's fingers near his knee.
"Do you know that Kanna has been avoiding me lately?"
"A bit. But it didnt seem to be a big problem, so I left it alone."
Kishiar, ever inscrutable, hinted that he had guessed as much.
"Yes. I only recently found out why. The moment our gloves touched, she apparently gleaned information that led her to speculate about my relationship with you. She seemed to be struggling to keep this a secret, but after sharing it, she felt relieved and pleased."
Kishiar would probably guess why Yuder had brought this up. Still, Yuder slowly articulated his thoughts.
"I think I feel the same way now."
"Keeping secrets is difficult and painful."
"Ive never felt that way before. I neither desire to confide in others nor find it difficult or painful."
Whether the story deserved secrecy or not, it was all the same to Yuder. He had often been criticized for appearing emotionless. He never felt the need to share his inner thoughts, nor was he curious about others' secrets.
The Emperor Katchian, who admired this trait in Yuder, had heard that even when Yuder was tortured, he remained silent and revealed nothing. This belatedly sent a chill down the Emperor's spine.
Only Kishiar was an exception. The common sense that information is more beneficial when kept to oneself lost its meaning in front of him. The weight of a secret felt heavier to Yuder than any shackles he had ever worn.
Deceiving himself was perhaps better than deceiving Kishiar.
"How honorable. So, am I the only one who knows what you've just shared?"
Yuder closed and reopened his eyes in response to Kishiar's question.
"You are the only one who knows this much though Enon does know a bit."
Yuder wondered if this might cause disappointment, but Kishiar's voice remained serene.
"How much does he know?"
"He knows that I'm involved in a new game, and that I aim for different outcomes than before."
"Is he, perhaps, one of the outcomes you wanted to change?"
It had grown rather pointless to react to Kishiar's insights.
"Yes."
Click,
Click,
Click
As the soft sounds of the pieces touching the board echoed in a steady rhythm, Kishiar's thoughts drifted to Yuder's pale face that he had once gazed upon.
He recalled every moment: the scarred hands placing the pieces without hesitation, the moments of truth confessed in a voice as cold but burning like dark ashes.
-Click
What he had heard today was not everything. He was certain of that.
Yuder had told him that there was more to be said, yet he didn't realize how vacant his own expression was when he said it.
And he probably didn't know what emotions that had stirred in the observer.
Kishiar replayed their numerous games over and over. The intricate maneuvers Yuder had made, the swapping of general and king pieces that Kishiar had executed, all flowed seamlessly until they suddenly stopped. Despite his intention to keep them on track, the pieces began to stray from their predetermined lines and boundaries.
Why had the pieces crossed the lines even when he thought he had played them correctly?
Kishiar stared down at the hexagonal board with a blank expression. For a moment, everything blurred, and the straight lines twisted. Then suddenly, everything became clear again.
At that moment, a transparent droplet fell onto the board, leaving its mark.
Kishiar stopped, holding a piece in his hand.
It seemed that he couldn't continue the replay anymore.
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