Chapter 625

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Chapter 625

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Chapter 625

I didn't think much about it then, as the illusion itself was the issue. I only recognized that you were wearing a Commander's outfit. But seeing an outfit that I had never seen before in an illusion, what should I think of that?

Yuder tried to think of another possibility where all these discrepancies could fit together as he looked into his sunken red eyes. However, everything he thought of felt like mere speculation, and it was difficult to be certain.

Kishiar continued speaking as he looked at the thoughtful Yuder.

"I've said this before, but I never found that illusion frightening in the least. I even speculated that perhaps that person had used a different illusion on me, one that didn't incite fear."

Yuder had thought the same thing.

Yuder, as seen by Kishiar in the illusion, was wearing the Cavalry Commander's uniform.

It seemed utterly unrelated to be a product of Nahan's illusions, which were known for drawing out and exaggerating the hidden fears of people.

Kishiar said that he never suspected Yuder of coveting the position of Cavalry Commander or found it frightening. Yuder had never felt differently about this. Therefore, Kishiar speculated that it might have been a reflection of his subconscious anxiety after seeing Yuder, who had almost died facing Pethuamet.

But considering it, Nahan knew what illusion Yuder had seen in the East before. If he had seen the previous life's Kishiar approaching while calling out the name "Yudrain" in a bloodied Commander's uniform, it was likely that Nahan, not knowing about the previous life, thought Yuder genuinely feared and wanted to kill his own Commander.

Then, wasn't it a rather clever choice for the illusion to show Yuder in a Commander's uniform to surprise Kishiar and sow discord?

Kishiar's speculation that the illusion wasn't one that stimulated fear but one created by Nahan himself seemed quite logical.

The fact that Kishiar didn't feel fear when he saw the illusion added credibility to this speculation.

But for this speculation to be true, the Commander's uniform Yuder wore in the illusion had to be Kishiar's. The uniform of Commander Yudrein Aile was very similar to Kishiar's, but upon close inspection, it wasn't exactly the same.

"But you know, when I saw myself from the previous game in a dream."

Kishiar's voice continued. His gaze was blurred, staring at something unknown.

"In the expression on your face as you stood alone, I felt the very fear I had never experienced seeing that same sight."

It felt like a faint murmur thundering powerfully in his head.

Yuder quickly shook his head.

"That's impossible."

Kishiar had seen it too. Throughout the Commander's appointment ceremony, the attitude of Kishiar La Orr at that time did not seem to feel such emotion at all. Fear? That didn't make any sense.

"Do you think so?"

"There's no reason for it."

"There's no reason."

Kishiar repeated Yuder's words and fell silent for a moment. Yuder realized that his breathing had quickened only after feeling Kishiar's hand gently stroking his back.

After calming his sharply heightened senses, Kishiar spoke again.

"I have a question for you. Who made the outfit you wore in the dream?"

Yuder, seemingly already guessing the answer, sighed and responded while looking at the man.

"It was the Cavalry Commander at that time."

Back then, Yuder hadn't even considered getting a new uniform for himself, anticipating a promotion to the Commander's position. He thought it would be sufficient to obtain and tailor one of the many uniforms that Kishiar wouldn't wear anymore.

The previous life's Kishiar had taken measurements of Yuder, specifying the material and the pattern of the embroidery, and had a new uniform made from scratch for him.

But now, with the spectral presence of Yuder from the past already here, and their mysterious connection, perhaps it was natural for Kishiar to be entangled in it too.

The thought that somewhere in the unseen depths of the current Kishiar, something from a long-gone past life might exist brought a strange feeling, like a dry throat and stinging eyes.

But the unwavering red eyes facing him looked a bit pained, and Yuder swallowed the sensation.

'...Right.'

Nothing was certain yet. And even if the speculation turned into conviction, in the end, only one thing mattered.

Kishiar La Orr, alive here and now. Just that.

As long as he didn't forget that.

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