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Chapter 752
With just a few words, the man silenced Yuder for a moment, then broke the silence with a sigh and a smile.
"I didn't expect to be so startled, it's my fault for noticing too late and not behaving properly."
"It's not about blaming you, Commander. I just..."
Kishiar appeared to have settled everything immediately after the incident, looking refreshed. However, sensing the emotions transmitted, Yuder inferred that Kishiar still harbored a similar fervor. It's just that after seeing the wound on the leg, he was quickly moving past it.
This would lead to Kishiar's intended outcome, and having cooled off, he would be able to sleep comfortably. Logically, that was the right decision.
But logic doesn't always point to the right answer.
Yuder struggled to define the whirlwind of emotions and thoughts within him but decided he didn't want to back down.
The man, already adept at suppressing even his basic sexual desires through strength, had likely led himself to climax just now not only to avoid awkwardness but also because he had promised not to extinguish that heat in Yuder's presence.
His calm and characteristic consideration weighed heavily on Yuder's heart.
Today felt like the day Kishiar had been completely liberated for the first time.
Just the fact that Yuder had recognized this made him happy, smiling at the one who had laughed joyfully. He didn't want to be the reason for Kishiar to fold his wings he had finally spread, regardless of any injuries or situations Yuder might face. He wanted to prove that he could continue to move forward with Kishiar, no matter what.
So, for tonight at least, he wished for Kishiar to spread his wings fully.
Even if it was greedy, still.
Because he had seen that face, smiling awkwardly yet brightly with joy.
'Yes.'
That was what Yuder wanted to convey to Kishiar, the essence of the freedom he longed to share with him.
"..."
As Yuder struggled to organize his thoughts, a hand intervened, preventing him from habitually biting his lip. Their eyes met, connecting their gazes.
Without a word, Kishiar seemed to wear an expression as if he had already heard all the words Yuder wanted to say.
Silence flowed, and finally, Kishiar furrowed his brows, letting out a somewhat painful smile.
"So, this is what it means to understand each other's feelings. Everything I tried to hide and sort out has been conveyed to you, and in turn, I can't ignore the passionate and straight desire you hold."
"..."
As the thumb that had been pressing and rubbing under Yuder's lips delved slightly inwards, Yuder hesitated for a moment before wrapping it with his tongue. The skin began to moisten silently with saliva, but Kishiar did not withdraw his finger. After confirming this, Yuder moved further, biting down on the finger that had entered his mouth and then letting go. The force was enough to leave a faint mark but not to cause pain.
Looking down at the finger with the mark, Kishiar exhaled deeply.
"As the old saying goes, the most frightening persuasion is not one that strikes the mind but the heart."
Indeed, there was no fault in that saying.
As the whisper tickled his ear and the finger slipped from his lips, Kishiar leaned down once more, deeply embracing Yuder's lips.
After a deep kiss that left Yuder's head spinning, the man finally raised his head. A faint smile, as if he was lost in the resurgent, unexpected heat within his reddened eyes, faintly lingered.
Though unsure of the details, Yuder instinctively realized that he had partially unfolded Kishiar's long-suppressed desires. His heart, initially bewildered, swelled with relief and joy.
"...Commander."
"Just once more, but not here."
His fingers lightly gripped Yuder's hips before releasing them. Yuder, slightly dissatisfied, retorted.
"Why not?"
"I have eyes, I know full well that my size isn't something to enjoy carelessly without thinking of the aftermath. I don't want to overexert someone who has much to do tomorrow. That would be nothing short of criminal."
It was a stark admission, yet it rang true.
"But..."
"But just because we don't use that doesn't mean we can't be satisfied."
Before Yuder could say it was okay, Kishiar spoke softly yet firmly, interrupting him. Simultaneously, his fingers moved slightly above the hip, pressing into the flesh of the thigh.
That alone stirred a sensitive sensation inside Yuder's untouched skin, causing his body to instinctively shudder. Seeing this, Kishiar's red eyes twinkled with a knowing smile.
"I might have been clumsy just now, leaving you wanting, but it won't be the same this time. I'll prove there's a way to please us both without using that."
His hand, holding the thigh, slid upwards. Yuder felt the need to speak out about one particular limitation.
"Lying face down won't work."
"I know. You dislike not being able to see faces. I remember that much, so don't worry."
Screech!
Bang! With an impact that felt like his whole body was being shattered, he flew through the air.
And in that brief yet long moment of floating in space, he remembered his reflection in Seung-jo's eyes for the last time.......
***
[ Then in THE MIST, may you become the master of infinite possibilities. ]
Whoosh!
When his vision returned after everything went white, he was standing in the middle of a bustling town. Amidst the clamor, countless people were busily going about their business here and there.
He looked down at himself, standing dazed and wearing clothes of unknown origin. When he touched the sleeve, he felt the texture of fabric as real as reality. His hair felt the same, and even when he touched the wall of a nearby house, he could clearly feel the solid, cold surface.
Is this... VT?
It seemed like a joke. It truly felt as if he had come to another world and was touching everything.
As he stood there unable to think due to the shock, he suddenly remembered the biggest reason he had decided to play this game, and snapped back to attention. His two legs were still as they had been when he first stood.
'Can I really walk?'
He first stepped out with his left foot, then very slowly put strength into his heavy right foot. It felt like cold sweat was running down his spine.
And then,
He lifted it,
Moved it,
And took another step to touch the ground again.
So easily. As if there had never been any problem with this leg from the beginning.
"Ah..."
At that moment, something that was neither joy nor emotion shot up his spine. Suddenly feeling a lump in his throat, he lowered his head and leaned against the wall. His right foot, bearing his weight, was doing its job perfectly.
"..."
Holding back the tightness in his throat, he took another step.
It didn't hurt. It wasn't heavy. His leg was no longer a useless piece of wood that ached.
Damn it, to be able to walk so easily like this.
To be able to run so easily like this.
He had wished even in his dreams for the day to come when he could walk and run like this again.
And so he walked again, kept walking, slowly getting faster, until finally he started running like a madman through the entire town.
***
"Kap. ...There seems to be a misunderstanding. That's not what I meant."
Just as he was thinking he should throw a punch, Yu-wan sighed with a troubled look and said.
A misunderstanding? How could it be a misunderstanding when he said with his own mouth that he didn't think of me as a friend?
"I didn't expect to receive such a question suddenly, so my explanation was probably too brief. Let me rephrase."
Yu-wan reached out his hand, his face completely changed from before - intense yet resolute - as he stared at him. As he didn't reject the hand suddenly approaching his face and kept his gaze fixed, his cool large hand touched his cheek completely.
A shiver ran down his spine at that moment.
"I'm sorry to say this to you, but I don't see you only as a friend. ...This is the complete answer."
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[BL] Cloudless Sky
Jin Soram, the top-ranked hunter representing South Korea's Rift Phenomenon Management Headquarters, is stronger than anyone else and lazier than anyone else. As soon as he arrives at the office, he buries himself under a blanket and falls asleep. When he goes out on a mission, he causes accidents and returns to the office, often shirking his duties.
"Do you know how it feels to play a game that's already messed up? ...Anyway, the next round will come, so this time, I'm just going to play it recklessly."
In fact, his true identity is someone who has regressed through three lives, trying to save the world from the Great Rift but failing each time. After repeating a life where he couldn't sleep peacefully even for a day, he became completely exhausted before this life even began.
"I know. You worked hard, Jin Soram."
And then there's Han Tae-un, the man who saved Soram and died in all three previous lives. As he did in every life, he comes to Soram's side once again. The Great Rift is approaching soon. It's impossible to resolve it in this life without any preparation. Soram vows to save Tae-un in this life and die himself. At least, he won't let Tae-un save a failure like himself again.
"For now, until then, let's sleep..."
As Soram sluggishly lives his life waiting for that moment, a gradual change occurs in his heart.
'I thought this was a messed-up round... but I want to live a little longer here.'