This sleep, but not very stable, one by one "dream" followed.
Just "Little Prince" vaguely felt that this should not be a dream, but belong to the original memory of the body.
At one moment, the "Little Prince" suddenly opened his eyes. His thoughts were a bit disordered. He could not get back to God for a while. The faint light and the faint footsteps stopped his thoughts immediately. As soon as the "Little Prince" raised his feet, caught the thin quilt, rolled it for half a circle, and held the thin quilt in his arms. When he saw Mother Gong with the lamp, his eyes flashed with ease. Sure enough, he was right now ”Yes, he slept in a proper way, which was totally inconsistent with the little prince they knew.
"Your Highness, it's time to get up." Mother Gong came near and said softly.
Following the sporadic pictures of "dream", the eyes are half open and half closed, and they do it slowly. They are struggling with the appearance of not waking up.
While the "Little Prince" took advantage of this time, he began to sort out the "dream", regardless of what he was like in his heart, which was not obvious on his face. Because of the relationship between the growing environment, he actually learned to restrain his emotions when he was very young, because even if he cried like an ordinary child, he would not get anything he wanted. What's more, he has been sitting on the throne for two years, and it's impossible to let people see his emotions easily.
And the most important thing about the images in the "dream" is that even if he had not seen them with his own eyes, he could remember every detail of the numerous portraits left by his father. It was absolutely her, because this made him almost unstoppable.
Some things are the same, and some things are totally different, which makes him confirm that the body is not him, because of the same body, not because of completely different growth experience.
The picture in "dream" is really envious. It's like being eaten by thousands of insects and ants. It's ugly, but what about it? He is the emperor who is rich in rivers and mountains. He is envious of another young self who has been repaired by his father! He was born without a mother. In the eyes of outsiders, his mother is still unknown. The father and the emperor are indifferent to him. As the only family member, he often doesn't see him once in ten and a half days, sometimes even in three or five months. He is extremely noble and has the best of everything. But what's the use of that?
The little fart children in "dream" can play coquetry in their mother's arms. Even though they are also disliked by their father, they are basically seen every day. They will not be regarded as nothing. There are also a group of people who play with them. They are spoiled, hurt and held. It's just a little more homework. They just get up early in the morning. They are just scolded in cold words. What are they? What are they You! How could you be so angry and petulant?! It's unforgivable! If you can let him have, let him learn ten times and a hundred times, it doesn't matter. He will try his best!
He thought that he had forgotten some ideas when he was young, especially after he ascended the throne, he seldom recalled them. However, he did not know why he entered another body and found something completely different. He found that he had never forgotten it before, but was just pressed on the bottom of his heart, a little bit of fermentation, even a little inducement, All of them may be triggered. Now, it's like a prairie fire. His mood is completely ignited. If it hasn't been ignited all the time, why can another person own it? Different people, they are still the same person? Why, why, why?
Gong Ma's sensitive little prince felt grumpiness and deep sadness. She frowned and knelt down slowly. Facing the little prince, she hung two tears under her closed eyes and jumped down. Before the emperor came back from the war, she didn't say whether she would repair him or not, and how depressed her mood would be Tears. "What's the matter, your highness?"
"Little Prince" opened his eyes, "Mammy, just now I remembered that I had a nightmare last night. My mother and father didn't want me. Everyone didn't want me. There was a dark area around me. I couldn't see anything. No one answered me how I shouted. I was so scared." Tears drop, it seems more pitiful.
Nanny Gong wiped his tears with her veil and said softly, "Your Highness, this dream is contrary. The emperor and his mother will never want you. The emperor is just a little small-minded, so he can only pretend to be his mother and be indifferent to you. Don't take it to heart. You need to know that other people, usually, can't even get a look from the emperor. The empress doesn't have to say that she can't hurt her highness any more, but the emperor is jealous and can't allow anyone to be close to her. The empress is also worried about her Highness's being punished by the emperor, which occasionally seems cold. So, there are no dreams to count. "
"Little Prince" found that mother Gong is not the same. In his memory, she is serious, rigid and indifferent. She always follows the rules. She doesn't feel like a person. Now, she is still rigorous, but she has a slight warmth on her body. Moreover, she dares to arrange her father so clearly and bravely. She can't do such a thing without her strict temperament It's too big, and from the dream, it seems that she has been following her mother.
"How long has mammy been with her mother?" "Little Prince" eyes with a little curiosity, without trace began to extract more information.
"For more than eleven years, my mother is still in Qi'an mansion. She is less than twelve years old." In a word, Mammy Gong also has a light memory, and her life is really fast.
"Little Prince" is quiet. If he knows well, Gong Ma has always been the father's man. Why did she come to serve her mother so early? So, is the root still in his father? In a word, "Little Prince" does not resent his father and emperor, on the contrary, he adores and admires him, but he vaguely knows that his mother is not because of him, and the father and emperor have deep feelings for his mother. Even if he doesn't like him, he didn't understand when he was a child, and later he also understands. In his father's years when he was emperor, what was his life? He knows very well that what is alive is just a shell, Sometimes he even hopes that he can have a person who knows the cold and the hot, even if he may occupy his mother's position in the father's heart, but it is his father in the end. Seeing him like that, how can a son not be upset? However, his harem is totally in the shape of empty color.
From the "dream" situation, the father's temperament is really different, not to say anything else, at least, his body is very healthy.
So, no matter what the reason is, it's really great that my mother can stand by my father's side and show respect to the world.
"Mammy, can you tell me more about the early years after father and mother?" "Little Prince" behaves like a curious baby.
Although there are many "Dreams", they are also fragmentary, unable to form a complete memory. Moreover, there are obviously more missing in them. He needs to make a complete line.
Gong Ma didn't think it was wrong. She picked out some things and told the "Little Prince". Although some things didn't come out directly, Gong Ma still knew jingwan's origin. So when she told the "Little Prince", she didn't deliberately avoid anything.
"So Mammy was sent to her mother by her father? But why? The mother and the queen are far away in Qi'an mansion. She has been to the capital in the future, or the father has been to Qi'an mansion? At that time, I was interested in my mother. " "Little Prince" is like a question mark. However, he is very clear about his father's life. The father has been in the capital since he was born for more than 20 years. He met his mother, not even at the beginning of the capital after his mother, or in this case, the father actually left the capital?
"The slave and maidservant did not know. How could the emperor allow them to speculate?"
"Little Prince" with the advantage of body now, pesters mammy Gong to ask more and more specific things. Anyway, he doesn't feel embarrassed.
However, the little prince has made clear the general experience of his father, his mother and his Empress before and after their marriage. Rao is already prepared in his mind and feels a little confused. The difference is too big. How can "inconceivable" be described? The father, who is in his twenties and has not married a concubine, can marry his mother as his first wife. How can she even keep up with sun Yilin? Don't all his Taifu know his mother? Now, are people still alive? According to his father's Thoughts on his mother, if it's just a general engagement, it's OK. If it's a love for his mother, then too Fu is also peeling off his skin. I'm not sure if there's a place for him in the officialdom. It's not a lot of questions, because it's beyond the scope of curiosity, and the original husband of his mother seems to have nothing to do with him.
The amount of information is too large, so he has to slow down.
In other words, everything is totally different. If not everyone is basically right, the "Little Prince" should doubt whether he has found the wrong relatives.
It's also very strange that since the mother married the father early, why he was born at the same time? This body is the same as his. It's sure.
The more you understand, the more mystery it seems. However, the most suspicious is his father.
It's said that there are few people who can deceive mammy Gong, but the "Little Prince" is very good in this respect. You should know that once, he concealed Li Hongyuan from many of his subjects. Although Li Hongyuan had little contact with him and didn't care about him, the subjects were more concerned about him. When they regarded him as a reserve monarch, they were at the same time in their hearts As a child and grandson of her own family, she naturally wears a filter when she looks at him. However, it has been several years since then, and the ability of "Little Prince" has grown again. What's more, mother Gong also wears a filter when she looks at the original master of her body. As long as it is not absolutely inconsistent with his behavior habits, she will not question it.
"Little Prince" seems to ask again, but time is not allowed.
What to do next is very clear, because the original body feels bitter, so the "dream" is very clear.
After a little activity outside, the "Little Prince" found out that although he had the same body, he was better than him now, probably better raised in his mother's womb.
After the exercise, I washed and changed clothes again, and then had breakfast.
It's almost time. I'll go to study, and several accompanies are waiting.
At the beginning of the lecture, it was the ordinary waiter.
According to the content, "Little Prince" said that he may know better than the waiter, but according to the original age, well, yes, he learned earlier than before.