Chapter 478

His arms were warm and had a smell familiar to her. Shen Zhiqiao sniffed and fell asleep.

When I wake up again, my side is empty.

Looking up at the bright yellow curtains floating gently overhead, such as soft catkins, the memory of last night is like a dream.

They hold each other, intimate movements, tangled breathing, everything is so harmonious, so let her nostalgia.

But when I woke up, I couldn't catch a trace.

Shen Zhiqiao closed his eyes, lowered his head and opened the quilt to see, but found that the white profanity was well worn on her, stretched out his hand to open the inner flap, and the flower like dark purple on the clavicle let her find a trace of authenticity.

After a shallow, inaudible sigh in the air.

Shen Zhiqiao got up and cleaned himself up. As soon as he got to the gate, he saw Zhen Xiang standing on the stone steps, staring somewhere.

The maid eunuch standing at the door saw Shen Zhiqiao and saluted silently.

When Shen Zhiqiao raised his hand to signal them to get up, he saw Tuoba Yu and Lou Lanjun standing at jiashankou.

Tuoba Yu was also wearing a bright yellow dragon robe and a dark gray cloak. It seemed that he had just stepped down and had not been replaced.

And Lou Lanjun's light purple slim robe, plus a white fox fur.

He looked still cold, as if he were talking.

The man turned his back to her and couldn't see his expression.

Shen Zhiqiao shook his hand slightly under his cuff, stared at him and stepped out.

Xu heard something behind him.

Zhen Xiang turned and looked over.

Seeing that it was Shen Zhiqiao, he was slightly stunned.

Then he arched his hands and said, "empress."

Shen Zhiqiao turned his eyes and fell on him, nodding slightly.

When he raised his eyes to look at her again, Tuoba Yu had turned and looked at her.

The eyes were deep, like a whirlpool in the vast sea, staring at her, as if to suck her whole body and soul.

Shen Zhiqiao looked at him, looking neither cold nor light.

Tuoba Yu turned and said something to Lou Lanjun, and strode towards her.

Shen Zhiqiao didn't look at him, but his vision passed through his shoulder and fell on Lou Lanjun.

Lou Lanjun didn't look at her and looked down at the ground. Even if she was so far away, she could still feel the sadness emanating from him.

Hands fall into a touch of warmth.

Shen Zhiqiao took back his eyes and looked up at the man who had come in front of her. His eyes were a little tired.

Tuoba Royal frowned slightly, suddenly untied his cloak and put it on her, "do you want to return to the soul orchid hall?"

Shen Zhiqiao looked down at the big flag on her body. It was a little big. The back swing was directly dragged to the ground. She stretched out her hand to untie it, but he held her hand. "Wear it. I'm not cold."

Shen Zhiqiao's throat moved slightly.

Looking up at him, she was really afraid that he would be cold just now.

My heart suddenly felt bitter and bitter.

They don't know when they have become so familiar with each other. A small action doesn't even need eye contact, so he can understand.

"Go, I'll bring you back to the soul orchid hall." Tuoba Yu said and took her away.

Shen Zhiqiao looked at Lou Lanjun, who was still standing at jiashankou, and grabbed him.

Tuoba Yu was stunned. He turned to look at her and asked softly, "what's the matter?"

Shen Zhiqiao held his lips slightly towards him, "I have something to find Lou Lanjun. You wait for me here for a while."

Tuoba's Royal eyes were deep and stared at her. His face was slightly condensed. It was a long time before he spoke faintly and spit out a word "good"!

Tuoba Yuping retreated from the company of Zhen Xiang and others, and walked to the soul orchid hall side by side with Shen Zhiqiao.

Neither of them spoke all the way.

Shen Zhiqiao's expression is faint. He occasionally lowers his head to look at his stomach and reaches out to touch it.

Tuoba's Royal expression was cold and solemn. The Phoenix eyes showed a sharp light, and there was an inexplicable uneasiness and annoyance in the depths of the Phoenix eyes.

Finally, when he came to the stone dam in front of the soul orchid hall, Tuoba Yu took two quick steps. His tall body immediately covered Shen Qiaozhi and looked at her with a frown. His thin lips were tight.

Shen Zhiqiao was slightly stunned, looked up at him, and his lips were lifted reluctantly, "what's the matter?"

"What did you say to Loulan Jun?" the voice was low and quiet, deliberately pressing something.

Shen Zhiqiao's lips trembled, smiled faintly, and his eyes were magnanimous. "Qinghe is interested in medical theory and wants to learn medical skills with Lou Lanjun. Let me help her talk to him."

Tuoba's eyes narrowed, his dark eyelashes went down quietly and pulled at the corners of his mouth, "Qinghe has interest in this aspect. I'll ask the imperial doctor of the imperial hospital to teach her later!"

"HMM." Shen Zhiqiao answered lightly, then bowed his head and stopped talking.

Tuoba Yu pursed his lips, stared at her head, stretched out his hand to hold her hand, and deeply called her, "Zhi Zhi"

Shen Zhiqiao looked up at him and asked silently.

Tuoba Yu looked at her beautiful face, like black pearls and bright eyes. He couldn't help reaching out and hugging her and murmured, "well, I want you whether you recover your memory or not. I know you hate me now and can't accept me for a while, but I'm willing to wait.

If you can't accept me for a while, I'll wait for you. You don't accept me for a year. I'll wait for you for a year. You don't accept me for ten years. I'll wait for you even if you don't accept me all your life. Even if you don't want me to wait, I'll wait.

I will treat you well, very well, and you should treat you well if you refuse me. Therefore, I have decided that I will not let you go. Even if you hate me, I will never let you go, because I love you. I Tuoba resist this life and only love you. "

Heart, such as being bitten and bitten by thousands of insects and ants, hurts, really hurts!

Shen Zhiqiao bit his lips so hard that his lips were broken that she pressed down the acidity close to his eyes. She pushed him away slightly without looking at the hot sight he fell. She whispered, "I'm hungry. Have you eaten? If you haven't eaten, eat together!"

Tuoba Yu's eyes were slightly bright and shook her hand excitedly. "Zhi Zhi, are you accepting me again?"

I never thought of pushing you away!

Shen Zhiqiao said silently in his heart, but the words spit out from his mouth were slightly indifferent, "what if I accept it? What if I don't accept it? Do I have any other choice now?"

With a pain of indifference in his heart, Tuoba Yu stared at her sadly, "Zhi Zhi, don't you love me?"

"Love, I love." Shen Zhiqiao smiled at him, "but I also hate you, and I can't help hating you all my life, and I can't love you as silly as before. But I won't leave you, because we have children, and I can't ignore children."

He stopped and continued, "but I can't stay in the palace. Everything in the palace in my eyes reminds me of the fact that you are my enemy."

"So, do you want me to send you out of the palace?! do you still want to leave?" Tuoba Yu's cold smile faded out of his mouth, and the coldness in his Phoenix eyes was like a skate.

Shen Zhiqiao looked at him, "no, I just don't want to live in the palace. You can arrange a quiet place for me outside the palace. I'll leave the palace after giving birth to my children. As for the children, stay in the palace. The conditions in the palace are excellent, and I can rest assured that they live here. But I have a request to take them out of the palace to see me every two months. As for you..."

Shen Zhiqiao's eyes narrowed slightly. "There are many women in the world. Just wave your fingers and countless beauties will come to the door. In this case, you can probably forget me soon. Of course, if you really can't forget me, you can go out of the palace and meet me."

As a result, her hands and feet were a little cold, her ears were buzzing, and the voice was so loud that her head began to hurt.

Shen Zhiqiao held her hand tightly and trembled slightly. She quickly pinched her thigh so that she could not shake off the snow on the ground.

Tuoba Yu looked at her sadly, like a stranger.

At this moment, he couldn't understand her.

She said she loved him.

But is this her love?!

Abandon his husband and son, give him to other women, but allow him to have an affair with her?!

Tuoba Yu suddenly laughed.

The laughter was crazy, with a trace of madness. He suddenly clasped her thin shoulder, and his fingertips almost clasped into her flesh. "Shen Zhiqiao, is that why you were willing to have sex with me last night? Because you have thought about everything and your retreat. Good, good. Do you want me to allow you out of the palace? Do you want me to make you complete?! good"

The last two good words were like roaring and jumping out of the depths of his throat, angry, injured, violent and destructive!

The figure of the man has disappeared from the Shiba. Shen Zhiqiao is still standing. Snowflakes are flying on her shoulders. She is motionless and bears the cold punishment of the snowflakes.

She wants to feel his anger, his heart cold, his pain.

Tagore said, "the furthest distance in the world.

Not love each other, but can't be together

But clearly can not resist this breath, but have to pretend not to care

The furthest distance in the world

It's not that you can't resist this breath, but you pretend you don't care

But you dig an uncrossable ditch between you and the people who love you with an indifferent heart... "

These words deeply reflect Shen Zhiqiao's helpless and pathetic heart at the moment.