"Mrs. Xi, don't you understand?" Liu Ruyi looked at her with a little heartache and whispered, "because you can do much more than your majesty can do. Everything you do is what your majesty wants to do but can't do."
"Is this a reason? Is this really a reason?" Dugu Xi was stunned and then laughed mockingly, "why does it sound like an excuse?"
Liu Ruyi sighed, took off her cloak and put it on her gently.
"The night is cold. Go back to your room and sleep."
Dugu Xi didn't push away his clothes, but he held his clothes in his hands, slightly hung his head, and his beautiful lips said coldly, "I can give him the world, and I can take back all the world."
Liu Ruyi was shocked and gave her a worried look.
The next day, Liu Ruyi was left in the palace.
Helan unparalleled sat on the table and asked casually, "how is she recently?"
The tone was so casual and casual, as if he didn't expect an answer.
Liu Ruyi paused, then looked up at He Lan unparalleled, "Your Majesty."
Helan unparalleled stopped writing and raised her head.
His expression was not as careless as his voice.
"Your Majesty, why can't you be honest with your wife? Your Majesty's worries and concerns can be directly told to your wife. Why should you test her in this way? Your majesty is the only one in my wife's heart. I'm incompetent and can't win her favor."
"Ruyi, you are not an outsider, so I can tell you without hesitation. Xier's personality is too strong and her strength is too strong. If she knows that I have an affair with Xiaolan and Xiaolan is pregnant, she will not only kill Xiaolan and her children, but also accompany the whole Chinese dynasty for burial. I can't risk my flesh and blood and my people."
"...." Liu Ruyi was speechless and asked softly for a long time, "does your majesty love your wife?"
Helan unparalleled was silent for a long time. Then he turned his head and looked at the empty red walls and green tiles outside the window. He youyou said, "I loved her, but she is becoming stronger and stronger, which makes me out of breath. Even if she stays in Liufu without doing anything like this, it makes me out of breath. Ruyi, maybe I have to give up on her..."
"Don't!" Liu Ruyi said in a hurry, and then flopped down on her knees. The first didn't ask firmly and firmly: "give her to Weichen, who promised that she wouldn't do anything to hurt her majesty."
"Let's go..." He Lan hesitated in her unparalleled eyes, then hurt, slightly closed her eyes, waved her hand and said, "don't let me make a decision that makes me sad."
That night, Dugu Xi was really drunk, so that when he woke up, he only felt the bright sunshine and had a splitting headache.
She closed the window and decided to lie down again.
If you know that it has been three years since you first saw the sun. Maybe that day, she wouldn't hate the brilliant sunshine so much.
At noon, the servant girl brought a bowl of sober soup, saying that it was prepared by my uncle himself.
Dugu Xi looked at the cloak which was still on the back of the chair. He felt soft in his heart and took a few shallow drinks.
Then, the more sleepy you are.
She went back to bed.
When I woke up again, I didn't know if it was because of midnight. The room was frighteningly dark. She called the servant girl's name, but no one answered. She called Xiaowu again, but no one answered.
She got up and touched it, but there were only two cold walls.
This is not a room.
But... Tunnel.
Mrs. Xi and Liu Ruyi disappeared that day. Helan unparalleled explained to everyone that they were newly married and decided to go back to their ancestral land for a rest.
Xiao Wu didn't believe it, but the news was confirmed by Pei Linpu.
Everyone knows that Pei Linpu is Mrs. Xi's confidant. If he says yes, it will be ten to ten.
The capital is quiet.
The only thing that is not calm is a small temple ten miles away from the capital. Behind the dilapidated and uninhabited temple and the spider dust Buddha, there is a hidden passage.
She was under house arrest there for three years.
Except Liu Ruyi, she never saw anyone else.
The acupoints of the whole body are sealed. She is as weak as an ordinary woman with no strength to bind chickens.
A few months ago, she could calmly and demurely ask Liu Ruyi why.
Liu Ruyi never answered positively, but just asked about the cold and warm as a routine. She put down her food, sat quietly in the dark for a while, and then left.
Darkness and solitude.
No hope, no light, no love, even no reason.
Hell, that's all.
No matter how tough you are, you will be completely destroyed.
Six months later, she was completely destroyed. Despair and hatred stabbed her like an awl.
And she didn't know what it was for.
She is sorry for many people. She is sorry for those who died in the battlefield, even yanzihao. However, He Lan was unparalleled and did not apologize to China.
She regards Wushuang as her family and China as her home.
It turns out that all efforts are fragile, and it turns out that no one can be trusted.
Liu Ruyi comes every day and doesn't stay long every time. At first, Dugu Xi could talk with him normally, then there was a long period of silence, and then there was the sharp, mean and sour Manchu language.
By the faint candle light, he saw a haggard face. Although it was beautiful, it had lost the brilliance of the original four seats.
Her eyes were always bright, strangely bright, like the more glittering and cold pebbles under the iceberg.
Such a Mrs. Xi frightened him. He wanted to warm her, but he was often rejected by her cold.
Until one day, he suddenly wanted to hold her.
However, I kissed her.
Dugu Xi did not refuse. She sat there like a lifeless doll and let him take it.
Liu Ruyi can't stop.
When he lanwushuang appeared in the Liu family with Dugu Xi, he was always deeply attracted by her.
When she took off her clothes and stood in front of Helan unparalleled, he also stood behind the tree, listening to his heart beating like a drum and suffocating like death.
From beginning to end, she was calm.
He gasped and convulsed, but after the climax, he was more and more unable to grasp the sadness and emptiness.
And emptiness, only she can lift.
But after the clouds and rain, it is more and more intense emptiness and powerlessness.
For example, drinking poison to quench thirst. Never die.
Dugu Xi kept silent and endured it silently, as if the body was not his own at all.
She was an outsider above this, floating in the sky and watching coldly.
Liu Ruyi is also quiet. He is not good at words. I don't know what to say.
This humiliating day lasted for a whole year, and then Dugu Xi became pregnant.
She did a lot of harm.
Liu Ruyi was overjoyed and stopped touching her. She was careful about her diet every time, but Dugu Xi's coldness often made him frustrated. Gradually, his temper changed a lot, and he was much more irritable than before.
At that time, supervisor you shook his head when he saw his family's son like this.
He knows the son's mind.
The son of the world loves that woman.
In his midnight dream, he often heard the son of God shouting the magic word "Xi" in his sleep.
But such deep love has become an enemy and injury that can no longer be solved.
The next winter.
The baby was born.
It's a boy.
Name, Liu se.
More than ten years later, Liu se knelt in Liuyuan for three days and nights and finally fell into a coma. Dugu Xi looked at the boy sent in by others, looked at his familiar and strange eyebrows and eyes, and thought about an uncertain problem.
In those days, who came up with the name Liu se?
Those days were such a mess that she didn't remember many things and didn't want to remember them.
Liu se grew up in the arms of director you when she was a baby.
Dugu Xi never hugged him, but when he heard his cry, he would look at him from a distance. He was cold and lonely.
Liu Ruyi was like a treasure. She coaxed him all day and gave him all the treasures she couldn't give his mother.
In Liu SE's incomplete memory, his father's face was vague and warm.
So, another year.
In the fourth year, Mrs. Xi finally spoke. She stood up, walked to Liu Ruyi and said faintly, "let me out. They have found me."
Dugu Xi's men are not fools,
Pei Linpu can't be alone anymore. Xiaowu took people to search the whole dynasty and finally found the tunnel. They've been connected by code.
Liu Ruyi was silent.
He was not surprised. When he brought Dugu Xi, he knew that he could not trap her.
Three years, has been surprisingly long, perhaps these three years, not he trapped her, but she trapped herself.
"Come back and have a look at Liu se when you have time." he held the baby, Liu SE's eyes wide open and looked curiously at his beautiful and strange mother.
Her eyes swept over him, and behind her indifference was a faint and unspeakable pain.
Dugu Xi reappeared.
Everyone panicked. After three years of concealment, she didn't seem to have changed much, but her eyebrows were deep, making people more and more afraid to look at her.
After four years away, she saw Helan again.
The guards in the palace retreated step by step, as if they didn't want to stop her at all. She walked in from the gate, walked through the long corridor, walked through the stunned civil and military officials, and stopped in front of the throne.
Helan peerless clung to the handrail and sat straight.
"Unparalleled, long time no see." she looked at him and smiled. Chuckling, the clouds are light and the wind is light, "you are much older."
"But you haven't changed at all." Helan unparalleled breathed and suddenly became calm. "It's still the same as I didn't see you first."
"Is there anything else you can tell me?" she asked.
"You go." Helan uttered three words coldly, then looked away and stopped looking at her.
Dugu Xi stood for a long time, staring at him like a needle. Then she leaned over, turned gracefully and left.
When passing Pei Linpu's side, she drew a round of laughter and whispered, "Whoever betrays me will be cursed for generations."
Pei Linpu was surprised. When he looked up, Dugu Xi had gone away, leaving only a figure he had never explored.
She quickly took action. People in the DPRK disappeared every day. There were mutinies and rebellions in varying degrees everywhere in the north of the Yangtze River. The sky was surging, and everyone felt the oppression of the mountain rain coming and the wind filling the building.