Chapter 543

Respect your grievances and seek perfection!

To your anger!

To your loneliness!

Also respect your strong courage!

She felt that she was going to explode. It's like a vacuum packed fish. She desperately breathes and struggles again and again. At last, she can only vomit bubbles helplessly. Her body is weaker and weaker, and her consciousness is more and more blurred.

She's going to die!

She knew she was going to die if she didn't do anything.

"What kind of woman am I?" He took a big gulp of wine, patted the table in front of him, looked at Fang Yan, who was sitting opposite, and shouted: "I am the woman in the family. Who is Jiang's family? The general family is the general family, which everyone envies and fears. No matter how beautiful or ugly you look, no matter how intelligent you are, you are the top class in the society. Don't believe that there is no such nonsense as hierarchy in the world. Those people who are high in the world have a terrible network and influence. They don't need to do anything, just frown or make a sign in the eyes, and those who offend them will die without a place to die. "

Fang Yan, who was squinting at the top of his heart, said: "generals - Generals don't like you very much. At first, he thought that someone would solve you if he gave a sign with his eyes. Unexpectedly, you are like a little strong who can't fight to death. The vitality is quite tenacious, and it makes him eat shriveled again and again, and make him look ugly again and again Fang Yan said earnestly on one face, "if I stand on the side of justice, he can't surpass me."

He laughed wildly at her heart, which made her full chest shake several times to break through the cage of her shirt and stand in front of Fang Yan.

She pointed to Fang Yan with her black finger, and said in a very contemptuous tone, "Fang Yan, this is a lie you said. Do you believe such a lie? How many good people have been wronged in the world? At that time, no one said such nonsense to them - this is a society of power. Whoever has a big fist is entitled to speak loudly - "

move his heart's arm sideways, point to the two fighters who are fighting fiercely in the ring, and say:" look at them, who is evil and who is right? Can the just side defeat the evil side? The difference is that they work hard on the stage, and countless people work hard on the stage - "

Fang Yan smiled and said:" you have your ideas, and I have my persistence. Our way of life is different. As soon as you enter a powerful family, you live in such an environment. All you see and think are those powerful people and influential people who use all kinds of means to win one after another - "

" I live in a small village. Except for a few people I don't like, most of them are kind-hearted, for the sake of an outsider, they are silly and have Some nihilistic ideals do not hesitate to throw their heads and sprinkle their blood - handed down from generation to generation, lasting for thousands of years. "

"When I was young, I was always thinking, how could such a group exist in the world? Up to now, I haven't thought about the answer to this question. Why does such a group exist? However, since it already exists, there should be a reason for its existence. What's more, I'm willing to do it. I respect and admire those who have paid for it and those who have sacrificed for it. "

" I think if it's my turn one day, what kind of choice will I make? Without even thinking about it for a long time, I have got the answer in my heart - if it is my turn one day, I will make the same choice as them - "

" my ancestors have made such a choice, my grandparents have made such a choice, and my parents and uncles have also made such a choice - how can I end up in my generation? There is a custom on our side that when someone's descendants are killed in battle, the whole village will hang up a white flag - whether there has been a dispute before, a quarrel before, or who has broken his front teeth, or who has broken his arm - that day, all the enmity and hatred will be put down, and the dead are the biggest - "

" for me, these people are just. They are not afraid of death, how can they be afraid of the short dark clouds to cover the sun? "

I didn't expect Fang Yan would say such a thing to her. After a long time of stagnation, I asked, "the place you said is yanziwu?"

"Not bad." Fang Yan nods. "When the general dismounts, the prime minister leaves the sedan chair --- swallow dock."

"If you have a chance, you must go and have a look." Will be the heart of infinite longing to say. "Because of you, I know that there is such a place, and I know its legends - but I always think those legends are too far away, and I always think those stories are too old - and I think all things are exaggerated and fictional. It turns out that there are such a group of people. ""Remember to park in the threshing floor at the entrance of the village." Fang Yan said with a smile, "except for the cars of his own people in the village, all the cars going outside are parked there."

"I wrote it down." Will the heart say: "are you inviting me? If I go to yanziwu, you will entertain me, won't you? "

Fang Yan smiled and asked, "now do you believe that evil is beyond correction?"

He shook his head and said, "I don't believe it."

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"as you said, I have seen too many good people being cleaned and buried in the ground - this is a society that can eat people, and some people will really open their mouths to eat people - just like you, you come from such a magical place, you have the confidence that you will defeat the military order? Even if you win the general's order, and Fang Yan, the giant General's house behind him, you may not understand that you are only fighting with the general's order. For the general's order, you are an opponent. For the general's family, you are just a stone for them to sharpen their edge - either the knife is sharpened on the stone more sharply, or the stone opens a hole for the knife Have you ever thought about it? When you drop the stone and make your family feel threatened, they will fall into the ground, the sky will crack, the mountains and rivers will flow backward - can you bear it at that time

"I know that jiangjialing is Jiangjia's knife, and I also know that Jiangjia is so powerful that people are powerless." Fang Yan, playing with the tall beer cup in his hand, said, "but I can't let them say nothing and do nothing when they bully? In that case, I will become another good person who has been washed and hidden by bad people - "

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Fang Yan looks at her heart and says:" I know your heart is full of anger, I can fully understand your feelings at this time - "

" you can't understand. " I'll laugh at you. "For someone who has not experienced it, don't easily say who you can understand - for a cancer patient, don't tell him that you are as sad as he is - you can't be as sad as he is, you just say it. When you walk out of the ward, you can see the blue sky and white clouds, you can breathe fresh air, you can continue your colorful life - the patient can only be in fear and reluctant to part with the world forever. "

"-------" Fang Yan was speechless.

You see, these women are not only noble and elegant, but also sharp and philosophical in their words? Looking for my brother to command? Find my husband Jiang Zhuliu? Or to my friends who seek or fear the power of the family - can I tell them the truth that my brother let my husband poison my father? Can I tell them that I hate them and try to smile and pretend that nothing has happened

There is a kind of grievance called nowhere to tell.

Your heart is dripping blood, but you have to smile and exchange greetings with those stabbing people. Who can understand the pain?

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drink up the beer cup in front of you and shout: "waiter, have two more beers."

Fang Yan stopped, saying, "no more, you've already drunk too much."

This is the fourth cup of Fangyan and Shangxin respectively. Four cups of draught beer in a liter is nothing to Fangyan, but it is obviously too much for a girl.

Besides, if you get drunk, Fang Yan will be responsible for sending her back later - who is willing to do such a troublesome thing. She is not her own wife.

"No way. I want to drink. " Will the heart not be happy, said: "let you invite me to drink, you are not happy?"? Where is this? I just started. You won't let me drink. This feeling of being unable to go up and down - do you know how hard it is? Fang Yan, do you know that I am going to die. "

Fang Yan had no choice but to wave to the waiter and said, "two more draughts."

When he spoke, he took half a glass of beer in his hand and drank it.

His principle is to drink a cup with his heart, and not to suffer losses or take advantage of others. He's not an old alcoholic. He wants to rob people of alcohol.

Thinking of the old drunkard, Fang Yan would like to have another drink.

The waitress once again sent over two glasses of beer in a liter. The sexy waitress in Bunny's clothes gave Fang Yan a wink when she didn't pay attention. Maybe in her opinion, Fang Yan, who bought eight cups of draft beer in a row, is a big customer.

He snatched a cup from his heart and raised it to face Fang Yan and said, "here, to my father murderer and enemy."

Fang Yan has an impulse to run away.PS: I'd like to say a few words to you: the updates in these days are not very good. No, they're not good in this period of time. Before the Spring Festival, I thought it was the Spring Festival anyway. People all over the world are celebrating the Spring Festival. I have no face to take this cover and have a good rest for a few days. Who made me look shameless?

After the Spring Festival, I want to work hard and code words. At this time, "the ultimate teacher" online drama came out. To be honest, I'm not too happy to see this play coming out, but I feel very blocked -

I sat there with my mobile phone for a whole day, and I didn't want to say anything or do anything.

It is quietly brushing book reviews, posts, wechat public platform comments - I understand your mood, but you may not be able to understand my mood.

As will be said in the heart, do not easily say understanding without experience.

You don't know how much energy and emotion I put into this book.

Every character I ponder carefully, every line I ponder over and over, every conversation is read out like a fool's sentence by sentence - --- if the scene does not conform to the story does not conform to the character of the character, it will be corrected immediately. This is, but I still firmly believe that what kind of people can say what kind of things.

I've been doing this!

In fact, I don't blame the actors because I know they are also very difficult. In order to catch up with the work, I can only take three or four hours off every day. They worked hard to perform, they worked hard to repay the scenes in the story and every line I wrote -

I even thought they were admirable!

However, this is not the ultimate teacher in my mind, nor the Fang yanye gentleness in my mind.

The ideal is very plump, the reality is very shameful. Is it my mood at this time?

I think the problem is still with me.

Because I'm not strong enough, because I can't protect my children.

If I can, I will do my own work well. Fang Yan in my mind, Qin Luo in my mind, Tang Chong in my mind, and Lin Fengye in my mind, autumn Fangge and Huang Chu in my mind -- I must work hard.

Of course, most of the copyright is not in my hands. A lot of things are still out of my control.

I'm a little depressed these days, but I've still watched several episodes of TV series released. The plot is highly reductive, some wonderful lines have been used, and the bald man is very cute.

If you are interested, you can go to see it. This is the address of the collection: VOD. / V / 87 / 87148 /? Id = 811004.

If you're not interested in TV series, go ahead.

In addition, thanks for the 100000 rewards of the monster story, and congratulations to the children on becoming the 120th adorable leader of our ultimate teacher!

Bow deeply