Chapter 602

"I didn't mean to."

Fang Yan squatted down and hurriedly tried to help the Phoenix up.

When he just lifted up the Phoenix 's body, his sole slipped and he fell to the ground because of the moss on the stone.

At this time Fang Yan has lost the ability to control his body.

Pa -

his body is heavily pressed on the Phoenix's chest, and the two people's bodies collide with each other.

If it wasn't for the soft meat to be padded below, I would be afraid that my chest wound would also be torn open.

Phoenix is pressed by Fang Yan, without struggle or scream. It's like lying on your own big bed.

She looked at Fang Yan with bright eyes and said, "is this what you always want to do?"

"No." Fang Yan quickly denied.

After a pause, he said, "I didn't know much before, so I would have some unhealthy thoughts --"

the Phoenix sighed softly and said, "yes. Before, I was not very sensible, so I had this kind of unhealthy idea. I began to have unhealthy thoughts on others when I became sensible. Now I want to do this kind of thing gently to ye? Unfortunately, you can only think about it. You can't beat her anyway. "

"-"

the Phoenix looked at Fang Yan and said, "although I didn't refuse, are you going to talk to me all the time?"

"No, No. I was ready to get up when I had a rest - "Fang Yan said.

He got up from the Phoenix's arms, and then pulled the Phoenix from the ground.

The back of the Phoenix was soaked by the water stains on the grass, and the red hair was also wet and disordered, just like a red flame.

Phoenix's character has always been arrogant and domineering, like a rose with thorns, which has always been a woman like "flame". It was only through this experience that the flame was completely extinguished.

Lost the original vigor and vitality, eyes also began to become cowardly and avoid.

It hurt her so much that it was hard to recover for a while.

The Phoenix glanced around, pointed to a big stone in the forest and said, "no, just sit there for a while."

"Good." Fang Yan nods.

When the stone was wet, Fang Yan took off his coat and spread it on it. They sat together shoulder to shoulder.

There are full of words to say, but when we really sit together, we don't know how to speak.

It's a scar. It's a scar. Even if you want to open the wound and wipe the medicine, it's the most painful when you apply the medicine.

Fang Yan stabbed the Phoenix's sensitive nerves again, even if he said something bad.

From the beginning to the end, they did not talk about Bai Xiu.

They didn't mention the name. Because it's a curse that can't be undone but wants to be forgotten forever.

"Fang Yan, you shouldn't come --"

when Fang Yan hesitates to know what to say, Phoenix takes the initiative to open up the topic.

"I said, if I don't come, I'm afraid I'll regret it all my life -" Fang Yan said with a smile. Take out a sugarcane grass from the foot and suck the sweet juice in the grass root gently. It's something they used to like to do when they were little.

Phoenix also took a piece of sugarcane grass and put it in his mouth and said, "when you didn't come, I was expecting you not to come. Because I'm afraid that when you come, I don't know what expression to use to see you - I don't know what to say to you. I don't want to say sorry, but I do. "

"Needless to say, I'm sorry, you don't have any place to be sorry for me -" Fang Yan said: "even if there is, you have paid off. What is more valuable to make up for than life? "

"I didn't make up for that, I thought - it's better to die like that." The voice of the Phoenix said in a low voice, "it's too tired to live."

"I understand." Fang Yan nods. "The past is over. We don't need to talk about it anymore - but you have to go back with me."

"Go back?" The Phoenix smiled and said, "where are you going?"

"Go home. Or anywhere - "Fang Yan stubbornly said," but not here. "

"Fang Yan, don't force me. Don't force me, will you? " The Phoenix looked at Fang Yan with a pleading face and said, "I can't go back, and I don't want to go back - where can I go back?"

"How can I face my family's eyes when I go home? How can I go back to yanziwu - in the face of their comments on me? "

"Going abroad. Go abroad - "Fang Yan said. At that time, Li Yun wanted to send her heart abroad, only to be intercepted by herself.

In Fang Yan's view, maybe Phoenix is a good choice to go abroad. After all, the people who settled down were not satisfied with the woman any more, and should not be able to do anything to kill people -

"no matter where I went, they could find me out. I can't escape, I can't escape - even if they can't find me, I'm safe enough to pretend that nothing has happened to my life? ""Fang Yan, I can't pass the pass of not going to others. I can't pass the pass of myself - I have too many distractions in my heart and too much guilt in my heart, and I will be tormented and crazy by these thoughts." Said the Phoenix with blood in her eyes. She looked like she was going crazy.

"I know you're upset, but things have come to this point, and we have to think about the best solution - I don't think it's the best solution for you to become a monk."

"I think so." Said the Phoenix. "Even if they are not satisfied with me, will they still come to embarrass a nun who has become a monk? Besides, these days I live on the mountain, I feel the inner peace. I will serve the Buddha wholeheartedly and study the Sutra hard, and the pain in my heart will be alleviated a lot - this is exactly what I need. "

"Fang Yan, before I made this choice, I was confused and at a loss. I don't know what I should do next, and I don't know what my future looks like. But after I made a choice, my mind settled down. I know better than anyone that the current state is the one I want most - don't try to persuade me anymore, OK? "

Fang Yan is silent.

He was reluctant to accept the result.

However, he did not want to add more trouble to the Phoenix. He hoped that she would survive.

The Phoenix reached out to touch Fang Yan's face, gently extended Fang Yan's frown with his fingers, and said, "Fang Yan, I don't want you to come, but when you come, I'm still very happy - women are always so contradictory."

"As you just said, let go of all the previous things. We seem to know each other today - Fang Yan, promise me, OK? "

"Good." Fang Yan said.

"I want to drink spirits." Said the Phoenix.

"OK. I saw a farmer just down the mountain. I went to buy some meat from them. "

Fang Yan's health is not good now. It's unrealistic to hit a hare pheasant with a stone. The best way is to find the hunter on the mountain to buy these things. There must be no lack of game in the mountain.

"I want to lie in wait." Said the Phoenix.

"Well, I'll borrow the pot from their house and make a ambush for you."

Fang Yan took a look at the Phoenix, got up and ran to the road when he came.

The Phoenix looks at Fang Yan's back fondly and chews up the sugarcane grass in his mouth and swallows it into his stomach.

It's like Fangyan!

Fang Yan will be back soon.

He had a sack on his shoulder and a big pot in his hand.

Fang Yan put the pot on the ground, and then pulled out all the things in the sack.

Every time he touched something, he presented it to the Phoenix as if he were a treasure, just as he took her to the mountain for the first time to hunt rabbits and ambush them on all sides.

"This is an air dried rabbit --"

"this is half a pheasant, and there are only half a pheasant in their family --"

"this is the dough they sent -- they used to make pot stickers in the evening, and I lent them --"

"this is oil and salt -- this is the dried chili from their walls --"

Fang Yan felt a white pepper from his pocket "I didn't expect that," he said? They also have bulk liquor in their house - I just took a sip of it, it's not as pure as the roasted knife in yanziwu, but it's also very delicious - the eldest brother said it's three jin. I haven't touched the white wine for a long time. In a moment, we had a good drinking habit. "-

Fang Yan learned the shape of swallow dock and built a simple stove on a dry ground with several big stones. Put the big iron pot in the stream and wash it, then put it on the rack.

Clean the rabbit and pheasant, cut them into large pieces with a blade, and put them into the pot one by one.

Grab a handful of wild mushrooms and mountain beans and throw them in, then add a certain amount of water to the stream.

Because it has just rained, the most difficult step is to find hay and firewood.

Of course, it's hard not to get Fangyan. He pulled out a few rabbit holes with soft, dry weeds.

Some old branches were pulled out from under some stones without falling rain, and then the hay was ignited with a fire engine from the farmer's house. The fire blazed.

The Phoenix cheerfully helps to make a fire nearby, and from time to time, Fang Yan's words make a silver bell like laugh. Laughter spread far away, which is the most beautiful sound in the forest.

is so familiar as like as two peas in swallows.

When the soup comes on, the meat is cooked. Fang Yan poured in the prepared oil salt seasoning. He threw a handful of peppers and poured some spirits into it. The pot began to smell, and even the mist came out, which made people greedy to inhale into their lungs.

Fang Yan opens the barrel, gulps it in, and hands it to the Phoenix in front of him.

The Phoenix took the bucket, and raised his neck and gulped it.

"Eat meat." Fang Yan hands the chopsticks cut from the branches to Phoenix.Phoenix took the chopsticks and ate a rabbit leg from the pot.

The rabbit leg just out of the pot is too hot, and the Phoenix eats too fast, so hot that she occasionally spits out her tongue and blows a breath of cool air.

However, she is still recklessly greedy.

She chewed the rabbit's meat with a face full of embarrassment, and tears flowed down her cheeks.

From then on, no more Phoenix!