Chapter 603

Fang Yan takes a rabbit leg out of the pot and takes a bite to find that the meat is too salty.

Originally, when the hunter dried the rabbit, he put salt on it. Fang Yan just lost another handful of salt. As a result, the pot of "ambush on all sides" has become very heavy.

Fang Yan took a look at the Phoenix, and saw that she was like a feast without any awareness.

"It's salty." Fang Yan said.

Meat is salty, so are tears.

Therefore, Phoenix has not been able to distinguish whether the meat is salty or the tears dripping on the meat are salty.

Listen to Fang Yan's words, Phoenix uses sleeve to wipe an eye socket implicitly, say: "drink wine to press."

When he spoke, he handed the bucket to Fang Yan.

Without a cup, they can only drink with their mouth at the mouth of the barrel. They used to do this when they were in yanziwu, and they still do it now. Of course, this is no different from indirect kissing in the eyes of outsiders.

Fang Yan took a big mouthful of the barrel and said with a smile, "I've eaten all kinds of dishes in the world. What I want to eat most is the ambush we created."

The Phoenix nodded and said, "yes. I'm afraid that I won't be able to eat in the future -- "

" how can I Fang Yan said with a smile, "when do you want to eat, I will make it for you --"

"if you and ye are married gently?"

"Then I'll do it secretly for you." Fang Yan said.

Pooh -

the Phoenix narrowed his eyes and smiled, saying: "if other men were to answer this question, they would brag about how high they are in the family, what they say in a single word, and the wife has no right to speak at all."

"only married men dare to do this, anyway, their wives have been told by them I lied home. " Fang Yan said with a smile, "if the unmarried dare to say so, which woman is willing to marry?"? We must take a long-term view. "

Phoenix eyes gently looked at Fang Yan and said, "you are always different from what others think."

"Not at all. Besides being a little more handsome than Li Xiaotian's, I'm similar to them in other aspects - big barrels of wine, big bowls of meat and loud brags. Men's nature, you know. "

"Are they all ok?" Asked the Phoenix.

"All right." Fang Yan said with a smile. "They are all very good. Zhu Zidan trained in Beihai. It is said that his family's "Vientiane boxing", which has been stagnant, shows another sign of breakthrough. If we break through again, it will be the second choice for Zhu's younger generation to enter the Vientiane array. Li Xiaotian went into business with his brother in Yanjing. He had been taken care of by Maple Leaf society. Business was booming. Ruan Qian's work is the hardest. He works as a confidential secretary beside ye Daoling - although he keeps complaining, his character has become more mature and stable. "

it's natural for him to meet friends and talk about each other's friends.

Zhu Zidan, Li Xiaotian, Ruan Qian and others are friends of Fang Yan and Phoenix, and they have many common memories. Fang Yan used to attack Phoenix with the help or cover of these little friends.

The attack was fierce, but in the end, Bai Xiu, the lone ranger, took the Phoenix down. This makes everyone feel sad and lost. Later, we went to Houshan and drank more than ten jin of Shao Dao, ate a pot of ambush and cried for a while. After watching Fang Yan blow for several hours, the pain in his heart was alleviated a little.

"I haven't seen them for a long time, and I really miss them --" said the Phoenix with a smile. "If I let them know that I have been a nun, will I scare them?"

"An Xiaoxiao -" Fang Yan shouted angrily. He didn't like to hear the Phoenix talk about it.

"They're going to be scared. Ruan Qian, in particular, is the softest in character and likes to cry - if he knew I was a nun, maybe he would cry. "

"No one wants to hear the news --"

"Fang Yan, you said just now when you were in Lianhua temple, you owe me a face-to-face confession and I owe you a face-to-face refusal. Now, can you tell me again?" Phoenix looked at Fang Yan expectantly, holding the rabbit's leg tightly with his right hand, for fear that Fang Yan would refuse his rude request.

Fang Yan looked at the Phoenix with serious face and said: "I like you, like you for many years - for a long, long time, I think my life can't be without you. I like it until I see you in Bai Xiu's arms and enjoying the snow in the village - after seeing that scene, I decided not to like you any more. But when I think about it, I like you for many years. "

Once again, the eyes of Phoenix were filled with tears. She sobbed and said, "I really don't want to refuse --"

then she shook her head desperately and threw the ripples in her heart out, saying: "but I still want to refuse -- Fang Yan, I'm sorry. I can't accept you. I can't accept it before, and I can't accept it later. "

Fang Yan smiled bitterly and said, "you are really cruel. You refused me twice at once - I will not do such a thing in the future."Once again, the Phoenix was amused by Fang Yan. He wiped the tears from his eyes and said, "I won't let you do such a thing again."

She reached out and grabbed the bucket from Fang Yan's hand, then gulped it in, saying, "since when did you dislike me? Until you meet Ye gentleness? "

Fang Yan shook his head and said, "you should know that at that time, only you were in my eyes, and I felt that a hundred leaves were not as gentle as you - I even did such stupid things as writing love letters to Ye meek in the name of Bai Xiu. I think in that case, you will become my own - "

" now

"Now, ye meekness has replaced you." Fang Yan didn't hide it, he said frankly.

He will not hurt another woman in order to comfort one, which is unfair to Ye's gentleness.

"How is she to you?"

"Good."

"I know she's very kind to you." Phoenix said with red eyes: "to be honest, I don't care about all the women in the swallow dock, but I have a natural hostility to Ye gentleness - although you didn't like her very much at that time, you always speak ill of her in front of me. But the more you say, the more worried I am. I'm afraid that you will like her and that she has replaced me in your heart. "

"So every time I see you walking with her, I get very angry. At that time, I would pretend to meet you, deliberately show how close we are, and say something to provoke her to get angry - I know I'm stupid and naive, but I can't help doing it - "br >

" Fang Yan, I'm not a smart woman, and I'm not a determined woman. A lot of things I can't see as clearly as ye gentleness - I'm tied up in a cocoon, and I'm tied tightly by a silk screen. I can't move, even breathing is very difficult - I used to think about such a problem, if I can do anything and don't care. I used to like reading romance novels, where all the big ladies ran away with their loved ones in a desperate manner. I thought, if only I could do this. However, I just can't make such a decision - "

" waiting day by day, wasting year by year. When the feelings on both sides need to make a choice, when the conflict is about to break out - I have done such a stupid thing again - Fang Yan, you don't know how ashamed and shameless I am when you tear off the veil on my face. At that time, I really wanted to stab myself to death - all my choices were wrong ones and all my steps were on the wrong drums. I am the most stupid and cowardly woman in the world

"An Xiaoxiao --"

"Fang Yan, do you remember the question I asked you on yijianfeng

"Remember." Fang Yan nods. "You ask me if I know why you are Phoenix."

"Phoenix's name is my own -" said Phoenix. "When I was a child, I read a novel about Phoenix. It said that Phoenix is the messenger of happiness in the world. Every five hundred years, it will bear all the unhappiness and hatred accumulated in the world. It will burn itself in the raging fire and exchange the end of life and beauty for the peace and happiness of the world. They can be reborn with a better body only after the body has undergone great pain and suffering. "

"Fang Yan, I can't wait for 500 years. I can't hold on for five days. I want to take the unhappiness and hatred on my back and commit myself to burning in the fire - I want happiness, I want Nirvana and rebirth. " Phoenix reached for Fang Yan's hand and said, "this time, let me listen to my inner choice, let me make a decision on my own - I know that I was wrong for the first half of my life, let me choose this time."

Phoenix stood up, he went to Fang Yan's face, reached out and gently stroked Fang Yan's hair, and said: "I will burn incense for you in front of Buddha every day Bless and bless you all the time. "

Phoenix is gone!

Firewood is flourishing and broth is fragrant. Three jin of liquor was drunk clean.

Fang Yan holds the empty cask, pours out the last drink, and throws the cask away.

Bang -

the plastic wine barrel hit the stone and bounced back, falling down the stream, I don't know where it will be taken eventually.

At first, I only believe that the great thing is the feelings. At last, I can't see clearly that what is strong is destiny -

love is like a song, hate is like a song.

Goodbye, shinshinshino!

Goodbye, my first love!

PS: the fourth volume of love and hate is over. What's the name of the fifth volume