744. Immortality!
Originally, her mind was as still as water, but the arrival of her family made her mood rise again.
Master Jinghui is right. Because of resentment and hatred, she can't sleep all night. Some problems are not solved, I'm afraid that those bad emotions will drive her crazy.
However, how can such a thing be made clear?
Can the wounded heart, the gray world, be restored to its original state?
With full of grievances and strong feelings back to the room, but found that he lived in a room with a man.
Lotus Temple is not full of incense and fire, so there are few nuns left here. There are only seven people, including Phoenix. Everyone can have a separate room. If you like, you can have two or even three -
a man with his back to the Phoenix, kneeling on the top of her daily prayer putuan and kneeling at the statue of Avalokitesvara in the room.
His body is straight, and his back is very long and strong.
Even if you can't see the face, you can feel that he is a handsome and affectionate man.
His mouth is full of words, his voice is quick and vague. It's hard to tell what's going on in his mouth.
Focus on your heart, as if you didn't realize there was another woman watching behind you.
The Phoenix saw the man's back, his body was stiff and his face was gray.
She wanted to go back, but she didn't move.
"Are you not afraid that I will kill you?" The man said aloud. The voice is gentle and has a hoarse magnetism.
He had just prayed to Avalokitesvara, and in an instant he asked such a cold and heartless question.
He's like a gentleman's robber and an elegant pervert.
"Not afraid."
The moment I heard the man's voice, the Phoenix suddenly became quiet.
She looked at the man and said, "if you kill me, all the karma will disappear. The body is free and the mind reaches the other side. Although such a solution is not perfect. Maybe that's when I can really get a good sleep. "
"To the other side?" The man's voice is calm, but the Phoenix can hear a little irony. "This world does not have the so-called pure land of heaven? Is that the world? If all the great monks are as clean as they preach, then why enjoy the incense and the golden body of the believers? Is the world dirtier than the human world
"You hate the world." Said the Phoenix.
"And you?" The man got up, turned around and looked at the Phoenix in the rag, and said, "are you ok?"
"Not good." The Phoenix shakes its head. "I hate myself."
"Well, I can understand your mood at this moment." The man grinned, but when he did, he didn't make any noise. Shallow, and fleeting. "You have two regrets. You hate your family. You hate them for ruining your life. You hate yourself. You hate yourself for not having the courage to change your destiny. You feel guilty Fang Yan, you love him deeply, from a very young age - but you hurt him in the end. You also feel guilty for me. You don't like me, but you always use me. I don't want to kill you, but they kill me with this - "
the face of Phoenix is pale, this man really knows him. More than she thought.
One of her hands is still holding the door frame, and the hand holding the door frame clicks on the fragile door panel.
"I'm sorry for Fang Yan, and I'm sorry for you --" said the Phoenix. "I don't know if I am more sorry for you or more sorry for Fang Yan. The more I don't understand this problem, the more I hate my family and myself - I haven't had a good sleep since that happened. Regret goes to the bone, and the serpent eats the heart. "
The man sighed softly and said, "do you know what I knelt in front of Avalokitesvara just now?"
The Phoenix shook his head and said, "I don't know. A long time ago, I heard that you don't respect gods and Buddhas, and you don't believe in ghosts -- "
" yes. I don't believe in the gods or the ghosts. But maybe they exist in the world? " Said the man softly. He looked into the Phoenix's eyes with pity and said, "I can understand that I want to take you home. Your uncles are very respectable people. How can they allow their women to become nuns? I also heard the dialogue between you and them, and I also heard the dialogue between you and the old nun - I know you haven't had a good sleep for a long time, and your appearance looks very tired - I knelt down in front of the Buddha and read you the "medicine master's glass light Buddha pouring mantra" once again, hoping that the Bodhisattva can protect you from disease and disaster, and have a sweet sleep. "
Phoenix eyes moist, said: "why?"
The man grinned and said, "if I were in a novel or movie, I would be the No. 1 villain in the world - but the villain also has feelings. Bad guys will also like a woman, from the first time I saw her, day after day, year after year. Even if you know that she likes other men, even if you know that she's just on the spot - it's good. ""Why come out?" Said the Phoenix in a choking voice. "People think you're dead - and I think you're dead."
"I think I'm dead, too." The man narrowed his eyes and smiled, saying, "I've come back to life. When I opened my eyes, even I was shocked -- "
" Bai Xiu, let's go. Don't come back if you go far. " The Phoenix took the man's arm and tried to drive her out to a place where no one could find him.
"I will go." Bai Xiu looked at the Phoenix and said, "I'm here to take you with me."
The Phoenix shook his head and said, "I will not leave. I'm not going anywhere. I live here. There are mountains, rivers and Buddhist scriptures - "br >
" life attitude is too negative. " Said the man. "You should have a more colorful life. I can give you such a life. Fang Yan has no such courage. "
"Bai Xiu --"
a man's figure is displayed, and a hand knife is cut on the Phoenix's neck.
Phoenix was weak originally, so she fainted directly after being hit.
The man picked up the Phoenix's falling body, looked at her delicate and flawless face, and said, "look, you are also very beautiful --"
then, holding the Phoenix and pushing the door to leave.
"Put it down." A clear man's voice came.
The voice was very abrupt, but so clear, as if someone were shouting in the ear.
The man's foot a sluggish, looked at stands in front of the yard lotus pond corner that stature big man.
The man sat on a big stone, with a small flower in his mouth. He was lazy, as if he had just woken up.
"Hundred Li Road -" the man said in a deep voice. The voice was still calm, and the miraculous appearance of Bailu didn't make him feel so absurd. He has been dead once. What else can make him feel new?
"Put it down. Buddha said to put it down. " Bailu is still sitting on the big stone, picking the little flowers in his mouth and playing with them.
"You want to stop me?" Bai Xiu asked, looking at Bai Li Lu with cold eyes.
"Bai Xiu, you haven't died yet, tut - tut -" Bai Li Lu Tut, because Bai Xiu is still alive and makes him feel sorry. "You said you died well, why did you want to live again? Do you know - you don't do it morally? It's a very serious thing to live and die. You live and die in a short time. Isn't that the feeling of deceiving people? Knowing that you are dead, people in yanziwu don't know how long they have been happy. Now that you are alive again, we are not happy for nothing? "
"Swallow dock -" Bai Xiu said with a cold smile, "one day, I will let those arrogant people pay the price."
"That would be too much. How could you scold yourself like that? " Bailu laughed and said: "the whole people of yanziwu know that before you show your human face and beast's heart, the most arrogant guy in yanziwu is you - of course, we never regard you as a person of yanziwu. You are just a little bastard in the swallow dock. "
Bai Xiu's eyes flickered and stared at Bailu and asked, "Fang Yan asked you to come?"
"What do you think?" Said Bai Li Lu in a bad mood. "I'm not interested in the girl in your arms. I just happened to go back to do something, drink a few bowls of his wine, and then he threw it into this deep mountain temple to wait for the rabbit. I know you are upset when you see me, but can you understand my mood? "
Bai Xiu's heart was shocked, but his face was still calm. "Fang Yan knows I'm still alive?" he asked
"How could he know you were alive? He told me with certainty that he stabbed you to death. For this reason, he ran to his father's grave with a barrel of wine and got drunk -- "
" so -- "
" you think it's strange? I think it's strange. Clearly he has killed you. Why do you ask me to protect this little girl? " Bailu shook his big head and said, "although I don't want to admit it, Fang Yan is the smartest guy in our group - I don't know what he was thinking a lot of times. He asked me to come, and I came. "
Bailu looked at the Phoenix in Bai xiuhuai's arms and said, "put her down. You can go or you can stay - I don't care. "
"Dying." Bai xiuleng hums out his voice, and his words kill coldly.