Chapter 764

"It's hard for me to fall in love with anyone but you." Lu Chaoge said with a serious face. As if in her heart, there was nothing more serious and important in the world.

That's it! Is that a confession?

After all, I said it!

Although I know it won't have a good result, but after speaking it out, the depressed mood will be relieved a lot. The big stone in her chest has shifted a little bit, at least she can breathe and breathe normally now -

however, after finishing this task, her heart is full of guilt again.

She put down her chopsticks, just like a child who did something wrong, looking at Fang Yan with a cloudy face, and said: "I know that I am selfish in fact. You go to Huacheng specially to make such a big dinner, and then tell me that you are going to get married - I have understood what it means. I'm not stupid, and I'm a very scheming woman, right? "

"I know that you don't want to hurt me, you don't want to keep me waiting, you want to solve this problem naturally in a relaxed and casual state - yes, I have to admit that I have become a problem in your mind."

"It's not like that -" Fang Yan wanted to explain.

"Fang Yan, just as you know me, I know you as well." Lu Chaoge interrupts Fang Yan. She is in the same mood as Fang Yan. Fang Yan doesn't want to hurt her, and she doesn't want to embarrass Fang Yan. "You know how I feel about you, so you kept quiet. It's better to escape, at least not to embarrass our relationship - at least there will be no gap between us, and our cooperation has always been so tacit. "

"But now you've met your destiny. You've met the woman you want to share your life with. You're getting married. It's something to be happy about. As your friend and partner, I should say a congratulation - in fact, when I heard this news, I felt heavy, depressed and breathless. But I still want to congratulate you - you must choose a very good woman. You like her and she loves you. You are the perfect couple. "

"You are excellent, too." Fang Yan said in a deep voice.

"Yes. I'm also excellent. I always think so - "Lu Chaoge said with a smile:" after my parents died, I was alone. One eats, one sleeps, one reads, one travels, one goes abroad - and then comes back to study in Zhuque. In the eyes of men's vigilance and vigilance, I always think about what my life would be like if I didn't come back from America and if I didn't enter Zhuque middle school? At the mercy of the Jiang family, he married his enemy's son and pretended never to know those things. He was killed by Jiang's father and son and dumped in the sea because of resistance - but it was only if. "

"I came to Zhuque, you also came to Zhuque, we know each other, you saved my life again and again, you changed my life, and you changed your own life because of me - I even thought, if not for me, maybe your father would not die -"

"it has nothing to do with you. You don't think too much. " Fang Yan's voice is stopped.

"Fang Yan, I have to think, I know how much trouble I've brought to you, and I know how many enemies I've brought to you - the devil's cube is a tempting crime, it makes countless people wait for it, so that they can do the most crazy and inhuman things. I can't protect it. You are protecting it all the time. "

" many people wonder why I should say that Chaoyan is your Chaoyan - she should be your Chaoyan. How much did you pay for it and how much effort did you make. They don't know, but I remember in my heart - so, in the three years you left, no matter how hard or how dangerous, I gritted my teeth and insisted, and I said to myself - Lu Chaoge, you must hold on. Others just want to knock you down. They want to take the cube from you - it's not only the work of your parents, but also the work of Fang Yan, because they have paid too much for it. "

" before meeting you, my biggest ideal is to revenge for my father. I've been searching for opportunities, trying to make the Jiangs get what they deserve - but I know better than anyone else that I'm not their match at all. As long as I show a little flaw, I may be killed by them -- "

" do you know? I'm even ready to accept Jiang Zhuliu's proposal. Because only then can I have the chance to do what I want to do. Only in this way, can you put down Jiang family's defense against me - can you understand it? The kind of eyes that people guard against every day like thieves - I've suffered for more than ten years. Every day, every year. "

"In fact, I'm desperate. I know it's hard for me to fight the Jiang family father and son - but at that time you showed up. You gave me the courage to refuse, you also gave me the hope to avenge my parents, and you did help me to do it - you may not imagine how happy I was when jianglongtan River chaser father and son got their due punishment, when the part of Longtu group that originally belonged to my parents came back to me - because it represents that their parents are under Jiuquan To close my eyes. At last they could take a breath of relief and close their eyes quietly for a good rest. When they see that I live in the enemy's house, they must be worried that it's hard to sleep"Fang Yan, I'm 29 years old this year. If I can only live to 60 years old in my life, I've passed half my life now. I live for revenge in the first half of my life. What do I live for in the second half of my life? Before, I thought, I want to build an economic empire for you, and I want you to have the strength to fight against any enemy - no matter whether your opponent is generals or any family, Chaoyan is your strong backing. "

"I want to make Chaoyan technology the No. 1 energy company in the world, and I want you to be the richest man in the world - I think I can do it, and I never dare to relax. Because this is what I promised you to do, so I must do it. "

"In fact --"

"it's not necessary to do that? It doesn't have to be that hard? " Lu Chaoge smiled bitterly and shook his head. "Fang Yan, apart from this, what else can I do? My parents are gone, and my aunt is gone. I don't have any relatives in the world, even few friends. What do you say I want to live for? What do people have to do to live? There must be some spiritual support, right? "

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"don't worry, I don't want to make you change your mind when I say these things to you -" Lu Chaoge's face was slightly smiling, as if he was self mocking how he could say such words and do such things. When a man tells you that he is going to get married, he jumps out and says that he likes him and loves him deeply. How lonely and pitiful he has paid for him - this kind of behavior is unforgivable. "As I said, you must choose an excellent woman and a woman you love deeply. No matter what you think, I still want to say my best wishes to you - Fang Yan. I hope you have a happy and happy life."

"Thank you." Fang Yan said gratefully.

"But now that I have said something like this and done something like this - something that is hard to accept and understand, I still want to ask - I know that if I don't do it, I may never have a chance again. Is this the last resort? Or try? Anyway, Fang Yan, I want to ask you: do you like me

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"if possible - I think our marriage is also very good. You concentrate on what you like to do. You can pursue the martial arts you want - I'll take care of your business, give you some children, and clean your house - we live here, or we can buy a bigger house. I know what kind of dishes you like, and I know what you like. I remember everything in my heart - we - we can live together, not alone - one to work, one to eat, one to watch TV, one to sleep, one to get up, one to go shopping, one to buy couple accessories - "br >

" Chaoge ——”Fang Yan tries very hard to open his mouth, but he doesn't know what to say. Say OK, OK, let's get married. Let's eat together after work, watch TV, go to bed together, and go shopping together to buy the couple accessories that can be worn on two people's hands. Say let's get married, you give me children, clean up my house and do my living, and make me the happiest man in the world.

Or say nothing, go over and hold her tightly in your arms.

Fang Yan's forehead began to show fine beads of sweat, even his legs began to shake.

This is the most difficult choice in his life - no matter before or after, there should be no more difficult choice than this moment.

Lu Chaoge is anxiously waiting for Fang Yan's answer and his final choice.

But when he saw that he was more nervous than himself, his heart began to grow impatient.

Why is it so hard for a man?

She pushed away the chair and stood up, went to Fang Yan's side, leaned over and kissed Fang Yan's lips.

She desperately asked for it. She put her lilac tongue into Fangyan's mouth and twisted it and stirred it.

Long, long.

She panted and pushed Fang Yan away. Her eyes were moist and she said, "Fang Yan, I know your answer. This time it's true - I wish you happiness. "