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She also looked directly at him, did not escape, replied, "because I don't love you, I can't do it."

"Since you have promised to marry me, you should give it to me to meet my needs. It doesn't matter whether you love me or not."

"My body and my mind are controlled by my heart." She has a cool voice.

"Don't apply that to me. I know why you study psychology. You want to see through a man's heart and come back to save Jing Yu, don't you? "

It was his guess, and he was waiting for her answer.

She is interested in psychology, not to save Jing Yu, but really want to understand people's heart, this is a way that she can protect herself.

She knew that he was dazzled by anger. She took off his clothes on his own. She looked indifferent to his puzzled eyes. She didn't have a trace of emotion. "If I am a woman in your heart who is willing to have sex with a man, then you go on. But I won't promise to marry you. I'll take it as a reward for your care in the past two years. "

Huo Chi looked at her, eyes full of injuries, sneer at himself, "you take one for us, from now on we are passers-by. You block my feelings for you, you block against. " After a pause, the self mockery from the corner of his mouth increased, "no, it's not that you're blocking right, but that you can see, you can see the thoughts in my heart, then guess what I want to say at the moment?"

"I'm sorry." Besides these three words, she didn't know what to say.

It's said that conquering women depends on the body and then the heart. That's only for Chinese women, because for thousands of years, men are superior to women, and innocence is everything. If you lose your body, you will accept your life.

She shouldn't be like this, because she doesn't know her fate and will love herself. If you can't find someone who loves her and loves her, she won't.

Just now, she was still tense, like a frightened bird. When he stopped, she relaxed with all her heart, because she knew that he would not force her any more.

Huo Chi started from her and said with a smile, "it doesn't matter if you don't choose me, but you don't choose Jingyu any more. I don't want you to suffer again if you don't have a long memory."

"No one wants to be cheap. It's a good day, but you have to go to abuse." She got up to tidy up.

She answers naturally, because this is her heart's idea, even if forgive Jing Yu, still won't choose to go to his side.

"Good. If you want me to wait for you, just let me know. If not... "

Before he finished, she interrupted him and said, "don't wait. I don't want to delay you any more. I can't promise you anything."

Originally, she could promise to get married, but now she can't even promise to get married. She is irresponsible. If she can't accept him all the time, it will be him who will suffer.

No hope to wait, unknown to pay, this taste she tasted, she saw a lot of the same place with her in Huo Chi, perhaps because of moved, perhaps because of sympathy for himself at that time, just can't bear to refuse Huo Chi.

Baizijing turns his back to him and walks away.

Their intersection, at this moment, can be regarded as the end.

When she took a taxi on the road, the driver looked at her strangely and sympathetically.

Looking at himself in the rearview mirror, his hair was messy, his lips were bitten red and swollen, his neck socket and clavicle were spread, there were lots of kisses everywhere, and there were signs of crying in his eyes.

She said the location was the hospital, and she didn't speak again. She should take a bath, change her clothes and go to the hospital again, but she didn't, because there were six missed calls on her mobile phone, and the caller ID was Jing Yu's. maybe it was Xiaobai who made so many calls to her.

To the hospital, she just call back to Jingyu, "is Xiaobai how?"

"Xiaobai has a high fever again, 41 degrees."

She hung up and ran all the way to the ward.

High fever again. What does that mean? High fever can induce many diseases, pneumonia, meningitis

She didn't even dare to think about it. Usually, Xiaobai's fever lasts for two days at most. This morning, Xiaobai's high fever subsided a little, so she thought it would soon subside, but she didn't expect to have a high fever again.

When Bai Zijing arrived at the door of the ward, he saw Xiao Bai fall asleep, and he had a needle in his hand.

The first thing I did when I came to Xiaobai was to take her temperature. She was 38 degrees nine and had a high fever. Xiaobai was so young that she often got sick and took injections and medicine. Tears were pouring down from her heart.

Looking at the picture that Bai Zijing came into, Jing Yu's whole body was stunned, and his eyes were surprised to heartache, then to jealousy.

After more than four hours, Xiaobai's temperature returned to 382. Looking at Xiaobai hanging water in these four hours, Jingyu's line of sight is in Xiaobai and baizijing's body, moving back and forth.

Xiao Bai breathes evenly and sleeps steadily. Bai Zijing is relieved and goes to the bathroom to wash her face.

Tears contain salt in the face, salted face some pain. Xiaobai will wake up when she sleeps for a while. She looks at herself in the mirror and her eyes are still red. She doesn't want Xiaobai to see that she has cried.

Put water on your face. It's very comfortable for the cold water to touch your cheek. Especially for the eyes with fever and pain, put water on the eyes to relieve the pain.For a long time, just pay attention to their own clothes, this appearance, can't let Xiaobai see.

Out of the bathroom, in front of a tall body block.

She doubts lift Mou, raise 45 degrees, see clearly is Jing Yu.

"Did Hodge force you?" He is anxious and uneasy, with love, eyes tight, not a moment staring at her.

"Well." Since he misunderstood, she wanted to let him misunderstand.

Such she already was not clean in his heart, that he should no longer have the idea to her.

"Forget about it. Let's get married again." Jing Yu hands with the coat to her, soft action, seems to worry about will hurt her.

Bai Zijing looked at him suspiciously, "are you sure? I have a relationship with Hodge. Are you sure you want to remarry me? "

"I said forget about it and don't mention it again. Who told me that I love you, pretending to be a saint of love, retreating, thinking as long as you are happy, but I can't do it. I believe I can give you happiness and do better than Hodge. "

Don't mind if she has a relationship with others is fake, but who is called love?

His words, let her heart somewhere in the move, he did not say sweet love words, but let her feel he said more beautiful than love words. His eyes were looking straight into his eyes and seeing him through.

If there is no trace of struggle, if not so embarrassed, she will tell him that she is voluntary. Once she suffered the pain, also want to return to him, if you can see he will pain, then she may consider.

For a moment, she thought a lot, looking at his dark eyes with a hint of begging, she was a little flustered, he was not ordering her to remarry with her; he was not asking her to remarry with her; he was begging her to remarry with him.

Bai Zijing looked back, crossed him, and started to walk, "I don't think about getting married for the time being. My love and time belong to my son, and I can't give them to others."

"I won't compete with my son. I'll give you and my son all my love and time." He is very serious about his promise.

She still did not stop, walked back to the ward.

Jing Yu doesn't know how to persuade Bai Zijing. She knows that she cares about Xiao Bai the most. But if she takes Xiao Bai as a chip, it's too mean and she won't accept it. He tells Bai Zijing about his agreement with Xiao Bai. "I have an agreement with Xiao Bai. As long as I can make you laugh three times today, he will give me a chance. You see, my son doesn't hate me any more. If you want to give me a chance, just give me a chance, OK

Did you give me a chance? She didn't see it. She will smile to Jing Yu, but also three times a day, is it possible?

"I can't smile at you, not today." How can she laugh when she is in such a bad mood?

Jing Yu looked at Bai Zijing, calm voice, imprisoned shoulders, let her look directly into his eyes, "then give me a probation period, OK? If I don't do a good job, you can terminate the probation period at any time. "

"If you ask Xiaobai, he can promise." She left the right of choice to Xiaobai.

She said that as long as Xiaobai is happy, she is not important.

"Xiaobai will certainly agree. Now it's not important. What's important now is that Xiaobai's disease is not cured. "

He also knows that Xiaobai is the most important, which makes her very happy.

"Xiaobai's physical resistance is not good. In this regard, we have to make plans in his diet and exercise. I already have a preliminary idea. I don't know if you have any comments. " He can't make his own decisions. He has to ask her permission.

Bai Zijing looked at the sleeping Xiao Bai and said slowly, "I have no opinion."

She had this idea for a long time. Before, Xiaobai was too small to walk, so she couldn't make Xiaobai exercise.