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Just listen to her joking and saying this, you can see that she is in a good mood now.

Shi Yu was slightly sad, "sister-in-law, you can't learn from Minda. If you don't show some warmth and care for me, I'll be completely disappointed in life. You should be happy to see me. You come to the dining hall three times a day, and I have to come too. It's normal to meet one side in a few days. It's normal to meet one side every day! "

"What's the matter with you? Why are you so frustrated? "

Suddenly, Shi Yu took Zhang Yan's hand and looked at her eagerly like catching a straw. "Sister in law, please help me. You and Tang Tang are good friends. You must know what she likes. Tell me how I can make her like me. "

Zhang Yan looked him up and down, and came to the conclusion, "it's basically impossible. Zhang Yan likes to look mature and steady, and it's better to have a leader who can guide Jiang Shan. "

"Why am I not mature and steady?" After a pause, Shi Yu suddenly realized and nodded, "sister-in-law, you are the same as Tang Tangxi. You are the type of Minda."

"No, I'm in love with warm men." So she will fall in love with min Xiaowei, who is only warm to her.

Shi Xuan picked an eyebrow. "Min Da is not a warm man. He is the coldest and most inhuman. Min Da doesn't belong to the cold and hard type of ice. He should be the kind of tall buildings and jade buildings that are too cold to climb. I don't know what type of this one is. "

"Well, you're right. Standing in front of Captain min, there's an invisible sense of pressure." Zhang Yan nodded in agreement. She used to be afraid of him.

At this time, min Xiaowei slightly raised his eyes, not angry.

With this look in his eyes, Shi Yu was so scared that he said, "I'm hungry. I have to go to dinner."

Seeing Shi Yu go far away, min Xiaowei takes his eyes back and looks at Zhang Yan, "when do you dare not climb up? Don't you always get on it? "

"You You are captain min... " Zhang Yan was startled. He couldn't believe his ears and his cheeks were flushed.

Min Xiaowei didn't think so. His face was smooth and steady. He couldn't make waves. "I'm a mortal, too."

Although the story was very dirty, she felt that the man in front of her was a little real. For a time, she felt that Min Xiaowei was not real, because there was such a long distance between her and min Xiaowei.

"Don't stare at me," he said

Self control is very hard, especially when looking at him, her eyes, crazy, glued.

Zhang Yan regained his mind.

Meal is unable to eat, min Xiaowei also accompany Zhang Yan did not eat, left the canteen, driving out of the army.

With anxiety and expectation, they went to the hospital.

I went to the hospital with Zhang Yan. After a series of examinations, the doctor looked at the list of examination reports. They were expecting the examination results announced by the doctor.

The doctor looked at Zhang Yan, "you're not pregnant."

Zhang Yan was stunned for a few seconds and pulled out a smile, "how can it be? How could I not be pregnant? I have morning sickness and noon sickness

"It's not morning sickness. It's a stress ulcer."

The doctor's words were no doubt a bolt from the blue for Zhang Yan. Full of expectations and joy all failed.

Min Xiaowei took her hand and rubbed the back of her hand with his finger. "It's OK. There will always be one in the future."

The doctor narrowed his eyes and stared at the examination report sheet. "Look at this situation. It's not optimistic. Go and have a detailed examination."

Just listen to the doctor's voice, they are worried.

Finished a detailed examination, the examination result is Zhang Yan, because the last caesarean section did not recuperate the body, left the root cause of the disease, after the probability of pregnancy is very small.

Out of the hospital, Zhang Yan cried. She thought that she had eaten all the bitterness of her life in the first half of her life, but she didn't expect that she couldn't eat all the bitterness of her life.

"Don't cry, darling." Min Xiaowei heart with pain, he tightly eyes, "the doctor just said the probability is very small, did not say zero."

Zhang Yan lay in Min Xiaowei's arms, "why do I want more, the more I can't get it, and the more I want to protect it, the more I will lose it?"

She was totally crying.

"Medicine is so advanced, don't worry, there will be children." Min Xiaowei's eyebrows closed.

If he had to, he would choose to let Xiaoguai be a test tube baby, but not now.

After taking Zhang Yan back, min Xiaowei finally gets in touch with the experts in this field through contacts, and makes an appointment to take Zhang Yan to the hospital for examination.

In the evening, Zhang Yan also lost sleep. She searched for the medicine that Rong Ruo had sent to min Xiaowei last time. She didn't find it for a long time. I don't know if she threw it away when she was cleaning the room.

And this evening, min Xiaowei looked at her, but he didn't sleep all night.

So, when she woke up the next day, she went to the infirmary to find Rong Ruo.

Rong Ruo looked at Zhang Yan's pale face and was startled, "what's the matter with you?"

"Insomnia. Can you prescribe more of the medicine you prescribed for min Xiaowei last time? ""Medicine can't be eaten indiscriminately, insomnia has a reason, you talk about it, I see if I can help you untie the knot in your heart." Rong Ruo didn't give her the medicine. Instead, she put all her work aside and prepared herself as a listener.

Zhang Yan looked at her suspiciously, "then why don't you help min Xiaowei solve the happy knot, but give him a prescription?"

Rong Ruo was silent for a moment, then slowly opened and closed his pink lips, "Captain min didn't want to tell me."

"Do you know how many days people will die without sleep?" After a pause, Rong Ruo asked himself, "Captain min, he collapsed and lay on the bed. He was decadent and dying. I've never seen him like this. I'm afraid something really happened to him, so I agreed to give him the medicine. "

Listen to speech, Zhang Yan is stunned, she didn't expect, min Xiaowei this period of time has no better than her.

For a moment Zhang Yan was silent and hesitated to tell Rong Ruo.

Rong Ruo looked at her, "if you don't say it, I can't help you. Taking medicine will do some harm to your body."

"My child, who was nearly six months pregnant, died of suffocation due to rupture of amniotic fluid. So, I want to be pregnant again, but I went to the hospital for examination today, and the doctor said that the probability of my pregnancy is very small. I want to have a child. I want to have a child for min Xiaowei. This is a complete family. "

Rong Ruo sighed helplessly, "then I know. Captain min should be the same as you. It's all because of the children. No wonder, Captain min, he likes children very much. "

"Well."

"Don't you think you're torturing each other now?" Rong Ruo straightened up slightly and sat upright, "children become the pain in your heart. One of you can't let go, and the other won't be better."

See Zhang Yan pursed lips not to speak, she then said, "time can let people forget, hurt in the heart will always have a good day. But if you go on like this, you will be hurt badly, and you may be killed by yourself. "

Zhang Yan knows the truth, but it's the pain in her heart. She can't get through this.

"If you think about it, how can you not be so sad? If you think about something, you will feel very happy and think more about those happy things. If you are not happy, put it down, give it up, maybe you will be a lot easier. "

If there is something in her words, she doesn't know what it is and doesn't ask what it is that she let go.