Chapter 758 I lost her

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758 I lost her

Park.

After dropping Elsa at the airport, Ashton dropped by the park where he was actually supposed to propose to Elsa but he couldn't.

Sitting on their regular bench, he sighed. He was feeling dejected, defeated and awful, he had never felt so down in his entire life. The feeling of never seeing her again was killing him and what made the feeling worse is that he could do nothing about it.

He didn't want to hold her back and neither did he want to make things awkward between them.

Just then Guang sat beside him and placed his hand on Ashton's shoulder. "You okay man?"

He shrugged his shoulders and chuckled, "I just lost the most important person in my heart, does that sound okay?"

"Qiang told me what happened and asked me to check on you. I had no idea where you were so I had to use illegal methods to get to you," Guang chuckled.

"Hey, did you track me down?" When Guang nodded his head, Ashton sighed, "Thanks for checking on me man but I think I wanna stay alone for a while."

Keeping quiet for quite some time, Guang asked, "Why didn't you tell her?"

"Tell her what?"

"About your feelings and how you are insanely in love with you? I mean maybe she would've stayed and—"

Cutting him off, Ashton sighed, "Maybe she would've but I don't like 'maybe'. I mean if she really felt the way I feel for her, do you think she would've left me alone? Do you think she would've walked out?"

Pausing for a while, he continued, "I don't know why I couldn't convince myself to confess to her but I do know that I don't wanna be someone who tries to come in between what she really wants to do. I want her to live her life the way she wants, she deserves to live a free life and enjoy each and every moment."

"But what about you Ash? What about your feelings and what you want? Are you planning to spend the rest of your life thinking what would've happened if you had told Elsa about your feelings? Do you want to regret this for the rest of her life?" Guang snapped.

Shrugging his shoulders, he shook his head. "Maybe I will but I guess I'll just deal with it. I just didn't wanna make things more difficult for her. I mean imagine how contemplated and confused she would've felt if I had told her about my feelings when she was about to leave? We all know how thankful she is of me and all of us. I just didn't want her to feel guilty and sad for breaking my heart. I—"

"Alright, let's go."

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Li mansion.

"I thought you were coming back on Saturday Zixin," Ming said.

Giving his would be mother-in-law a hug, Zixin answered, "I happened to finish my work earlier so I turned in early."

Patting his back, Ming smiled, "You did great, Yumi was missing you so much."

"When are you parents coming?" Singtan inquired.

"This weekend, they wanted to come with me today but dad had to deal with something important so they got stuck."

"Yumi is in her room," Ming smiled.

Zixin nodded his head and rushed towards Yumi's room. He was away for quite sometime and he was missing her alot.

"Zian it's alright, why don't you rest and I'll be back before you know it." Mian tried to persuade Zian.

Zian frowned and vigorously shook his head. "No, I am going with you."

Main sighed and helplessly shook her head. "I—"

"What is happening here?" Ming inquired.

"Mian has to go to the hospital and she doesn't want me to go with her," Zian complained.

Glaring at him, Mian rolled her eyes before turning towards Ming. "I just don't want him to stress over anything and take some rest, is that too much to ask?"

Cupping Mian's face, Ming chuckled, "Zian is just like his father, they love following their wife's even when they wanna pee. I convinced myself to get used to it honey and you should do that too, there is no way you can escape this."

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