Zhuo Qing let go of the hand he held with Lou Xiyan and followed Qingfeng to one side. Two people stand face to face, Qingfeng saw Zhuo Qing for a while, like looking at his sister, and like through this body, looking at the people inside, for a long time, just whispered: "Xi'er, I'll trouble you later." "What do you want to do?" At this time, Zhuo Qing has guessed that she won't go with them.
"I I want to go back to the palace. "
As expected, Qingfeng still wants to go back. Zhuo Qingmei tightly wring, want to persuade her, Qingfeng suddenly smile to her, the mood in the smile is too complex, Zhuo Qing can't say what is the feeling, but want to persuade her words choked in the throat, how also can't say, can only listen to her light voice low said: "I and he, are too stubborn, I show off, he is overbearing, do the right thing, we two, It's like a hedgehog. Once you get close, you have to stab each other even if you don't want to, but Every time I can't help it, I want to get close. "
"You love him?" Zhuo Qing question, so helpless and sad tone, is love?
Love and don't love, it seems that don't need to think, she just want to go back to see him now, can be regarded as love? Qingfeng shook his head. "I don't know. It's the happiest thing in the world to be able to hold hands with people who love at first sight and grow old together. But how many people are so lucky? If you meet him in this life, you will be doomed. "
Doomsday? For Zhuo Qing, a modern man, this word is very subtle, but he doesn't know how to refute it.
Qingfeng directly bypassed her and walked to Lou Xiyan. She looked much calmer than before: "Lou Xiyan, I want to ask you something."
Lou Xiyan seemed to have guessed that she would say so, and replied, "what's the matter?"
"I want to go back to the palace."
"Now?"
"Yes."
"Is the lady worried about the princess?" Lou Xiyan's voice is as warm as ever, and has the power to pacify the people. "The princess should be around the Empress Dowager now, and the Xin family do so many things, just want to force the emperor to abdicate, and don't want to be accused of treason for the time being, so they won't do great harm to the Empress Dowager. The princess is not a prince. You don't have to worry about your life. "
Qingfeng gently shook his head: "I think, go back to see him."
Lou Xiyan was silent for a while, and then she said, "do you know that if you go back now, you will die."
Qingfeng firmly said: "I want to go back."
Lou Xiyan hesitated. Without waiting for him to think more, Qingfeng said in a low voice, "if you don't want to help me, I will always think of other ways to go back. Just take care of Xi'er for me. "
"All right." Lou Xiyan seems to wring but she, finally said: "you wait for a while, I'll arrange for you."
"Thank you very much." Qingfeng secretly relieved, Lou Xiyan willing to help her, she more hope to see him.
Lou Xiyan calls Jing SA and whispers a few words in his ear. Jing SA nods, leads a horse, sets the position where Gu Yun unloaded the horse just now, and drives the carriage to Qingfeng. Green maple did not think much, immediately stepped on the carriage.
Looking at the pony car running towards the direction when it came, Zhuo Qing sighed: "maybe we shouldn't let her go back to the palace." At such a dangerous moment, what's the use of Qingfeng going back, but one more person is in danger.
"Don't worry, it won't get in the way."
Qingrun's voice is still with a faint smile. Zhuo Qing frowns slightly. After a long time, she knows more or less about Lou Xiyan's temper. Although the more critical he is, the more calm he will be, he seems to be in a good mood at the moment, which is obviously inconsistent with the situation crisis he said. Thinking of Gu Yun's eyes before leaving, Zhuo Qing felt something. Staring at Lou Xiyan's eyes, Zhuo Qing snorted and said, "you should have something to tell me, eh?"
It seems that a lot of things happened in this day and night, and he also has a lot to explain.
Jing SA drives to the west side gate 60 or 70 miles away and hands her over to a 60 year old father-in-law. Qingfeng has never seen him. He looks at Qingfeng and doesn't see anything special in his chaotic eyes. His father-in-law disguises Qingfeng as a eunuch and goes back to the palace with his father-in-law who buys food in the morning.
Chen time has passed, today's palace seems to be particularly quiet, usually common guards, at the moment did not see one, green maple head down, dare not look around, all the way to the imperial dining room, when a little eunuch came forward to her and said: "with the slave." Her husband winked at her, and Qingfeng quickly followed her.
The little eunuch led her to the gate of Zhengyang palace and said to her in a low voice, "go in yourself." after that, without waiting for her reaction, she quickly walked to the side path.
The green maple is stiff in the original place, in case of inside heavy troops guard, she walks in like this, isn't throw oneself into a trap. If you don't go in She's already here. Where will she go if she doesn't go in? She calms down. Qingfeng lowers the brim of her hat and goes into Zhengyang palace with her head down. Holding her breath, she goes to the front of the palace. No one calls her. Qingfeng feels strange and looks up slightly. There is no one in Zhengyang palace. Did not see Xiao Yu, also did not see Gao Jin, his side trusted people have been withdrawn? Even if there is no heavy guard, and there is no available person around him, and he is poisoned, what else can he do?Worried, but also dare not call people, green maple went to the imperial study to see, did not see Yan Hongtian, she went to the bedroom. The door of the bedroom is open, and there is no one on the bed. Qingfeng is disappointed. When she glances over the window, she sees Yan Hongtian half leaning on the soft couch in a black robe. His face doesn't look very good. His eyes are light closed, and his eyebrows are slightly frowning. Even if he is half lying like this, there is no one around him. Looking from a distance, he is still domineering. However, if you look at it carefully, there is a deep fatigue on the cold face forever.
Qingfeng stood at the door for a long time, and walked toward the man as conscious as she was.
Yan Hongtian felt that someone came in and said, "step back."
Yan Hongtian did not expect that the man not only did not leave, but went to his side, who is so bold! Yan Hongtian opened his eyes, and his cold eyes shot at the visitor. When he saw the green maple dressed as a eunuch, Yan Hongtian's face was a little surprised. But soon, he looked normal, and his dark eyes looked at her quietly.
They looked at each other coldly, and the cold atmosphere seemed to freeze the surrounding air. Qingfeng finally moved, half squatted down, looking at him without expression, cold voice said: "Yan Hongtian, I hate you."
If sound is a weapon, it should be a sharp dagger. Did she come just to say that? Yan Hongtian looked a little tired. He continued to lean on the soft couch and no longer looked at her. He said in a deep voice, "then why are you back? Do you want to do it yourself? "
"Do you know that your" want "has caused my parents to die and leave their hometown. I finally put down the hate, with zhier, you said you would protect us, but you broke my faith again. Although I keep saying that I hate you, for so many days and nights, I don't think I've really hurt you, but you don't believe me. When I'm too eloquent, you put me in prison. Yan Hongtian, you are so cruel. " Her eyes were cold, like a pool of stagnant water. Her mouth was full of hate, but her face was full of sadness. Tears fell down her white cheek and hit on the wooden armrest of the soft couch. Her voice was very small. When she heard Yan Hongtian's ears, it was another feeling.
Yan Hongtian frowned and sat up helplessly. He raised his hand and wiped her tears with his finger pulp. His gesture was not necessarily gentle. He wiped it and said: "you hate me, you want to kill me, now you just do it. What are you crying for? "
Listen to him say so, originally still calm green maple suddenly fire up, grab his hand, roar: "I hate, I hate you know I want to send our flesh and blood out of the palace, also let me so willful and reckless.". You hate that you have been aware of the danger, but never thought of telling me. Do you know how desperate I am in prison? I blame you for not believing me, I I'm more afraid you don't believe me! What do you want from my heart?! Why do people love a person, you can childhood, no guess? Can you be warm and silent, and grow in love over time? But I'm here to fight with you. I can't live in peace! "
Qingfeng almost broke into tears. Speaking of the back, she didn't know what she wanted to say. She refused to admit it all the time. In those days, this man really came into her heart. Hear Lou Xiyan say he is really poisoned that moment, her heartache is beyond compare, suddenly very afraid never see him again.
Over the past few days, all kinds of complicated emotions in her heart have been pressing on her heart like a big stone. At the moment, it seems that it is just to vent. Qingfeng can't help crying, but she is not reconciled to let Yan Hongtian see her useless appearance. She squats beside the soft couch, tugs at the armrest tightly, puts her forehead on her knee, and refuses to raise her head even though her tears soak her clothes.
In front of him, the woman crying in front of him said that she hated him, but at this time, she came back to him. Yan Hongtian held her in his arms and sighed in a low voice, "you really shouldn't have come back."
From afar came the sound of footsteps, and it seemed that a group of people rushed in. At the moment, Yan Hongtian's sigh is another meaning in Qingfeng's ear. Feeling the warm sunshine in spring, Qingfeng suddenly smiles and leans closer into Yan Hongtian's arms. She says faintly, "I'm tired, love or hate. I don't want to go anywhere. It's clean to die with you. " This is very good. Maybe only at this moment can she feel really close to this man.
Yan Hongtian listened to the woman in her arms murmuring to herself. The smile on her face was so light that it was even more dazzling than the early spring sunshine outside the window. Yan Hongtian can't help but be dumb. She Did he come back to die with him? Yan Hongtian couldn't tell what he felt. He just held the woman in his arms more tightly. At the same time, he had deep doubts about what Lou Xiyan had said to her
The sound of footsteps from far to near, a group of people standing at the entrance of the bedroom, looking at the emperor's arms holding a eunuch dressed people, has always been cold eyes full of deep feeling, which surprised a group of people do not know what to do.