V1.Chapter 77

"Ah --!"

"Don't come here, don't come here!"

Zidi ran away in confusion.

And needle gold chased the girl tightly.

"So hungry, I'm so hungry!" Needle gold has completely changed into a silver spear scorpion, which has been defeated by hunger and is full of ideas of eating.

Zidi was finally forced to the bottom of the cave and tripped over a stone.

The needle gold pounced on her, and the huge claws and sharp scorpion tail launched fiercely.

Pooh.

Zidi was dismembered in an instant, with blood splashing, which dyed the bottom of the cave and all the fields of vision of needle gold red.

The next moment, Zhen Jin suddenly opened his eyes.

He saw the dark night sky.

He gasped, the cold air instilled into his chest and lungs, his pupils gradually expanded to normal size, and his mood gradually calmed down.

Nightmare.

He had a nightmare.

In this nightmare, he turned into a gun scorpion and attacked Zi Di, treating the girl as a living food.

Zhen Jin sat up quietly.

He was in a cold sweat.

Looking around, Zidi was sleeping beside him, and Bai Ya and cyanobacteria were lying not far away.

After hearing Cang Xu's words, Zhijin stunned the cyanobacteria and set it up.

As for cangxu, he was responsible for keeping the midnight.

The campfire is still burning quietly. The flame is half smaller than before, but it still provides warmth continuously.

The light of fire reflected on the face of pin Jin, and the young knight's expression seemed uncertain.

"Why would I have such a nightmare?"

"Is it because I have been worried and afraid of the magic crystal in my heart?"

This is a normal psychological reaction.

Imagine that a normal person suddenly grows horns, or gives birth to a tail, or his skin bulges with tumors. Can he not worry and fear?

No one has a magic core, but the needle gold has grown one.

And this magic core is very mysterious, weird and powerful, which can turn needle gold into a monster and absorb the blood of life.

"I can't use fighting spirit. In case of danger, I can only use it."

"Alas... It's better not to use it in the future."

"Who knows what serious consequences will there be?"

Needle gold subconsciously touches his heart.

He was afraid that if he abused the demon core, he would one day become a beast monster and never return to human form.

Needle gold felt that this magic crystal had begun to tempt him to kill ordinary people and sacrifice innocent people to gain more powerful power and power.

"On the other hand, I'm afraid of becoming a cyanobacteria." The needle glanced at the blue-green algae in the distance.

Speaking from the bottom of his heart, he can understand cyanobacteria.

And this understanding is very profound.

Because needle gold once faced the same choice as cyanobacteria.

Hunger can force crazy people. Hunger can turn needle gold into gun scorpions to steal golden gneiss. It can make Zi Di feel that the cooled lava is like baked chocolate bread, and it can make Cang Xu want to eat a handful of sand. It can make them not miss anything they can eat, and feel that jerboa meat and lizard meat are supreme delicacies.

In addition to understanding, there is fear and fear in Zhijin's heart.

"If I chose to use white buds as food at that time, would the current appearance of cyanobacteria be my end?"

"Although Bai Ya is not my brother, I will always be tortured and tortured by kindness, morality and knight glory."

"I'll be as miserable as cyanobacteria!"

Needle gold's heart is very heavy.

Because he naturally thought, "will I become such a person in the future?"

When returning to the volcanic cave and carrying the white bud on his back, the young knight told himself - I have not fallen.

However, he was very clear: he had many ideas. The selfishness, wickedness, shamelessness and despicability in those thoughts made it almost impossible for Zijin to face herself afterwards.

In addition to understanding, fear and heaviness, Zhijin has a spontaneous pity for cyanobacteria.

"In order to survive, he became a beast."

"He killed his own brother."

"Afterwards, he came to this oasis again. Such an arrangement is simply a joke and mockery of fate."

"Cyanobacteria regretted. Maybe they found the oasis earlier, and maybe if they insisted again, the yellow algae would not die."

"Extreme remorse made him unable to believe Huang Zao's death and desperately rejected the fact that he killed his own brother."

"Even if his vision is normal, he firmly believes that Huang Zao is still alive and has the hope of being saved."

"He deceived himself and tried his best to deceive himself. He fell into his own fantasy. Only in this way can he escape the condemnation of conscience and moral torture."

"This oasis is true, but he fell into his own mirage."

"However, everything is only fantasy after all."

"Our appearance and attitude have burst the fantasy foam, and the ruthless reality and truth are once again in front of cyanobacteria."

"This time, he can no longer avoid, there is no way to deceive himself."

"As cangxu said before, people who survive in the desert will collapse because of a mirage. Cyanobacteria is just like this, and the situation is even worse."

Frankly speaking, if Zhen Jin didn't experience life and death, he would also despise, hate and hate the current cyanobacteria, and would probably take Zidi's advice.

However, after experiencing so much in person, great changes have taken place in the body and mind of the young knight.

"He is our companion. I once said that we should try our best to save everyone, so I will help him." This is the decision made by Zhijin after facing cangxu and Zidi's two different suggestions by the campfire.

Then he got up and sent half a bowl of coconut water and dried barbecue to cyanobacteria.

Cyanobacteria didn't react at all, and still stared at the body of yellow algae.

Finally, the needle gold can only knock out the cyanobacteria.

Why did you make such a decision to help cyanobacteria?

Zhen Jin also felt strange at that time.

But now, he understood a little: "maybe it's because of a desire in his heart. I hope that if one day, I fall into the situation of cyanobacteria, and I hope that outsiders can help me."

But Zhijin knew that he couldn't really help cyanobacteria.

The problem of cyanobacteria lies not in the outside, but in his heart.

Zhijin even doubted and asked himself whether people like cyanobacteria should help.

Human society has ethics and morality, so the ethics and morality of the Templar must be higher than the standards of the public. Such behavior of cyanobacteria is undoubtedly anti moral and anti ethical.

"Am I right to help people like cyanobacteria?"

"Did I save him because I saw myself in him?"

"Am I making excuses for my possible degeneration?"

At this moment, looking at the swinging flames, Zhen Jin felt himself wandering and shaking.

He initially controlled the magic crystal in his heart and became very powerful. With enough food and water, he got rid of this crisis.

But the young knight felt weak.

He asked himself in the bottom of his heart.

"What kind of person am I?"

"I'm afraid of death. Can I continue to uphold the spirit of chivalry and shoulder the responsibility of the family?"

"Am I a selfish person?"

"If I fall into the situation before cyanobacteria, how should I choose?"

"If I choose not to eat, then I will lose my life and cannot walk to the oasis. If I choose to eat, then I will live rather than die."

"Which choice is right?"

Zhijin bravely faced himself, and he did not take the heart core as an excuse to escape from his true self.

Zhijin couldn't answer his questions.

Every time he thinks, every time he faces these problems, every time he is tortured by his heart, he will lose part of his strong confidence before, and then lose another part.

Needle gold was very clear in his heart: when he saved Bai Ya, he said to himself that he had not fallen. This is just a subconscious denial. Who doesn't want to be brave? Who doesn't want light? Who doesn't want to be honest, without any moral debt?

"However, cangxu's words... Are indeed reasonable."

Needle gold is really thinking.

This kind of thinking forces him to face the ugliness and darkness in the deepest part of his human nature, which is undoubtedly very painful.

Losing confidence in himself, Zhen Jin fell into deep self doubt at the same time.

By the campfire in the middle of the night, the knight boy quietly got up and half knelt on the ground.

He lowered his head, covered his heart with his hands, and began to repent in the direction of Shengming continent.

"God, Emperor Shengming, my great Lord. Under your eyes, the world is bright and the shadows flee in a hurry. Now, your believers and your knights repent to you because I have fallen into the mire of my heart. Please shine on me and make my corrupt, ugly and dirty shadow fade away. Please forgive my sin in thought..."

The long confession is over.

The gentle night wind blew in the ears of the young knight.

Everything was expected by Zhen Jin - the God did not respond.

The boy sighed wistfully.

Zidi slept soundly.

Bai Ya lies flat in the grass, while cyanobacteria curls up and lies on its side like a shrimp.

Both of them frowned and looked miserable - both of them were struggling.

As time goes by, the night fades, and the sun rises and casts a hot light.

Like countless days and nights before, nature is still running the same laws.

Any feelings of distress, sadness, pain, confusion, etc. seem to be hypocritical in this vast nature.

The world is vast, and living is the greatest.

Wealth, rights, beauty and honor must be food and water.

No matter how painful, how confused, how sad, life will continue.