Jiang Musang felt that she should be happy, because she had told him the truth that she had concealed for a long time. She showed him her dark and evil side, dissecting herself so that he could see her dark and dirty soul.
Anyway, he knew that she had left after being so dark and ugly, that he would never come back, that he would never like her anyway, so why should she care if she didn't tell him that she really did? Why should I care if he looks at me with that disgusting, trashy eyes? Why care that he would never hug and kiss her again?
Jiang Musang was in too much pain, it was as though there were thousands of knives that had smeared salt water on her heart, scar after scar after scar, just as the sharp blades were about to cut her heart, the salt water squeezed in, causing her pain to increase by multiple folds.
Aren't they asking for it? If she hadn't approached him at first with the mindset of taking advantage of him, how could she have ended up like this?
For the first time, Jiang Musang wished for time to regress to the day when they were fighting. When he asked her if she meant what she said, she wanted to shake her head, she wanted to hug him and say that she liked him and didn't want to give him to anyone else. It wasn't just Jiang Jinyun, but Su Yan and the other women as well.
She wasn't going to find another woman for him. She wasn't going to let another woman kiss him and hug him and act like a spoiled child in his arms. He could only be his, and it didn't matter if she liked him or not.
However, time could not reverse itself. Even if she had said that, he would not have belonged to her alone.
She liked him, but he was Leung Youshen. She could not raise him up, and she could not raise him up, nor did she have the chance to.
Tears gushed out from his eyes rapidly. Before they could flow down his cheeks, new tears had already taken over his eyes. It was as if he was trying to squeeze them dry all these years.
Why should she like a man who didn't like her and she couldn't afford to raise?
Jiang Musang's body shrank even more, as if this would make it less painful.
How could it not hurt? This was the first time in Jiang Musang's life that she had ever liked a person, but even so, she was still unable to achieve perfection.
Her life would never be complete again.
"Clang!" Suddenly, a muffled sound came from the door, and Jiang Musang raised her head to look at the voice. She could vaguely see a person, but because of the tears in her eyes, she could not see his expression clearly.
Leung Youshen's entire body was originally cold, but when he saw Jiang Musang curled up on the sofa with tears streaming down her face, he was startled, and a soft feeling suddenly flashed across his heart, but after a moment, he remembered what Jiang Musang had said, and the softness immediately disappeared.
He kicked the door and angrily walked over. He took her by the collar and turned her over, bending down to kiss her long and beautiful neck as he fiercely asked, "Have you ever been touched like this by another man?" Have you touched all the men that Jiang Jinyun likes? "Ah?!"
That was Leung Youshen's voice. He's back? Did he come back?
"Speak!" How many men have touched you? Where did I touch you? Have you touched this place before? " Her silence made Leung Youshen even more agitated. Leung Youshen suddenly pulled her head over, his fingers carelessly brushing across her red lips, "How did you touch it? "Huh?"
Jiang Musang felt that her head was in pain from such a posture, and her tears started to gush out.
Leung Youshen acted as if he did not see her tears nor did he see her painful frown. Seeing that she did not answer, he lowered his head and fiercely bit on her lips. Instantly broken, fresh blood flowed out, causing Jiang Musang to scream in pain.
"It hurts, let go!" She couldn't help but speak up.
After Leung Youshen heard this, the dark look in his eyes became even more intense, "Let go? Do you want other men to let go of you when you let them kiss you?! Jiang Musang, why are you so lowly? "
"Rip!" The front collar of his shirt was torn by him, and the sound of his clothes being torn was ear-piercing and shocking.
Jiang Musang did not understand why Leung Youshen suddenly returned, nor did he understand why his entire body was filled with hostility. All he knew was that his actions were extremely rough, just like the time when she had tricked her into going out at the apartment, but actually went to see He Tianchen in private.
No, it should be even more crude than last time, but this time, Jiang Musang felt a bit of jealousy and hatred from his rudeness.
Leung Youshen quickly tore off her clothes, his gaze fierce, "How did you seduce those men whom Jiang Jinyun has her eyes on? Use your body? "Ah?!"
"Is it for the next time?" Jiang Jinyun, you can even climb onto another man's bed? As long as they can anger Jiang Jinyun, as long as they can take their revenge, it doesn't matter who they climb onto, right?! "
"No, no." His rude treatment made Jiang Musang feel even more pain, but she was still stubborn. Like a moth to the flame, she reached out her hands to hug Leung Youshen, but her tears were misty, and yet she still groped her way to kiss his face, his adam's apple, and his chest.
"I didn't climb into someone else's bed. I only ever did." Jiang Musang's tears fell, her tone was weak and terrified, but she insisted on kissing him, pandering to him, opening up her own body for him, "I don't want anyone, I only want you."
"Mr. Leung, I beg of you, please like me a little, okay?"
Jiang Musang knew that she did not have a fever and her mind was very clear. Thus, when she said these words, she felt very embarrassed, as if she had abandoned her pride.
"Don't leave me. Since you once liked my body, then continue liking it. Don't look for other women."
"I don't want other women to touch you. Whether it's Jiang Jinyun, Su Yan or other women, I don't like them touching you."
"Since you've returned, you can't leave like this in the future. I know I'm dark and a demon, but if you really like being simple, I don't have to be a demon. "
"I've never begged anyone before. This time, I'm begging you. I don't want anyone in the future, just me, okay?"