Chapter 389

After Guan Ju returned to his room, his heart was still beating wildly, as if he might jump out of his heart at any time.

She drank several cups of warm water in succession, but she didn't make her heart calm.

My mind is full of a series of things out of control that happened tonight.

Gu Xian told her

She told Gu Xian!

"No, no, no!"

Guan Ju held his head and kept shaking, "Guan Ju, wake up! Wake up, you and that man are over! Do you really want to do the same thing again? "

Guan Ju sat on the tea table and forced himself to calm down.

In fact, from the beginning, she and he were people in the two worlds, and they were forced to merge. In the end, she also suffered the consequences.

Depression, and now even occasionally there will be a tendency to self abuse.

And the innocent child

Thinking of the child, Guan Ju's heart still stings.

Yes, that child is the one she can never get over, and the one she can never heal.

I have already experienced it once. Do I really want to experience it again?

Guan Ju asks herself that she is no longer as brave as she used to be.

Once upon a time, those who did not know were fearless.

Now, after experiencing and knowing that kind of pain, I am afraid.

That night, Guan Ju thought for a long time, and finally sent a text message to his brother Li Kunyu: "I'm going to move out and live by myself."

Soon, Li Kunyu came back with a message

A string of question marks.

Finally, he added: "my brother-in-law bullied you again?"

Guan Ju: "No."

Li Kunyu: "then why do you want to leave?"

Guan Ju: "it's hard to say enough."

As soon as the message was sent, Li Kunyu's call came in.

Guan Ju hesitated for a few seconds before he took it slowly.

The reason why she sent a text message was that she didn't want to talk with him on the phone for fear that all her emotions would be revealed in her voice.

"My brother-in-law didn't bully you?"

Li Kunyu asked Guan Ju to confirm again.

"No..."

Even if bullied, it's not that kind of bullying.

Well

Guan Ju gently pursed her lips, as if there was a taste of Gu Xian on her lips.

It's clear and confusing.

Heart, there is no rhythm of Hu jump.

"I see. You counselled me!"

How else to say that Zhijie is more like brother?

In two words, Li Kunyu had a thorough insight into her mind.

Guan Ju bit his lip and did not speak.

Li Kun Yu sighed, "once bitten by a snake, I've been afraid of the well rope for ten years."

"Ang, I admit that."

"So you've made up your mind?"

"Yes."

Guan Ju nodded for sure.

"What about you? He said, "what are you going to do?"

Guan Ju shrunk himself in the sofa, chin pad on the knee, look embarrassed, "this is my biggest headache."

"If you want me to say that you are not the mother of the child if you send your son back, why do you help others raise their son?"

"Send them back and let them continue to abuse you? Li Kunyu, if you want to tell me these heartless words again, believe it or not, I will ignore you for a month! "

Li Kunyu was depressed and shriveled. "I'm doing it for you. I know you like Junyu, but have you ever thought that this child is not yours after all. When you raise your child and cultivate your feelings in the future, they will ask you for a child? How about you? Give or not? No matter how much you like Junfu, you have no right not to give it. It's against the law to forcibly occupy other people's children. "

Li Kunyu's words made Guan Ju unable to refute.

She didn't think about these things.

But what if I thought about it?

She was also afraid of a bad ending, so she had to force herself not to think about it, only praying that she would not have the day of "conscience finding" in guanyue.

Seeing that Guan Ju didn't speak, Li Kunyu sighed and relaxed, "OK, don't be unhappy. I'll just talk about it casually. If you really want to move out of your brother-in-law's house, of course I support you. In fact, I've saved a lot of money abroad in recent years. After I'm ready to buy a house, I'll take my parents from the countryside. They've been tired all their lives, so it's right to let them enjoy their happiness. You can't take care of Jun Yun when you have to work. My parents will be free when they come. Then I'll hire a nanny to help them. They're not tired either. What do you think? "

"It's just watching, but it's a lot of trouble to take care of the children. How can I ask my uncle and aunt to help me? What's more, I'm afraid my aunts and uncles won't agree if they know that the child is a month old? "

"My mother has been urging me to get married and have children all day! It's good to bring her. After taking her, you will know that this child is not an easy job. Maybe you won't rush me. "Guan Ju was amused by his words, "you want to be beautiful!"

"Well, let's make a decision for the time being! Don't say that my parents don't necessarily agree with me. I don't think my brother-in-law will be willing to let you go with you? "

Guan Ju murmured in a low voice: "what is he reluctant to give up..."

I'm not who he is.

Jun is not his son.

"By the way, you have an appointment with Wen Xiang tomorrow. Don't forget."

Guan Ju patted his forehead, "if you don't remind me, I almost forgot."

Wen Xiang is Guan Ju's psychologist and the youngest professor of the first affiliated college.

Gu Xian thought Guan Ju's second boyfriend.

Speaking of this, Guan Ju has not forgotten to remind Li Kunyu, "I'm depressed. Have you never mentioned it to Gu Xian?"

Li Kunyu muttered: "I want to mention it, but how dare I mention it?"

"You dare to try, I will not destroy you."

"I don't understand. Why do you keep such a big deal from your brother-in-law?"

"You want to tell your ex girlfriend if you're mentally ill?"

“…… How do you talk! Besides, can it be the same? My brother-in-law said to you... "

"Well, well, I won't talk to you any more. I'm going to see you."

Guan Ju doesn't want to hear Li Kunyu talk about Gu Xian any more, so he finds an excuse to hang up in a hurry.

When Guan Ju went to find Junhu, he happened to see Junhu lying on the sofa in the hall, playing with Gu Xian.

Gu Xian was shaking a plush toy that could sing when he pulled it. Jun Yun was so amused by him that he kept holding out his little meat hand to grab it. Gu Xian refused to give it, "call Dad I'll give it to you when I call dad. "

"Gee -"

"call, Dad! B-A dad - "

GU Xian seriously taught Xiao Jun to pronounce.

Guan Ju stood at the door, looking at the warm scene in front of him, his mind "hummed -" as if something suddenly exploded in his heart.

At that moment, she even had the illusion that Junhu was the lost child.

Heart, suddenly stabbed.

Guan Ju seems to have been stabbed by something. He doesn't enter the door. He turns around and goes back to his room as if there is a poisonous tongue beast chasing her behind him.

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