Chapter 1080

"No more..." Her face flickered, and her confused warmth faded away. She was indifferent again. She said straight to the point, "I have something to tell you."

Gu Yan looked at the change of her face and saw her emotions clearly.

Choose to meet in this place, really want to give her some good memories, want to let her think more about the sweetness between the two people.

Although he knew that the effect was negligible, he did so.

Now the results are expected.

"You say it." The gentle color on the man's face also slightly converged, but the tone was still elegant and slow.

For this woman, he had already lost his instinct to be strict.

Even if she put a knife into his heart at this time, he would not have angry words.

He can do anything to keep her.

Lin ChuChu turned his head and didn't dare to look at his face all the time.

Because that would make her lose the courage to speak.

After a moment's silence, she still kept the posture of turning her head. Her eyes rested on a piece of white rose and said mechanically: "the TV station has a chance to go north for further study. It's very rare. I've applied. I'll go to Beicheng for training in a few days for a year. I think we can take this opportunity to calm down between us

Gu Yan's face was the same, but his eyes were obviously rich and dark.

"I know you won't agree, but I really cherish this opportunity. I hope you can see our past affection and let me go."

Finally speaking these words, Lin ChuChu's nervous heart almost compressed into a vacuum.

Her eyes still did not dare to fall on his face. She restrained her breathing and exhaling slowly, and slowly forced herself to relax to relieve the blank dizziness in her mind.

Gu Yan pursed his lips without saying anything.

Outside, it was more and more dark, and the whole mountain was asleep.

In this warm and quiet world, the light is bright and the flowers are blooming warmly, but it still can't resist the ice cold and stiff between them.

The kind of low pressure that seems to solidify everything, like ink dripping into the water, gradually dense.

"You left me on the pretext of work, didn't you?"

Gu Yan spoke very slowly, and his tone was still gentle, but everyone could hear him. He made more efforts in every word.

"If I don't promise, will you hate me?"

When Lin ChuChu heard the word "hate", the pain in his chest was like a drop of ink that had just fallen, quickly covering his internal organs.

Does she hate this man?

But what's wrong with him?

Even if she once cheated her with her marriage, she paid 100% of the price later to make up for it.

That account has long been turned over.

Is it his fault to end up like this?

It's not

What's wrong with him taking revenge for his mother and for himself?

To say hate, she hates God even more.

Why let them meet, know each other and love each other, but they can't stay together in the end!

"ChuChu, do we have to make a scene like this?"

Seeing that she was silent, Gu Yan had to go on.

The pride, dignity and supremacy of the past have all disappeared at this time. If we can leave her, what will it be like to fall into the dust?

"The past has been a part of my life experience. Whether I regret it or not, I can't change it. The grudge between Gu Xian and me couldn't be explained clearly for three days and three nights. It wasn't just Gu Xian that hurt when that happened... "

"Don't say it, I don't want to hear it..." Lin ChuChu was extremely repelled and didn't want to hear his explanation.

She was afraid that her heart would swing because his explanation was more painful and tangled, and she was even more afraid that she would have no principle and bottom line, and finally thought that he was right!

Did he do it right?

From the perspective of onlookers, it's natural for the mother to pay the child's debts.

From the perspective of Gu Yan, in order to protect ourselves and survive, it is also a survival instinct to eliminate the enemy.

He's not wrong, it's just a different position.

Therefore, there is no need to explain to anyone.

Gu Yan's determination to analyze himself has not been dispelled by his clear obstruction. These words have been in his heart for too many years, and he also needs an opportunity to talk about them.

Perhaps, speaking out, his heart will not be so heavy.

Maybe, say it, there's a chance to save his girl.

"ChuChu, this is a part of my life. You can't get away with it. If I didn't tell you before, I'm really afraid you can't accept it. But now you know that no matter what you think in your heart, I should tell you all about it. "

"I don't want to hear it." ChuChu got excited, interrupted again, and stepped back, as if to escape.

Gu Yan came forward and held her hand whether she resisted or not.

"ChuChu, no one in the world is perfect. My past experience is special and I have to do many things. I don't ask you to understand and accept it, but I will prove my change with my actions. Since I decided to be with you, I've tried my best to draw a line with the one I used to be. Don't you feel it? "Lin ChuChu was dragged by him and couldn't escape any more.

With his words, some images came to mind.

How could she not feel it?

Of course she knows.

He has been changing since she returned home and since they met again.

Once upon a time, that cold and distant, polite and indifferent ice became a warm man who was gentle, elegant, careful and considerate.

He even learned the means of flirting with Yan Bai.

He has been trying to make changes, and she is attracted by these changes, forgiving the past cheating and hurt.

"If you change again, the past things can't be regarded as not happening. As long as I think that you will do so cruel behavior to the closest person, my heart --" ChuChu broke down and cried incoherently, "I know that you have to, and that you are in pain and helpless, but I just can't get through that in my heart Even if I don't have personal experience with those pictures, if I think about them, I will feel that... "

She was trembling and couldn't think of the right word.

Gu Yan held her hands, and the wheelchair swayed slightly because of her emotion. "ChuChu, I know what you are afraid of. I won't hurt you like that, never."

Tears fell, ChuChu speechless, just kept shaking his head.

"I'm not really a good man, but I'm not an indiscriminate executioner. What that woman has done to me is enough to make her be put to death! Gu Xian took her and saved her life. It's not me who's sorry for Gu Xian, but that woman! "

Recalling that scene, Gu Yan's hatred revived again.

Although he has revenge Gu Xian, as long as he thinks of his mother's death and the harm that the hypocritical woman has done to him, the hatred will come back.

So far, he has never regretted what he did.

He was good. It was the people who made him a devil.

Let him understand the law of the jungle in this world.

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