I finally understand why Mu Huainan is so scary.
But even with all these temptations paired with Peng Haobai.
In the end, he ruthlessly abandoned me, allowing me to descend from heaven into the mortal world, resulting in me being unable to bear with anyone, living forever in pain and loneliness.
Maybe more.
"Anthea, no matter where you go, no matter who you're with, no matter what kind of life you have, remember, there's only one way for you to return."
"I am your way back."
I lowered my eyes and didn't look at him.
"An'an." His expression was serious and infatuated as he stared at me, unwilling to leave. "Actually, I thought I could let this go, I was seven years older than you, and all these years I've been making all sorts of decisions about killing, but I lost it to a sapling like you." Mu Huainan said as he sighed: "Now, you've come back safely, and ignited my dying heart again. What do you want me to do, I am not as magnanimous as you think I am. I can't watch you and Peng Haobai live in peace;
"If you show kindness, then come back with me. I'll give you anything you want."
His words made me a little dazed, as if I was the one who was begging Peng Haobai to save 99% of my life.
I didn't know which string I had strung incorrectly to answer him like that.
"I want my child."
Mu Huainan's hands that were holding me slightly stiffened.
"An'an." He sighed and said apologetically, "Except for this."
I was stupid to expect anything from him.
"Didn't you say?" I slowly left his body. "Anything is fine."
"Anthea, I told you that seven years ago." He looked at me deeply. "I don't want children."
"Why don't you like children?!" I couldn't help but be excited. "Why? Why?"
He said the same thing, the same expression: "I have my troubles."
My heart finally went cold, and I bid him farewell without reluctance, and went back to filming.
The filming went well that day, because the script and lines happened to be basically the same as my current mood.
The script was about two lovers who tortured each other. They hated each other but couldn't let go of each other. The man killed the woman's parents, and the woman destroyed all of him in order to get revenge on the man.
The last scene was a man dying under a truck that suddenly broke into the street to save a woman. In front of a man's grave, a woman could no longer hold back her tears.
The last line, emotions are pain and silent tears, but I put it into action, not a single tear, but the heart of the complex, calmly said out, there is no bitter hatred, no sorrow, only unspeakable regret.
It was hidden in the deepest part of his eyes, turning into a pool of water. He stared at the grave, unwilling to move it away.
"Feng, at this point, there is no longer any love or hate between us. I don't hate you, I just regret that I still love you." I smiled bitterly. "No regrets so far."
Almost everyone at the scene was affected by my emotions. Before the director even shouted "ka", I could only remain silent in the story, sinking deeper and deeper into it.
Finally, when the director stopped shouting, I heaved a sigh of relief. Pei-jie ran over from the side and put on a coat for me.
Praise me in my ear.
"It was great."
That sentence was referring to me. This is no longer an act, it is the expression of my true feelings.
After that day, the director invited everyone to dinner. My movie was almost finished, and at the celebration, the director said that this movie would definitely be popular.
Pei-jie also said that if this movie were to be broadcast, my salary would more than double, and it might even increase by ten times.
I believe it to be true, I thought. In this way, ninety-nine will have a cure.
Life wasn't always bad. It was always going in the direction of sunshine.
After the celebratory feast, Mu Huainan drove the car and waited for me at the entrance.
The Pei-jie was the most interesting, every time she was not with An Fang's people, she was more overbearing than anyone. Only the people who appeared with An Fang, let alone Mu Huainan, were she the first to vent her anger.
I asked her why she was so afraid of the people at Anfang.
She said that when she first entered this circle, there was an actress who had offended one of her brothers and was thrown into the sea the next day with her face ruined. Although she managed to survive, she had left a shadow in her life.
She was still tugging at my sleeve as I walked towards Mu Huainan's car.
"Be careful, that kind of person is better to stay away from danger. At worst, I'll just buy it for you. Don't provoke that kind of person just for the sake of your position."
I laughed, "Don't worry Pei-jie, I know what I'm doing."
"That's good."
Mu Huainan's side wore a black suit, it had been a long time since he had seen his "successful" disguise, and it looked like he had just left the company.
"An'an." He sniffed as he fastened my seat belt.
"Did you drink?"
"Yes, a little."
He smiled. "Accompany me for a drink when you're free."
"Wait until you're well."
When the car started up, I asked him, "Where are you going?"
His answer startled me.
"I'll take you home."