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Peng Haobai leaned over, reached out to raise my chin, then reached out with his other hand to wipe away my tears.

I looked up at him. "I can do anything, but I can't let him die."

He suddenly laughed sarcastically and self-deprecatingly.

I replied, "Aren't you the same?"

In a sense, he and I were both so stupid when it came to choosing a lover.

Since I know he's like me, then.

"I know I can't do anything to you." I looked at him with a serious expression. "But if anything happens to Mu Huainan, I won't live on my own either."

"What?" If it were just one Mu Huainan, you wouldn't even be able to take away 99% of it. "

Peng Haobai has grasped my weak spot very well; I understand that even if he kills Mu Huainan, I would definitely not dare to do anything extreme because I still have children to take responsibility for.

"You just taught me how it feels to lose a loved one." I replied calmly, "You can become like this now, and I can."

"His temperament has changed drastically. He is cruel and merciless. Revenge is the only reason for him to survive."

This kind of life was no different from death.

He listened as I calmly said these words, which described him as correct. Peng Haobai was dazed for a few seconds, before he suddenly reached out his hand towards me.

He helped me up from my kneeling position.

Then he threw me onto the bed without mercy, but he was much gentler than before.

He leaned over, menacing.

"You can't refuse what I want."

I held my breath as my heart thumped. "Peng Haobai, what are you trying to do!?"

I tried to struggle, but.

"Let me tell you, Lu Weian." Peng Haobai grabbed my wrists of both hands, preventing me from moving. "Before my grandfather died, he told me that the teachings of the ancestors of Peng Family were very simple, and that this was something that our Peng Family could not think of."

I looked at him, trying to calm myself. "But you already have me."

"Oh!" He suddenly let out an exaggerated long sigh, as if he was recalling a memory. There were many memories of disdain, as if he had never put this matter to heart. "Are you talking about that time in the bathroom? Oh, if you didn't remind me, I wouldn't even be able to remember."

His tone made me uncomfortable.

I think his words were full of humiliation.

I flushed and struggled, and the last remaining softness in my heart was ruined by him.

Resistance, cursing, these were all useless to Peng Haobai.

"What do you want?! Peng Haobai! You and I have no relationship right now. If you touch me, it would be against the law! "

He isn't afraid of the heavens or the earth right now. Why would he be afraid of what I just said?

I couldn't hold on to the last straw.

His eyes burned, draining my body.

I was unable to move, the fabric of my clothes was torn open, I was hot and shaking, and as he continued to shout my name, his eyes swept over every inch of my skin as if it were torture.

I suppressed my anger and grievance, but I still couldn't help the hot tears streaming down my face. My heart was clogged with grievance, and my throat felt like it was stuffed with cotton, causing me to be unable to catch my breath.

I don't know if the continuous work these past few days had caused my body to overstep its limits, but I felt uncomfortable all over, and the burden on my heart seemed to be getting heavier and heavier. I didn't know if it was just an illusion, but I felt that even my heartbeat had slowed down by a lot.

Peng Haobai, who was originally willful, suddenly stopped struggling when I saw this scene.

"What's wrong with you?" He asked me with a hand supporting the pillow, his voice low and heavy, "Lu Weian, what's wrong? Why are you trembling so badly, and why is your face so ugly?"

I was a little dazed, and when I opened my mouth, I could only moan for a short time.

"Lu Weian." I heard him call me, his voice trembling.

I moved, seeing his vague outline through the mist, and had only one thought.

That was running.

I was really upset, not pretending to be this way in order to make him less wary of me, but he was a lot more relaxed to me, so I took advantage of the opportunity to push away his hand that was resting on the side of the bed when he was unsteady with only one hand. He was not prepared for this for a while, so he immediately fell onto the bed beside me, and while he was not suppressing me, I struggled to get out of the bed.

I overestimated my body. At this moment, I didn't even use any strength and directly fell off the bed. The pain was excruciating, but I still did my best to stand up and try to escape.

When he wasn't on guard, his ankle was suddenly grabbed.

I pushed forward, but I couldn't move.

"AHH!"

I turned around, looking at Peng Haobai's face. He was lying on the bed and his hand was holding onto my ankle tightly. The terrifying gaze in his eyes made me shiver.

Turning around, I continued to struggle forward, trying to escape. I grabbed one of the legs of the floor lamp and held on to it, refusing to let him drag me back to the bed.

The light is not strong enough, the strength of Peng Haobai behind me is growing stronger and stronger, I relied entirely on the support of the lamp leg, until …

The lamp above my head wobbled, and I felt the difference. I looked up, but it was too late.

The bright lamppost smashed down on my head.

'Bang! 'a loud sound was heard.

I felt the warm liquid flowing down my forehead, and I knew it was blood, and I opened my mouth, but no sound came out.

Faintly, I saw Peng Haobai stagger down from the bed, his expression hiding his nervousness, his fists clenched tightly for a long time before he could say a single word.

He gritted his teeth and said to me: "Lu Weian, let me tell you, a stratagem is useless against me. I don't love you, and I won't worry about you, but Peng Haobai, who sees your safety as exceeding the heavens, has long passed."

I tried my best to open my eyes. After a long time, I finally managed to smile.

Since he thinks this is a trap, then so be it.

I supported myself with one hand and used the other to wipe the blood on my face. My fingertips were wet as they rubbed against Peng Haobai's face.

His face was stiff and red.

It's all my blood.

It snaked down from his forehead all the way to his lower jaw.

I held on to my dying breath and said to him, "Are you happy now?"

He looked at me, his mature, steady face turning bluish gray, his eyes wide with horror.

Not a word.

He let go of me, and I lay on the floor, looking up at the ceiling, my forehead streaked with blood.

"If you feel it's not enough, you can continue." I struggled to crawl out from under the light. My head was heavy with dizziness as I picked up a glass fragment from the ground and placed it beside Peng Haobai.

"No matter what you do to me, I won't retaliate." "I know I owe you this," I said.

He didn't say anything, just looked at me.

"If you can't bear it." "I can help you."

I knelt beside the bed, reached out, and grabbed his wrist.

Let the sharpest part of the glass on his wrist point toward my heart.

Without hesitation, I used my strength to stab at him.

When they were only a few centimeters away from me, the wrists that I had been controlling suddenly stopped. Peng Haobai had already recovered from his shock, he raised his eyes, gritted his teeth, and glared at me with hatred. "Lu Weian, have you gone mad!"

I looked at him with a sneer. "Weren't you crazy?!"

I took advantage of his distraction to grab his hand and pull again. Sharp glass pierced my skin, and a sharp pain shot through me. The stench of blood in the room grew stronger and stronger.

Peng Haobai's expression became worse and worse. He finally could no longer continue pretending. His nature was not bad, so pretending to be a bad person was a very painful thing to do.

He jumped down from the bed and gently picked me up and carefully placed me on the bed. My blood was all over his hands, and as he stood there, his eyes were full of tears.

"I'll call the ambulance."

I saw that his body was trembling uncontrollably as he walked forward a few steps. When he reached the door to pick up the call, I took this opportunity to stumble down from the bed and accidentally knocked against the table. Peng Haobai turned his head and saw me walking towards the front bathroom with difficulty.

Peng Haobai threw away his cell phone, turned back, and stopped me. Just as he reached out to grab me, I fell into the bathroom, closed the door, and locked it.

"Lu Weian!" Peng Haobai frantically knocked on the door, "What the fuck are you doing?!"

"Peng Haobai." I sat on the cold floor of the bathroom, my voice weak and ragged, my body thin and weak, my tears streaming down my face.

The floor was cold.

But no matter how cold it is, it's not as cold as my heart.

My voice was too low for him to hear.

He continued to pound on the door with all his might, "Lu Weian, get out here! Hurry up and come out, did you hear that!? "

He called, and I went on to say what I wanted to say.

"Peng Haobai, actually, I have been thinking about how to let go of the hatred in your heart and live like in the past."

"If I die, can I make you let go of your hatred?"

The hand that was knocking on the door suddenly stopped. The outside was completely silent.

"Lu Weian, I beg of you …" After a long while, Peng Haobai's voice changed from nervous, to slowly becoming angry, to his breaking down in the end: "Come out, alright? Come out, I promise you anything."

"Peng Haobai, do you know what kind of person is a demon?"

The people at the door slowly quieted down.

"You're not fit to be a demon." I continued, "Pretending to be a demon will only make you more miserable."

I didn't know what he felt like on the other side of his door, but I could hear his heavy breathing. One after another, it struck my heart.

"Demons are demons because they grow up in hell.

You are different from Peng Haobai. You have been a kind-hearted boy since young. "

I heard him curse under his breath from the other side of the door: "Fuck good, good people don't get away with it."

I remembered how anxious I had seen him after my injury.

"Peng Haobai, you're not destined to be a bad guy."

The pain in my heart rushes over and over again. Under the half-suffocated state, I still have a lot of things I want to say.

"Peng Haobai, I am very sorry for your grandfather's death."

"It has nothing to do with you." He replied coldly: "It's all because of Mu Huainan."

"Peng Haobai, I suddenly remember that when I was studying in the past, I especially liked watching you play ball.

"Alright, you come out first. I'll definitely teach you nine out of nine games in the future."

I didn't seem to hear him.

"Do you know, Peng Haobai, I don't want to see you like this at all." My head felt heavy and heavy.

The scene in front of his eyes became more and more blurry.

"Come out!" Peng Haobai finally could not control his growl and shouted, "Lu Weian, I will let you out!"

I stopped talking because I didn't have any strength left.