The curtains that didn't pull up blocked all the sunlight.
The room was dark and secluded. Su Qing was lying on the sofa, her eyes closed, breathing softly. If her chest didn't rise and fall slowly, she would be no different from a corpse.
She is a person who hates the dark, but now she just wants to stay in this dark little world, not to think or do anything.
It seems that it's nothing to lie down like this until the end of time.
Suddenly, the mobile phone on the coffee table not far away began to vibrate, and the bell had already been turned off by Su Qing, so only the sound of the mobile phone shaking the glass, she didn't seem to feel it, and didn't move.
The mobile phone vibrated for a long time, finally stopped, the subtle light annihilated, and the room returned to darkness.
Su Qing suddenly opens her eyes and stares at the direction of the mobile phone. She doesn't move. For a long time, she finally gets up from the sofa and shakes her hands to get the mobile phone. It seems that she has made a great determination. Her fingers touch the button, and the mobile phone lights up. What she thinks is not the number she thinks.
The heart is like being cut gently by a knife, and there is a slight pain. Su Qing's face is in the dark, and it seems to have a pale luster.
What is she looking forward to?
You can turn off the phone, but still keep the phone in a normal state, waiting to answer the phone at any time.
Su Qing pulls the corner of her mouth, pulls out a difficult smile, and scolds herself in her heart. You are really cheap.
Su Qing, he doesn't want you. He wants to marry another woman. He won't even explain to you face to face. Why do you think about him?
Ling Mo, he
The lips spew out these two words silently. Su Qing's dull pain in her heart is even worse. She raises her hand and grabs the clothes on her chest, as if in this way, she can make herself feel better.
Don't think about it any more.
Su Qing gently shakes her head, trying to make the figure in her mind disappear quickly.
Three days ago, no one could be contacted and no explanation could be obtained. Ling Mo had unilaterally announced her breakup. What's the use of more she wanted?
That person is going to marry another woman, soon, it will no longer belong to her.
Su Qing thought, this is good, two people are not very suitable, they always quarrel, for a long time, I'm afraid Ling Mo already impatient.
He Lin is obedient to him and loves him for so long. After they get married, they will be very happy.
Su Qing thought of a sentence she had seen, if you can't give a person happiness, then bless him and wish him happiness!
She should wish Ling Mocai well, but
Su Qing clenches her fingers on her chest, and the slight pain stimulates her lacrimal gland. She can almost feel that her eyes are about to fall from her eyes.
She quickly raised her head and sniffed, her smile bitter and desperate.
What to do? My heart really hurts. As long as I think of Ling Mo, it hurts badly.
She had never realized how much she would love someone before, but when she was in such a mess, she knew how deeply she felt for Ling mo.
Su Qing thought, maybe she is really cheap.
Ling Mo don't want her, she is still here sad tangled, like a shrinking head turtle, what's the use of this?
From the temple came bursts of tingling, Su Qing was filled with negative emotions in her whole brain, feeling that her head would explode in the next second.
She rubbed the temple with her palm, but it was useless. She even felt dizzy.
At this time, the doorbell rang, and Su Qing's heart beat hard.
There's an emotion called joy that comes to mind, and dizziness disappears completely.
Su Qing stands up and shakes her body. Then she can't wait to open the door. She imagines several expressions that she should face the person. When she opens the door, she forgets to be clean and tears out a big smile.
If Ling Mo doesn't apologize to her, she will never forgive him.
Su Qing thought, but when she saw the people outside, her smile suddenly froze on her face.
Ye ye noticed the change of expression on her face. Before she could say anything, she was scared by her appearance.
She exclaimed in surprise, "Xiao Qing, what's the matter with you? How did you become like this? "
Su Qing, who appears in front of Ye Ye, is quite different from her former appearance. Her hair is scattered, her face is pale, and there is a circle of gray and black under her eyes. Even her lips are not dry. Su Qing always cares about her image. How can she let herself become like this?
Leaves distressed to cry, "if not just two days did not see, I thought I was separated from you for more than two months! Xiao Qing, no matter how sad you are, you can't spoil yourself! "
The arrival of the leaf, let Su Qing in the mind of expect to be watered out completely, she no longer a little fluke.
Ling Mo, I really don't want her.
Su Qingsong opened the door and moved weakly to the sofa. He didn't even want to say a word.
Leaf closed the door, turned to see Su Qing sat on the sofa, it seems that the next second will lie down.She didn't know that Su Qing had been lying on this sofa for a long time, but she felt worse in her heart. She felt that she went over and held Su Qing's body that she wanted to lie down. She held her face in one hand and asked her to put her eyes on her face.
Leaf squats down and says to Su Qing seriously, "Xiao Qing, do you know how worried I am about you? Why don't you answer the phone? You scared me to death, you know? I can't get in touch with you. I thought something happened to you? You promise me you can't do stupid things, OK? "
Su Qing looks at her eyes, but there is no focus in her eyes. She hears her words in her ears. She thinks of the phone call just now. It seems that it was indeed made by Ye Ye. She hasn't answered it many times before.
Thinking about this, Su Qing suddenly asked, "do you know everything?"
The expression on the leaf's face, pursed her lips, and decided to tell the truth, "I know what I should know, Xiaoqing. I know this is a big blow to you, but you can't spoil your body for Lingmo. No one in the world can't live without love. You will meet better people. Don't let me be afraid, OK?"
Su Qing smiles difficultly, "don't worry, I'll be OK."
Leaf brow instantly wrinkled, "you laugh than cry ugly, don't try to be brave, I'd rather you get angry with me, don't want to see you forced smile, Xiaoqing, I'm really worried about you."
Su Qing's smile stopped, and her expression became helpless. "Leaf, I..."
"You've been at home these two days and haven't gone anywhere?" The leaf suddenly interrupted her.
Su Qing had nothing to hide from her, so she nodded and whispered, "I don't want to go out."
In a short sentence, ye ye recognized how much Su Qing rejected the outside world.
She can't help but worry more. She guesses that Su Qing will be sad because of Ling Mo's marriage, but she doesn't expect that Su Qing will be so hit.
They have known each other for so many years. Ye hasn't seen Su Qing so fragile for a long time. The whole person is like a porcelain doll, as if it would be broken if touched lightly.
Ye Ye is not a very gentle person, but for Su Qing, she can't bear to say a heavy word at all. She can only say in a soft voice, "OK, if you don't want to go out, we'll stay at home, but Xiao Qing, life still has to go on. You can't go on like this all the time. Hurry up, OK?"
Su Qing stared at her, nodded her head, and was about to say something. Her nose was suddenly sour, and tears came out of her eyes. The leaf was frightened by her tears, and quickly took out a paper towel to wipe it for her, and comforted her while wiping it, "I won't say it, you'll cry if you feel uncomfortable, it's OK, just cry."
"I I don't know what happened. I didn't cry before. It flowed down by itself. I don't want to cry. " Su Qing explained, choking in her voice.
Listen to in leaf's ear, but feel Su Qing is just trying to be brave.
Lovelorn people, how can not cry, Su Qing these two days at home, I am afraid has been in tears!
She thought like this. She felt even more distressed. She hesitated for a moment and said cautiously, "Xiaoqing, do you think this is a misunderstanding? Ling Mo, he loves you very much. How can he suddenly marry another woman? "
As soon as the words came out, I felt that the air inside was quiet for a moment.
In her heart, she secretly yelled, "this is not a misunderstanding."
Ye Ye's words are about to reach her throat. She swallows them again. She looks at Su Qing's pale face and bites her lips. Then she asks, "what do you mean by that? Do you really believe that in just two days, Ling Mo will be moved? No matter how bad he is, isn't he? "
Su Qing's eyes lost consciousness for a moment, and then became more dim. "I don't know, but I know that Ling Mo didn't come to me for two days, which means breaking up unilaterally. He didn't explain, which is the best explanation."
Leaf listen to confused, some anxious way, "you said Ling Mo didn't come to you, even if it's break up, also want to face to face, explain it? He has no news now. Does it mean that he was forced by He Lin? Maybe he'll run away and come to you! "
Su Qing shook his head, "leaf, he is Ling mo."
Ye Ye's eyes widened, unable to understand what she meant.
Su Qing wry smile, "no one can force him, unless he is willing, otherwise, the news of his marriage, no one will know, including me.". He doesn't want to come out to see me now. He doesn't want to explain to me. He just wants to break the meaning. He always does things without procrastination, and there is no turning point. "
Leaf looked at her smile so bitter, also followed by sad, but still can't help but way, "but this is just your personal idea, maybe Lingmo doesn't mean that, he used to love you so is not false, anyway, should explain to you clearly, you don't ask a clear face to face, really misunderstood him how to do?"