Su Qing came out of Ling Heng's home, feeling out of her wits. She did not expect that things would develop to such a state that she could not control them. Originally, it was just a simple transaction.
But now that the deal failed, the people she used blame her. Is she really wrong? Su Qing began to doubt herself. If it wasn't for her wishful thinking of giving crown son freedom at that time, maybe there wouldn't be a series of things behind.
As she walked along the road, her heart was hanging in the air, and she was very insecure. If a person adds the blame to himself, his heart will not be relaxed and heavy.
Moreover, this person will begin to distrust herself and the people around her. Now, Su Qing seems to have become such a person. She didn't know where to go.
Because of Ling Mian, her relationship with Ling Mo is very stiff now. Although they are nominally still girlfriends and girlfriends, in fact, Su Qing has little contact with Ling mo.
Recently, Su Qing has rarely seen Ling Mo, let alone speak kindly to him. With this thought, she didn't know where to go, as if there was no place for her.
Xiao Hei is dead, so Thinking of this, Su Qing thinks that she should go to see Yan Du. No matter what, Xiao Hei is also his apprentice. If she dies, he will be sad, right?
Think of here, Su Qing and some self mockery, how can they think so? No matter how cold Yan Zhi is now, he is still a person. If he is a person, he will have normal emotions, not to mention the sudden death of his apprentice.
He has raised Xiaohei for so many years. It's very likely that he has treated Xiaohei as his own daughter. Then Xiaohei's death is the pain of his daughter's death, even worse in his heart.
Su Qing thinks that she should go to see Yan Du because she is in love and reason. First, he usually takes care of himself. Second, Xiao hei Think of that always love to wear black skirt, kind-hearted woman, her heart is a pain.
Who actually killed Xiao Hei? Thinking of this, Su Qing couldn't understand. She knows in her heart that it can't be Ling Mo, who definitely wants to blame Ling Mo for this.
But who would it be? After thinking about it for a long time, Su Qing has no result. Shaking her head and driving the thoughts out of her mind, Su Qing decides to have a look at Yan Du.
Think of then go to do, Su Qing took a taxi, go to Yan Du's home. At this time, people have already gone to work, so the road is not congested. Su Qing will arrive at her destination soon.
At Yan Du's house, Su Qing stood at the door and didn't knock. To tell you the truth, she is not a comforter, and she hasn't figured out how to face Yandu.
Fingers in front of the door again and again, Su Qing has never made up her mind. It's quiet inside. It's a little scary, Su Qing thought. This place is really lonely. Why didn't you feel it before?
For a long time, Su Qing did not hear a sound. Finally, Su Qing knocked on the door. After waiting for about two minutes, Su Qing heard the sound of footsteps. From far to near, it became clearer and louder, but it was very slow. It seemed that people were struggling.
Thinking, the door was opened. Yan Du's figure appears in front of Su Qing's eyes. His eyes seem to be red, as if he had just cried. Su Qing was shocked when she saw him.
In her heart, although Yan Zhi is very good to herself, on the whole, she is still a serious and cold person with strong self-control, and sometimes she can do anything to achieve her goal.
Besides, as the saying goes, "men don't shed tears lightly." today, Su Qing was shocked to see Yan Du crying. It seems that Xiao Hei's death is really a big blow to him.
Su Qing thought that Yan Du's face was paler than when she came last time, and the whole person was also haggard. While she is looking at Yandu, Yandu is also looking at her.
Two people big eyes stare small eyes, unexpectedly no one talks. Su Qing cleared her throat and broke the deadlock: "that Let me see you. " Yan Du nods, gets out of the way and lets Su Qing go in.
Su Qing went in and looked at the room. I don't know if it's her illusion. She always feels that without Xiaohei, the house lacks a kind of vitality, a kind of vitality and a kind of lifeless.
While thinking about this, Yan Du has entered the room and sat down. Su Qing looks at him and sits opposite him.
"I don't know how it happened..." Yan Du sits down and looks at Su Qing. He can't control his emotions.
Su Qing looked at him, a middle-aged man, head down, choking in front of her, Su Qing then some at a loss, moved his lips, but still did not say anything.
She didn't know what to say, so she could only be a quiet listener. Su Qing heard Yan Du say: "Xiao Hei, she So I went. I've taken her as my own daughter, but now, now... "
"Now Didn't I send a white haired man to a black haired man? " Yan Du said, just like a father who really lost his daughter. It is reasonable to say that a man like Yan Du has the power to maintain his life, and his life span is very long. However, hearing him say so, Su Qing would feel sad for no reason."Don't be sad. Xiao Hei certainly doesn't want you to be like this in the sky." Su Qing awkwardly comforted, saying the words are the most commonly used in the world, but the most warm words.
Yan Du looks up at her. Su Qing's dark eyes look at him. The water inside is as clear as a spring. It seems that she can play immediately. He had seen such a look in Xiao Hei's eyes.
He deeply knows that this is sincerity, which can move a person most. Yan Du was a little shaken. At that moment, he felt guilty, like I feel guilty for what I have done and my cheating on Su Qing.
But it's just a moment. Yan Du tries to throw his ideas out, and no longer looks at Su Qing's eyes. He turns to look out of the window, where the roses are gorgeous and open just in time.
He was a little sentimental and said unconsciously, "the roses there are blooming so well. It's a pity that no one will take care of them in the future." Su Qing understood what he meant. In the past, Xiao Hei took care of these plants, but later, no one took care of them.
Su Qing feels speechless. She doesn't know how to comfort others. It's better not to speak. Yan Du looked there, sad for a while, suddenly turned to Su Qing, pleaded and said: "Su Qing, can you accompany me back home?"
Su Qing didn't react. When she understood, she hesitated. Back home? Before she had any reaction, Yan Du continued: "I really don't want to stay in this place. Now Xiao Hei is gone again. I'm a loner, and I'm just a sad person."
He continued, while Su Qing was thinking about it. Indeed, returning home is a good proposal. It's really a sad place. Now she doesn't want to see Ling Mo, and she can't see Ling Mian. Now Xiao Hei is dead again
What's more, Su Qing thinks that the big business of Ling's family is troublesome enough. This place has broken her heart. And Su Qing looks at Yan Du.
Yan Du, he really needs to go back home to have a good rest. No matter what, he is still very good to himself. He should accompany him and let him have a good rest.
"Good." Su Qing nodded and agreed to his proposal. When Yan Du heard her talking, he didn't react for a moment. He saw Su Qing's face before the color of hesitation, is ready to say again, did not expect Su Qing so soon agreed.
"Well As soon as possible? " Yan Du continued, "is it OK in three days? We'll go home together. " He seems to have been planning for a long time and said it all at once.
Su Qing looks at him with doubts in her eyes. Three days later? She felt that it was too early, but on second thought, it's better to go back early and leave this sad place early.
So she nodded slowly and agreed to him. Su Qing is a little hesitant. Do you want to tell Ling Mo? Forget it, don't tell him, or he will come back to China.
Su Qing doesn't know why she thinks so. It seems that she has such an idea subconsciously. Thinking about this, Su Qing didn't want to stay here any longer and asked to leave: "then I'll go back to pack my luggage first."
Yan Du nodded, his face was still pale. He watched Su Qing leave step by step, with a smile on the corner of his mouth. Things are developing in the direction he expected.
Three days later.
Su Qing with luggage, standing in the airport, watching people coming and going. Almost everyone at the airport has relatives to see them off. And beside Su Qing, standing is Yan Du.
These days, Yan's mood seems to be more stable than before, and he is no longer so sad. Can occasionally or will be sentimental, unconscious in a daze. And Su Qing saw, will be distressed.
Suddenly, Su Qing felt lonely. So many people, only she and Yan Du, no one came to see them off. Her heart empty, no matter what, he can't leave so quietly, should call to tell Ling mo.
Thinking about this, Su Qing took out her cell phone from her pocket. She'll be boarding soon. At that time, the mobile phone can't be used, so she can't contact Lingmo.
She dialed the familiar number, the phone has been ringing, but no one answered. Su Qing's heart began to slowly anxiety, at this time, there has been a radio to remind her to board.
Suddenly, the phone is connected, there comes a magnetic male voice full of uncertainty: "Susu?" Ling Mo is really not sure, his Su Su, how can suddenly contact him? Happiness came so fast that he couldn't believe it.
"Ling Mo, I'm boarding. I'm ready to go back to China now."