Chapter 163 - The Kiss

William pov

No matter how much time had passed acting me as a womanizer, the truth was I have never touched a woman more than kissing their hands or touching their hair and holding their hands.

So the intimacy we were sharing right now was making me restless and uneasy. I wanted to control, i wanted to let go, i told my mind that she was not mine, she loved someone else, she had been in someone else arms, yet my body was betraying me, my rationality drowning in her deep breathes, the way her lips were shivering, the cold water that was passing through her forehead, her nose, and slowly drops falling on her lips.

I have to close my eyes to not ravage  those luscious lips when she licks them. It felt so damn hot, I could see that my body was heating. That was a strange feeling I have never felt before or have thought that I would feel for someone, specifically in this condition.

It was so strange, as if all the blood of my body had started flowing down there. My breath was turning shallow and I could not think straight anymore.

She was moving in my lap again and again, which created friction in our wet clothes. I knew she was doing it unconsciously, she had no idea how it could affect a man when a woman, so alluring and stunning like her move, rubbed herself on his lap, but that was again a rational thing which my body did not know. How many times have I dreamt of this intimacy from her in the past? But now that I was letting her go, God was playing tricks to show me what I was losing again.

His wish to mock me was improving day by day.

"Abii, would you please.. Stop moving?!!" my voice came rugged more than i had thought, i was having a hard time controlling my breath, my senses, my heart which could jump out of ribcage any moment.

I was having a hard time breathing, she was feeling cold, but all i felt was heat, my forehead was rather covered with sweat, as i needed a lot of strength in controlling the strange desires that were engulfing me.

l had started to get the hard on, due to the friction she was providing. She had to stop withering on my lap, or I may take her right there and then. I was already a womaniser in her eyes but if I crossed the line somehow then I would be a beast in her eyes.

I was so lost in my own sensations, the feelings that were drowning my heart, that I did not notice when she turned to look at me. 

"I did not know how and why the conversation ended in kissing. The way she asked me for a kiss, made my heart stop breathing. All the blood of my body flew towards a certain direction. I did not have coherent words to form a sentence."

"Shall i do the honor, your highness" she asked.. 'Did she.. Did she just ask me for a kiss now?' 

My eyes widened at her declaration, at her courage. She was not looking embarrassed at all. But I was sure my face had already turned redder. I flushed badly. I was at my wits end, never in my dream had i thought that i was asked for a kiss by her.

"Wait" no other word came to mind, as if i did not have a vocabulary. I was so tongue tied with her sudden question.

"Why, didn't you say that we can not move further away and we are stuck here, so stay close." and that was the end, my mind stopped, shut down as she moved her fingers and caressed my cheeks. I closed my eyes and waited for the most awaited moment of my life, at the same time the moment that was nothing but a distant dream.

"Shall I take your absence as yes?" she asked as her lips moved towards me. I could feel her hot beatnings on my lips and her hands holding my face. The wait was so damn much.

It felt like an eternity but I was sure only a few seconds had passed. Finally the wait paid off, and her lips touched mine.

My lips were on her, the pressure of my soft lips on hers and the world suddenly ceased to exist. It was not a deep kiss, I have seen clothes taken. It was just touching my lips, yet it felt so dreamy, so perfect. Her soft body was in my arms, and her lips touched mine, a jolt of electricity passed my whole body at that moment and the whole world ceased to exist. It was just her and me at that moment in time, nothing else and no one else.

The thunder ceased to exist, the water seemed to disappear, the tree, the voices all gone, just her strong heart beating and my desires left there.

Once our lips parted, I was surprised at the look on her face. She was so red and breathless. Her dazed expression, as she slowly opened her eyes and looked up at me, made me freeze for a moment.

My thumb moved to the soft and tender lips. I could not help but touch them, so that I could feel them further. I looked into her eyes, searching for her soul, the effect of the kiss on her and then rubbed them gently. I suddenly had the urge to kiss them in reality, not just a mere touch, but I didn't have the courage to do so, my heart would not be able to bear another shock at this moment.

Both of us sat there, unaware and uncaring of anyone and anything else around us. Water ran down from our forehead to our faces to where our lips met - a cool contrast to the heat of our embrace  and we didn't move for a long time.