Chapter 208 - I Will Kill Everyone, She Kissed!

William pov

She moved closer to me to give better access to her lips and I froze. I was not expecting her to agree with my question. Now what shall i do?

'What shall i do?' My mind was screaming and running in all directions. 

Her eyes were turning misty with my touches, so she did not notice my struggles. But soon she was looking at me with annoyance.

"Either kiss me or let me go!" she replied with a frown, making me even sweatier. Though I was faking confidence, the truth was I did not know how to kiss! I have only been kissed once and that was also by this girl! What if I was not able to perform well? What if she did not like the kiss?!  I gulped as all the negative thoughts started to form in my mind.

"Oh my, so much impatience!" I replied, ready to let her go, telling that I did not kiss impatient girls! That would be a perfect haughty response, right? But before I could do so. She grabbed my shirt and moved me closer to her lips.

"Finish what you have started!" she grumbled and then my whole world turned blue as her lips touched mine.

I closed my eyes instinctively, and her sweet smell filled my mind. Her soft supple lips touched my hard ones and I felt that warm fuzzy feeling engulfing me.

I could feel her in my embrace as her hands moved and wrapped around my shoulders. 

This was the first time I had shared this much intimacy from a girl, that also in these conditions. I could not think anymore as she bit my lip and a jolt of electricity shut all my thoughts.

A moan escaped my lips and she took the chance to enter her warm tongue in my mouth. My eyes opened wide in shock and I looked at her. Her eyes were closed and there was a strange expression on her face that relaxed me and I closed my eyes again. I started mimicking her as she moved her tongue in my mouth. I followed and our tongue started playing the game of tagging. It was so sensuous. 

A strange new feeling started to engulf me and my body started working instinctively. My hands gripped her dress tightly as her body leaned on my chest. Her reactions were so uninhibited that I had started to feel really uncomfortable down there.

All the blood of my body moved to a certain part and my body started heating.

I felt shocked at the way my body was reacting. We had touched each other before but this was the first time I had ever touched her body like this and the sensation I felt when our skin rubbed each other was sensational. I couldn't believe that I could feel such sensations just by kissing that my body started moving with natural instincts. Was it even possible to feel so much  from that? Once our lips parted, I was surprised at the look on her face. She was so red and breathless and yet I wanted to kiss her again. Her dazed expression, as she slowly opened her eyes and looked up at me, made me freeze for a moment.

I admitted that she tasted better than I imagined. From the day we returned from the forest, I wanted to do this. Despite being naive and inexperienced, I knew that once I would kiss her, I would not be able to forget it and would always crave for more.  despite being just standing there like a mannequin and letting her take charge even after being a woman and despite the fact that I didn't even move a single muscle to respond to her kiss apart from just having my lips apart in a subconscious manner, i still want to do it again, wanted to enter in her mouth this time. Would it be more enthralling and sweet then?

She kept holding my shirt as she took some shallow breaths to cover the lack of air in her body. My eyes moved to the heaving of her breasts. Damn! I could not believe that I was having inappropriate thoughts about her in the middle of a corridor where anyone could see us and her image would be tarnished.

No! I have to control myself. But it  was so damn difficult when she leaned her forehead on my shoulders. 

My thumb moved to the soft and tender lips. she just kissed me with those lips! I moved and then rubbed them gently. I suddenly had the urge to kiss her in reality, not just standing here like a fool, but taking the charge of the kiss and ravish her further. but I could not take the risk of being seen here. So, once I was sure that she was fine. I gently let her feet touch the floor again.

Finally she looked at me as she touched her own lips as her face started to fill with embarrassment and disbelief as she continued gazing up at me.

"This.. it did not mean anything." she replied more to herself than to me yet it hurt. This was the second kiss we have shared and it has already created havoc in my heart and mind yet the first word she said had no meaning! How cruel!

I chuckled, a sad sardonic smile left my lips that was more of self depreciation but my cold face did not let my feeling give away.

"So, you mean to tell me that you kiss men without any feeling towards them. You were looking so proficient in kissing. I wonder how many times you have done that?" she looked stunned looking at me and then her face filled with guilt creating another storm in my mind.

'I just wanted to kill everyone whom she had kissed before!'

"I think we need to go now." was all she said, as if she did not ever hear what i asked, but this time i was not ready to let go!