April 1, 1990, was a joke, my birth day, and it was my fate to be miserable and unbearable in the future.
From the moment I was born, I was a useless girl who was fortunate enough not to have been abandoned. Our family was an ordinary family in town, but the thought of patriarchal parents was so serious that the expectant parents would have liked to strangle the girl on the spot.
I had no name. When my parents were happy, they called me a kid, and when they weren't happy, they called me a Bane, a Bane, and a Fist and a Kick. At that time, my parents were both factory workers, so they were considered decent jobs at that time. However, my father loved to gamble, so as long as he lost money, he would come back and argue with my mother endlessly.
At that time, even if he was beaten to a pulp, he wouldn't be sent to the hospital. His parents were both people who cared about their reputation, so how could he let others know about his child abuse scandal? It also allowed me, as a child, to understand fear and fear, to know cold and hunger. As soon as I met my father's cold eyes, I could only curl up in a corner and try to protect myself.
My miserable life lasted until I was four and my brother was born.
After his younger brother was born, the whole house seemed to have been rejuvenated. His parents' faces were full of smiles and radiance as they kept mumbling to themselves, "Such beautiful babies, they are our family's babies!"
Every day, his parents would hug him and coax him, saying the most pleasant words in the world and singing a long and euphemistic song. I was happy, because my parents would never hit me again, and I would even be able to eat every day. It made me feel like my brother was the best thing in the world, my greatest fortune.
My brother was very pretty, and his fleshy cheeks were always red, so that I didn't dare to touch them, as if they would melt upon contact. Ever since my brother opened his eyes, he liked to stick to me. No matter how much he cried, as long as I was by his side, he would immediately crack his mouth and smile. So I didn't get paid attention at home, but at least I didn't get beaten up.
Little Xuan Xuan Xuan, Little Xuan Xuan Xuan Xuan." I love to shake him next to his cradle and call his name. His name is Guo Wenxuan, a very nice name. As for me, I don't have a name.
Guo Wenxuan reached out his chubby little hands to me and kept laughing. But whenever I came into contact with my brother, my mother would smack me away, her eyes fierce like a man-eating beast. "You're not allowed to touch my brother, you bastard."
I didn't dare say anything except that I was cowering away.
At the age of five, my brother was already able to speak. When he struggled to call me sister, I suddenly knew that my whole life was enough to protect this smile.
One day, it was said that the wealthiest uncle of the town had come to our house. He was about forty years old and had a small belly. He said to me, "There will be beautiful clothes and delicious food. Do you want to go with uncle?"
I blankly stared at the benevolent smile on the man's face. "But, I don't want to be separated from my younger brother."
"We won't be separated. We can still play together in school, how about that?" Uncle smiled and stroked my head.
"Suddenly, I felt that this uncle of mine was the best person in the world, willing to give me good food, clothes, and even allow me to play with my younger brother." "Yes, I'll go with you."
"Be good, then call me godfather from now on."
His foster father said something to his parents inside the room and even passed them a bag of things wrapped in brown paper. Seeing his parents smile brightly, he didn't know why, but he felt it was a little creepy. I don't know what I'll be like in the future. I only know that I kissed my brother's chubby little face for the first time that day.
My godfather took me to their house, and I was shocked when I entered. I had never seen such a large house, nor such a large television set. The square sofa was arranged in a circle, and in front of it was a large color television set on a large screen. At that time, it was the newly produced color television set that ruled the world. Rich people liked to place high-end televisions as a synonym for their identities. In the past, there was only a few inches of black-and-white television in his parents' home. Not to mention that they had to use their hands to change the TV.
My godfather says he owns every building here, and my room is on the top floor. When I followed my godfather to the third floor, I pushed open the door. Pink little sofas and tea tables were everywhere, and the room was filled with beautiful plastic fake flowers. There were a few girls a little older than me in the room, all of them fine jade beauties.
"These are your sisters," said the godfather. "The godfather really likes girls, so he adopted a lot of them, hoping to give them the best of lives."
I blankly looked at my godfather, only knowing that there would be a good life, but I couldn't see the slyness in his eyes.
Father gave me a name, Guo Xueying. He also introduced me to his sisters here.
The oldest was twelve years old, while the youngest was only seven years old. The girls were all wearing the most beautiful little dress at the time, and their faces had an expression that didn't match with their age.
I didn't know how to greet them, but I smiled awkwardly at them. They nodded at me, a little flustered, then looked nervously at my godfather, who was holding my hand.
A young man of about twenty, dressed in a suit of suede, came up from below, a heavily made-up woman in the crook of his right arm. The woman had a petite figure. She was wearing only a black dress that revealed her sexy neck. She carried a small bag in her hand as she leaned against the man's chest.
When his godfather saw who it was, he smiled obsequiously. "Isn't this Young Master Zhang, why did he come to our countryside? With just a phone call, I went to your house." She pulled me over.
Young Master Zhang raised his eyebrows, "Aren't I here to take a look at the original products? You are no worse in town than you are in town, and the house is very comfortable. "
"Hai, it's really convenient for me to do this." His foster father welcomed Young Master Zhang into the room that was filled with pink Qi. He waved to the girls inside, and they all went back to their own rooms.
After Young Master Zhang sat down, he pushed away the lady on his body and grabbed me.
The men and women in front of me all had a strange air to them, and their eyes were as unfriendly as my parents' when they looked at me. I was a little scared. "Godfather," I said.
The foster father rubbed my head and said softly: "Xueying is not afraid, this big brother is just checking your body."
I stared at my big brother, who was ravaging my body. I didn't even dare to breathe out, fearing that a fight would break out.
Young Master Zhang only used his large hands to rub my face, pinched my little body a few times, and then let go of me. "Your body is not bad, your face is also fine.
Father chuckled, "Don't worry Young Master Zhang, with my guidance, I will not lose anything. You can rest assured that I will do business."
Young Master Zhang held onto the sexy lady beside him and touched her waist gently. Then, he pinched the part above her waist where the waist was so beautiful that it was round and smooth. The woman slightly opened her eyes, which were filled with water vapor. Her red lips were tightly pursed as she spoke in an ambiguous voice. Young Master Zhang smacked the woman's lips and said: "Little bitch."
I looked at the big brother and big sister in front of me, who were doing something I didn't understand. I didn't understand what was going on, but my eyes were wide open as I remained silent.
Seeing my bold gaze, Young Master Zhang couldn't help but laugh. "Do you know what we're doing?"
I shook my head.
Young Master Zhang chuckled: "We are doing a very comfortable thing. You'll have to learn how to make men comfortable in the future, you know? "
"Comfortable?" I didn't understand what Big Brother was saying. I knew that being comfortable was a good thing.
His godfather patted my face and said: "Xueying, you are a woman and your brother is a man, do you understand?"
I nodded.
Father continued, "Do you want your brother to be comfortable? Do you want your brother to be happy? "
"I want to!" "I want my brother to be happy."
When the Young Master Zhang and the woman saw me, they laughed heartily. In the end, the Young Master Zhang carried the woman and left the room, and only said one sentence: "This child is of the highest quality. Train him properly, it is a good price."
"Of course. There is no girl that doesn't have a good price." My foster father laughed out loud and hugged me to his chest, using his face that was full of stubble to rub against me. I'm in a bit of pain, but I don't dare to retaliate. Although godfather is a good person, I don't know if he'll hit me or not. It hurts a lot, but I don't want to be hit.
From that day on, I had a little dress as pretty as my sisters, who would also help me tie a cute little ball around my head. Looking at the cute pink doll in the mirror, I smile very sweetly. I think this is the so-called heaven.
There were also a lot of uncles and aunts in the house who didn't know each other, visiting our skeletons and saying things I didn't understand. We'd learn to walk, to look, to look, to practice the ligaments every day, when they were small, and the ligaments were never a problem, and our sisters here were extremely soft and elastic.
As long as I was able to learn well, my foster father would praise me and even bring me to see my cute little brother. Thus, studying these things even more diligently was the only thought on my mind at that time.
At school age, godfather also sent me to school every day, although my grades are not good, but godfather said that as long as the things taught at home are done, I have no pressure throughout my childhood. There were also teachers in the house who would teach us to play the piano, to drink tea, and to dance with steel pipes. Whenever I found it hard to endure, my godfather would tell me to take me to see my brother as soon as I could, so I could be said to be the fastest and most outstanding girl in the house.
After dinner, I sat on my godfather's lap and studied the talking machine called the phone. Father carried me in one hand and made a phone call with the other. He laughed extremely happily, "Young Master Zhang is definitely a top quality product.
"Haha, I also have the same idea. Train her well, don't let some blind, despicable person dirty her body."
"That's only natural. I've been keeping a close eye on her, so you can rest assured." "After hanging up, his godfather's face was about to break into a smile. He started kissing me on the cheek." We, Xueying, are really getting prettier and prettier. "
I giggled. To me, the most important thing is to see my younger brother. I didn't understand at all that my foster father was talking about my future life, my future buyer and the worth that I deserved. I should also be glad that my godfather's favor did not allow me to end my current blissful life prematurely.
"Come, Xueying, let's go take a bath." Dad scooped me up and walked slowly to the bathroom.