At night, when I slept, I woke up. I don't know if it was because of Dusk Linglong's crying or because of Meixin's sister's cold words, but I had a nightmare. I dreamt that Linglong was stabbing her own body with a knife. Her small body was covered in ferocious blood. She looked at me lifelessly and said how scared she was.

I shivered and still had some lingering fear in my heart. I looked at Ling Long, who was sleeping next to me, and felt relieved when I saw that there was no blood on her body. I blinked in the dark and finally decided to pour myself a drink.

The kitchen was on the first floor, so I fumbled my way slowly down the stairs. However, when I reached the second floor, I immediately saw a ray of light coming out from the deepest part of the second floor. I remember that it seemed to be the room where Chang always came to stay.

"Whew."

Vaguely, I seemed to hear a faint sound of breathing, and somehow, I quietly walked over. I put my eyes up to the crack in the door that wasn't closed.

The person in Brother Zhang's room was actually Yu Qian.

Inside the room, Yu Qian was completely naked as she kneeled on Chang's lap. Big brother Zhang's pants were already down to his ankles. His feet were wide open, and Yu Qian was caught between his legs.

"Young Master Zhang, Qianqian doesn't want to give it to that old man. Don't give it to him, Qianqian wants to serve you forever." I saw Yuqian stroke the inside of the man's thigh as she spoke, rubbing her body against his.

I could not believe my eyes when I saw this scene. I had always thought that no matter when Yu Qian was arrogant, she would always be like a peacock. I never thought that I would see such a scene. But when I saw Yuqian swallow that one, I felt so disgusted that I didn't know how to describe the shock in my heart.

"You just need to obediently open your mouth." Young Master Zhang shook Yu Qian's head.

I looked on dumbfoundedly and covered my mouth, afraid that I would make a sound. Is this what we call our ending? As I thought about it, my feet turned completely soft and I didn't dare to move. I'm so scared. I'm so afraid that this will happen to me.

Finally, I heard a short grunt from Chang, and I was afraid to look at the room again. I wanted to scream out loud, but at last I covered my mouth and ran.

I lay on the bed, covering myself with the quilt, clutching at the quilt. I was so scared, my heart was empty. I thought of the look of disgust in my parents' eyes, the pain from my side injury, the look in my godfather's eyes when he bathed me, and the longing on that uncle's face that I called Director Zhou couldn't suppress.

I'm so scared, I don't know what to do except grab my blanket.

I thought of my brother, his soft cheeks and crescent-shaped eyes, but I didn't last long, and I fell asleep.

Kids can't remember things, and the best thing they can remember is the feeling they left behind. From then on, everyone made me feel bad intentions. I started to be afraid of godfather and Big Brother Zhang, but the fear towards Yu Qian in my heart disappeared.

In school, Yuan Xiaoshuai still liked to tease me, but I didn't say "no" like before when I was weak. With a fierce face, I slapped his hand, and said fiercely: "In the future, you are not allowed to touch my clothes belt anymore!"

Yuan Xiaoshuai was surprised, then laughed: "You promised to marry me when you grow up, so I won't touch you."

I was really angry. I was really angry, but I didn't know how to express it. In the end, I could only curse angrily, "I hate boys the most!"

Yes, I hate boys the most, I hate men the most. Except for my little brother, all men are bad men.

In the evening, my godfather called me into his room. His room was very simple. Apart from the double bed, there was only a small computer with a large head.

"Godfather." I moved slowly, a meter away from my godfather.

My godfather ignored my bashfulness and hugged me to him, letting me sit on his lap as usual. However, my mood is not so quiet, the fear in my heart made me hold on to my godfather's shirt.

"Xueying, from tonight onwards, we will be learning how to make a man's body. Father will teach Xueying every night." His foster father placed a drawing of a naked man on the table. "Xueying wants to know if a man's body is the most sensitive, and the most comfortable part."

Initially, I didn't feel anything from a man's body. However, looking at it now, I felt a bit embarrassed and humiliated. I moved my lips and tried to refuse, but all I said was, "Yeah, godfather."

"Xueying needs to know that men normally have ten most comfortable places. Come, let me point it out for Xueying to see. First the lips. " His godfather's finger moved as he explained, finally introducing the place to him in a simple manner. I was a little embarrassed at first, but when he insisted that I get to the bottom of this, I did the same thing, one by one.

"Xueying, remember this. The lower one gets in the rankings, the more comfortable men will feel. Xueying will remember this today, and godfather will teach you a few more things tomorrow, "Mu Xuanyin said in a low voice.

When he let me go, I said good night and hurried out of the room, with the picture he had given me in my hand.

I went back to my bedroom and saw that my sisters were still awake. I had no idea where to put the pictures.

When Meixin saw my look, she chuckled and came over to pat my head. "What's so shy about it? Among the sisters here, which one of them hasn't seen it before? Let's not even talk about this diagram, we've already seen an even more shameful one. "

My face reddened and I stammered, unable to speak. Finally, I helplessly went to bed.

Sister Meixin thought for a moment and asked, "Xueying, you're only eight years old this year, right?

I nodded, not understanding what Meixin meant. I flipped the picture over and decided to go to bed.

At this moment, Linglong lifted my blanket and squeezed with me. Linglong put her arms around me and pressed her head against my back.

"Linglong, are you afraid?" I asked softly.

Linglong didn't say anything, but her hands started to move up, covering the area where I had just developed. After a long while, he finally heard Linglong say: "Xueying's is already as old as mine."

I turned around and looked at Linglong. There was a gentle smile on Linglong's face. "Linglong placed my hand in front of her and pressed it against her body. My fingers felt soft and warm to the touch." They are the same size, but Xueying is obviously younger than me by two years. "

"Did godfather teach you men a comfortable place?" I asked curiously, blinking my eyes.

"Yeah, but not as fast as you. The godfather started teaching half a year ago, and now he's talking about women's sensitive areas." Linglong quietly looked at me, her forehead and mine tightly pressed together as she whispered.

"Is sensitivity a comfort?" I frowned, not thinking about the accumulation of the word sensitivity.

Yes, it should be similar. "Godfather said that we would be very comfortable here." ""Linglong pointed to her front and then to mine.

I felt a little itchy and giggled non-stop. "No, I want to tickle you too!" As he spoke, he extended his hand towards Linglong's body, trying to let Linglong experience my feelings. In the end, Linglong couldn't hold it in anymore and started laughing with me.

Only two of the rooms were for sleeping. Linglong, Meixin and I stayed in one room while Yu Qian and the other fourteen-year-old elder sister, Bi Lan, stayed in the other. Therefore, there weren't that many places where Yu Qianqian and I could get along and our lives could be considered to be at peace.

At the end of the week, godfather told me that he was going to the auction today and asked me to go with him. I didn't know what the auction was, but I saw Yuqian in the car and my godfather was still in the house.

Yu Qian seemed to be in a bad mood. Her face was gloomy the entire time. When she saw me, she wished she could eat me as vicious as she was now. Although I no longer felt any fear towards Qian, I still felt uncomfortable with such a hideous face in front of me.

I sat in the car and tried not to look at her. However, she didn't want to pretend that she didn't see me. Even though she didn't do anything, her eyes were still venomously staring at me.

"Ever since you came, all the favors have been turned into you, you fox-like little bitch. Don't be proud, you won't have a good ending! Haha, perhaps you will be even more miserable than I am now. Do you think that your godfather and Young Master Zhang really like you? It's not because of your body, it's because you can make money for them. Those old men who frequently come to our house are all a bunch of wealthy animals with clothes, and in the end, they won't be able to escape the fate of being toyed with. " Yu Qian clenched her fists tightly and her eyes were filled with unwillingness and rage.

"I'm so young and beautiful, I don't want to serve a bunch of old men, I don't want to be sold around like goods. We are just a junior professional training for the rich, to put it bluntly, a high-end prostitute. I don't want to. I want to make money and men up in my hands. I want... " As she finished speaking, Yu Qian's smoke ring had turned red.

I listened attentively. I didn't know what a beast in clothes was, didn't know what a mistress was, and didn't understand what a prostitute was. I was a little confused, but I knew that Yuqian was very upset now. Later I realized it was helplessness.