After getting on the car, Ah Feng quickly started up the car and drove out, leaving two obvious marks on the snow before he drove into the main road.
After Ah Feng sent me to the train station, he packed everything in his luggage and passed it to me to wake myself up in the carriage. "Being in the outside world is not like being a godfather to you.
I was a little doubtful: "Ah Feng, are you not coming with me?"
Ah Feng was startled for a moment, then said with a smile: "I can't go with you, the goal is too big, moreover I have already booked a plane ticket to go abroad, with my little nephew."
My heart was stifled. I felt a little uncomfortable as I whispered, "I'm sorry. I have implicated you …"
"Silly girl." Ah Feng smiled and rubbed my head, revealing the same doting expression as ever, "Two years ago, I already said that I would help you. You're my goddess, truly, the purest goddess of my life."
I couldn't control my tears. I covered my eyes, unable to speak. I feel so dirty, I am simply not worthy of Ah Feng's sacrifice. What goddess, what pure and flawless, I have already disappeared the moment my parents sold me to their godfather. I'm just a dirty bastard with a good face, how can I find someone who really wants to help me?
I hugged Ah Feng and sobbed softly. I found that I had always been very fond of crying, as if a single cry could solve a lot of things, but today let me cry. Because, this might really be the last time I'll see Ah Feng. What Ah Feng had said was not wrong, it was the last time. The last time he saw me, and the last time I saw him.
"Ah Feng, you are actually my god, the Angel who saved me from the Sea of Bitterness."
"Hur Hur Hur Hur." Ah Feng's voice sounded very happy as he put his arm around my shoulders and asked, "Goddess, will you remember me for the rest of my life?"
I nodded and whispered, "I will. For life." The deepest memory in a fifteen year old was meeting Ah Feng, and the deepest memory he had at the age of seventeen was leaving Ah Feng. This was a sexy cameraman who had always carried a sense of pure kindness and sympathy, Ah Feng, the deepest memory of his life.
"It's worth it." Ah Feng pushed me away and used a finger to wipe my tears, "Go quickly, it's about time. If you can't escape from this province, you will die. I have to go too. "
He said, "Farewell, my goddess."
I looked at his lonely back as he left, and my heart ached.
I picked up my duffel bag, dried the last of my tears, and strode up the bus to start my new journey.
I sat on the bus for almost two days. My entire body was exhausted, but I couldn't fall asleep. When I finally reached my destination, I got out of the car with my luggage. Facing the station where people were passing by, I felt a little lost and actually felt a sense of sadness. The world is so big, but where can I go?
I lingered at the entrance to the station, and for a moment I had no intention of going anywhere. Ever since I was young, I had been living under the arrangements of a godfather. I had never handled anything by myself. Even going to and from school was his godfather's way of sending him off, not to mention going out on his own.
After standing there for more than an hour, I took a step forward under the astonished gaze of the passersby. I went to the bathroom to change out of the more eye-catching clothes. Luckily, there were two sets of plain clothes in my bag, and then I washed my face. When she looked up again, she was just a normal beautiful female student.
I picked out a bus at random, got out whenever I saw a good place, and began to search the streets for information about renting a house. I have about thirty thousand dollars in cash. If I put it in the past, it wouldn't count for much. But now it's different. I have to find a place and a job before the money runs out.
Before that, I went to buy an ordinary cell phone, then dialed the number of the rental house one by one. After looking through them several times, I finally found a satisfactory one." This is a joint rental, and the requirement is a woman. I went to check the place. The person who sent the message was a girl in her twenties. The room was divided into two rooms, one room, one kitchen, the other guard. It wasn't big but it was very clean. In the end, they agreed on a thousand and one months, paying half a year's rent and five hundred in deposit.
I put my duffel bag in my room and began to tidy it up. There was no blanket, pillow, toothbrush, toothpaste, or whatever. They all needed to be bought, and by the time they had finished preparing some basic necessities, it was already 10 PM.
At this time, is my usual most active time, used to the light green life, suddenly quiet, and some inexplicable unaccustomed. Previously, I was still wearing beautiful clothes and exquisite makeup as I chatted and laughed with the drunk men. Right now, I can actually still wear my pajamas and slippers and lie on the bed to rest. There was an unreal feeling. I stretched out my hands and looked at my fingers under the white light, feeling the hard-won tranquility. I slowly immersed myself in my emotions and told myself, This is real, this is a new life!
In the past few days, other than looking for a job, he had also gotten to know the girls in the house. The girl's name was Hu Xiaoli. She was twenty years old and had a pretty face. Her figure was quite good and even. According to her, she seemed to be performing at the bar at night, so every month was a good salary.
I looked around for a few days and finally worked as a waitress in a western restaurant. I earned fifteen hundred yuan a month, packed lunch, and divided my shift into morning and evening shifts. I woke up early, washed my face and rinsed my mouth. I casually bought two little buns on the roadside and headed towards the cafeteria. The restaurant wasn't far from where they were staying. The bus would arrive soon, but the bus would be packed with people rushing to work in the morning.
I was not used to this kind of crowded environment. The car was filled with noisy noises and various unidentified smells. I wrinkled my nose and tried to adjust my fingers to the situation. Fortunately, there were only two stops. I got off the bus very quickly and dared to breathe freely after getting off the bus. Although the air in the city wasn't as fresh as the air in the towns, it was still much better than the hodgepodge on the bus.
After arriving at the dining room, he quickly changed into his clothes and began to clean the table. I've never touched these tools, so I'm a bit clumsy.
When the manager saw this, he frowned and was a bit dissatisfied. I could only bow my head and hope the manager wouldn't ask me to leave. Slowly, the guests arrived, and I began to take care of the entertaining and passing on the dishes. In this respect, I am adept at serving others, and although the two are different, they are of the same nature. For the rest of the day, I didn't make any mistakes, and the manager didn't say much. After a day of laughing, his face stiffened.
After working so hard all day, I barely sat down. When I returned home, I felt a little paralyzed. Lying on the bed, he didn't want to move at all. His legs and hands were in pain. I had never done any rough work before. My hands and feet were very delicate, and now my feet and hands were a little red and swollen.
I frowned, thinking, I'm probably going to have a drink tomorrow.
Over the past few days, my body had run out of steam. There were a lot of Band-Aid on my hands and feet, and I didn't want to move at all when the first one was finished.
After lying down for over an hour, just as I was about to fall asleep, the door opened and Hu Xiaoli came back.
I was a little surprised, because she was dancing in a bar and didn't usually come back until what time of the morning, so why was it so early today? I glanced at the time. It was only eleven o'clock.
"Xueying, are you still awake?" Hu Xiaoli gently pushed the door open and saw that I was still awake. She came in with a bag full of midnight snacks.
I saw that the midnight snack was still steaming and smelled good. I moved my nose and the smell made me hungry.
When Hu Xiaoli saw how hungry I was, she couldn't help smiling. She opened the bag and said, "Are you hungry? Get up and have a bite to eat."
I was a little hesitant: "Sister Xiaoli, I've brushed my teeth, I think it's better not to. Oh right, why did Sister Xiaoli return so early today? "
As soon as I asked, Hu Xiaoli's expression changed. She looked a little embarrassed and was about to change the topic when she said, "It's nothing. I just had something to do and came back early."
Hu Xiaoli pulled me up, looked at my face, and slowly said, "Xueying, look at the job you've been looking for these past few days. Not only is your salary low, you're also so tired.
I felt sorry for her, but it was strange. Hu Xiaoli and I had only known each other for a little more than a week. Usually, we didn't have much time to chat, and due to the conflict between the two parties, we hadn't had much time to chat.
"It's okay, it's a job after all." I smiled and took away my hand. I picked up the midnight snack that she brought back and put it in my mouth, "En ~ it's really delicious, Sister Xiaoli should try it too!" As he spoke, he also sent one to her mouth.
Hu Xiaoli swallowed the midnight snack and changed her expression into a happy one. She asked, "Oh yes, does Xueying know how to sing?"
I nodded. "It was sung quite well, wasn't it?"
"Let's sing a song for sister. I've been feeling a bit depressed these past two days." Hu Xiaoli put her body on my shoulder and felt a little weak.