The concept of family is really strange to me. I'm not sure if my so-called family has completely forgotten about my existence as long as little brother Xuan Xuan can live well. If they can still think of me, then I'm really satisfied. I may never ask for a family in my life. The damage that my family brings to me cannot be healed. Without a certain future, I won't try to find someone to form a family with me. I laughed at myself. Although I was only seventeen, my heart was as old as a sixty-year-old woman.
Sister Xiaoli and her family had a conflict, to the point that she said that she wouldn't go home if she couldn't earn a large sum of money. I was envious of her childish behavior, but at least she would really care about her. I exhorted Sister Xiaoli for a long time so that she doesn't need to be angry with her family. In that instant, I thought of something I had learned before: "A child wants to be raised but does not want to be loved."
"Sister Xiaoli, since we are still young, how much time do we have to accompany our parents?"
Sister Xiaoli looked at me with a guilty expression. I knew that Sister Xiaoli always thought that my parents had passed away. I didn't explain too much, just assume that my parents weren't here anymore. Perhaps because of this, my mood was actually not that heavy.
Finally on New Year's Eve, Sister Xiaoli called again. When I saw Sister Xiaoli's slightly red eyes, I knew that she was about to go home. I helped her pack her luggage. When she was at the door, she hugged me. "Xueying, I had originally wanted to accompany you to celebrate New Year, but I … "I'm sorry."
"It's alright. As long as elder sister has this kind of heart, I'm already very touched. Quickly go back." When I heard Sister Xiaoli's true thoughts, my heart was fiercely moved. Really, it was enough as long as she had this intention.
Very quickly, I was the only one left in the house. I meticulously cleaned up the room again, and then moved out the small hotpot. I cleaned up the dishes I had to eat that night and placed them on the table, waiting until the evening when it was time to eat. I stared at the hotpot for a long time and suddenly remembered how there were no firecrackers during the new year. He then took his wallet and hurriedly went to buy fireworks.
In the evening, I ate my own New Year's Eve meal. Although I had no family, but during the new year, Linglong, my godfather and a bunch of little radishes stayed by my side, and now, Linglong has already left long ago, only I was by her side. As I played Happy New Year's song, I ate my food while holding it in my mouth, and said to myself: Guo Xueying, Happy New Year.
Guo Wenxuan, happy new year.
Ah Feng, happy new year.
At midnight, Sister Xiaoli called me and told me that she would be home soon. She told me that it was a happy new year, and she also told me to close the door and watch my body so I wouldn't catch a cold or something. When she was about to die at the end, she said: "Xueying, you are obviously so young, but your face always has many expressions on it that shouldn't be yours at your age.
I don't know what I said, but by the time I hung up the phone, I had already touched my tears.
Very quickly, a call came in, I knew that it must be He Yuejun.
"Hello."
"Xueying, happy new year!"
"Yuejun, happy new year."
He Yuejun kept on talking about what happened at their place, but I wasn't in the mood to listen at all. I just sloppy and perfunctorily, and when I hung up the phone, I asked him for some money. Immediately, I had one hundred thousand extra on my card.
This card was issued in the name of the Sister Xiaoli, I was afraid that the fake identity card would be recognized by the bank, so I borrowed the identity card of the Sister Xiaoli for insurance. Fortunately, Sister Xiaoli trusted me quite a bit and didn't ask me what I did with my identity card after the fact. Thus, for Sister Xiaoli's gratitude, I really couldn't say all that even after three days and three nights. Although Sister Xiaoli came out to roam the society after finishing middle school, compared to me, she has too much innocence and kindness that I don't have.
The next day, I opened a collection of web pages, the web page is a remote village, but really very quiet and beautiful. I've contacted the people there and said that I would like to play the game with him. The man was a university student who had returned to the mountain after graduating from university. He wanted to get rich in the countryside, and because the local scenery was good and the environment was fresh, he had this idea. When I saw it, I was looking for a place to live in, and I was hoping I'd get a decent income in the future.
I don't know if this project will make money or not, but I choose to trust him. I've been in touch with him many times, sometimes on the phone, but most of it's a button and I've transferred almost fifty thousand dollars. I knew I was being bold because it was easy to see that the other party was a liar. But I could see the changes on the website, and he would make me a detailed financial statement explaining the purpose of each money.
"Da Niu, are you there?" That person's name is Niu Fuqiang, my little name is Da Niu, he was very honest when he told me to call him Da Niu.
The man with the buckle replied quickly: "Yes, Xiao Guo." He and a few others and I were partnering to run the farm, so we all used nicknames. But they never knew that I was only seventeen, and I'm not going to say that. After all, I'm too young, and no one will believe you. Hehe, just wait a few more years.
"I have 100,000 free time on my side. I'll call you in two days." I tapped the keyboard.
"Xiao Guo, this time there are so many? Your parents agree. "
"My excuse is that I am a fuerdai, I didn't have much work to do after graduation, so I saved up some money to invest." Of course they know. Otherwise, I could have gotten a hundred thousand this quickly. "Don't worry, to my parents, it's just a small amount of money. I'll be the boss in the future, so I can take the money back and show it to them."
"Haha, yes yes yes, Xiao Guo, you must believe me, I can definitely make money. Recently, someone has already contacted us and was worrying about the means of transportation to take our guests away, this money is really good for emergency treatment."
"Da Niu, I don't understand how you manage your business, you can decide on your own. I believe in you."
"Alright, since Xiao Guo has already said so, I will definitely not disappoint you."
"Da Niu, happy new year. I'll just treat it as paying your respects." I took a sip of hot water and typed in Happy New Year.
"Hehe, Xiao Guo, happy new year!"
After turning off the computer, I went for a walk in the street. There were almost no people on the streets. No one even opened a shop. They either went to visit the new year or stayed at a tourist attraction. After a short pause, I also got on the bus to go to a nearby tourist attraction.
The wide and narrow alleys were the oldest memories of the city, and they were also the most historic places. Every building in the alleyway had a strong smell of old times. The crowd was crowded inside, and I slowly admired the carvings on the walls, feeling the imprints of the times on their bodies.
Many people were taking pictures together, their faces brimming with joy. Most of them were wearing red clothes as a foil to their celebration. I looked at my black and white clothes and suddenly felt out of place. But before long, I was immersed in the noise of the crowd. If he was tired, he would sit in a teahouse at the side. He ordered a cup of tea and drank it. Lying on the bamboo chair, he felt extremely comfortable. From time to time, there were hawkers selling candied fruits and fruit salad. I bought some and enjoyed the lively atmosphere.
Suddenly, there were some loud noises in the distance. I could vaguely hear a child's loud and excited voice saying, "Dog! Big dog!"
I looked that way, but there were layers of people, and there was no sign of any dogs. Speaking of dogs, I couldn't help but recall the scene of meeting that man five years ago. I remembered that he brought a domineering and mighty tibetan mastiff with him, winning the cheers of everyone in the fighting dogs of the many ferocious fighting dog.
I shook my head, laughing. Why would I suddenly think of that man? How could he be here? Moreover, I still remember the disdain in his eyes when he looked at me. Even if it was him, he was only a passer-by that he had met once.
I called the boss to pay the bill, tidied up my hair and makeup, and left the teahouse. I walked on, and it took me more than half an hour to get out on the other side of the winding path. I called for a taxi and planned to go back.
At this moment, a large dog with fluffy yellow fur jumped into the car in front of them. I recognized it as a pine lion. It was a little fat, and it stood on its hind legs for a long time without going in. In the end, he was kicked into the car. That person cursed, "Idiot."
I saw that the man was wearing a short red down jacket and muddy military boots, and his face made my heart skip a beat.