I know what the Sister Xiaoli wants to tell me, but I can only do nothing as an ignorant bystander.
"Xueying, big sister left yesterday. She wants to go home to accompany her parents. She'll leave in two days." Sister Xiaoli covered her face with hot water and sighed.
I want to be naive and ask why, but I can't pretend. I can't perfectly act out a child who doesn't know anything.
However, the depressed Sister Xiaoli didn't notice my abnormality and only paused for a bit before continuing, "Xueying, if you don't work well in a bar, you should also resign. With the world being so big, how can you be afraid of not being able to find a job that can support you? "Elder sister will go first and take a look at other worlds."
I opened my mouth, wanting to ask Sister Xiaoli to stay behind and accompany me, but I was unable to open my mouth. The Sister Xiaoli was disappointed with this city to begin with, so she decided to leave. My way of doing things was to add a mark to her heart, what else could she do other than satisfy herself? In the end, she was still selfish.
"Xueying, I know what you want to ask, but do not ask. You're still young, there are some things you'd better not know. But Xueying, Big Sis has something that I need your attention, so don't put too much emotion into Director He. Sister Xiaoli thought that I was asking for the reason to leave. Her hands were still warm from the hot water, and touching my face felt a little comfortable.
I love this little bit of temperature, I have been lonely for too long, the heart is dense loneliness, I long for someone to care about me love me, any warmth I cherish. It's a pity that I can't keep them, they don't belong to me in the end. Hearing Sister Xiaoli's words, I felt very sad. I wanted to confess everything but was unable to say it out loud. I still hoped to leave a good impression on Sister Xiaoli's heart.
"Sister Xiaoli, will you be back in the future?" I looked at the Sister Xiaoli.
Sister Xiaoli laughed: "I will, I will come back to see you."
I hugged Sister Xiaoli and thought in my heart: Sister Xiaoli, don't come back after you leave. Go far away. I am a scourge, and being close to me will only bring bad luck. Besides, maybe I won't be in the city on the day you come back. I don't know where I'll be.
I hugged Sister Xiaoli tightly and felt indescribably depressed in my heart: "I'm sorry, Sister Xiaoli, I can't help you."
"What do you mean you can't help me? When you have more money in the future, I will come and stick to you."
"Mn, when I have enough money, I will definitely raise the Sister Xiaoli. I will not forget how nice you are to me."
On the day that I sent away the Sister Xiaoli, I seemed to have seen the dead Ling Long and Ah Feng. These are all people who were good to me, but in the end, they all accepted misfortune that did not belong to me. I am so sad, I am thinking, if I had not left that day and submitted to my godfather, would Ah Feng not have been able to escape, and the Sister Xiaoli would not have had to resign?
I clearly don't have anything, so why am I still suffering from the pain of loss? Why is the heavens not letting me go? I shouted loudly at the train station to vent my frustration. Under the watchful gaze of the crowd, I ran out of the train station. Running in and out of the crowd, running through the traffic, until I was exhausted and collapsed on the stone bench in the park, breathing hard.
It was still cold, and the hot breath had turned into white steam that covered my entire face in it.
Looking at the children playing in the park, all I could do was feel sad and envious. I looked at them expressionlessly, my lips and nose slightly red from the cold.
Suddenly, a clear bark brought me to my senses. I don't know when it started, but I had an inexplicable sensitivity to dogs barking. I looked in the direction of the cry and saw a young man in his twenties, wearing a leather jacket and a small felt hat, walking into the park with a strong golden hair in tow.
Yan Ruize was wearing a black down jacket today, and a white scarf was hanging around his neck. And in his arms, he was hugging a small, cute, distinguished guest.
I hadn't expected to run into him here, and it suddenly made my head go blank.
"Damn you, how long are you going to hold this dog for? I'm not used to suddenly changing this little breed of pet! "Take your family's pines out and play with them." The young man holding the golden hair muttered in disbelief.
Yan Ruize laughed and kicked the person in front of him: "Scram, since you have so much to say, I want to change my taste."
"I'm telling you, if you keep bullying me, I won't take you to see my brother's civil servant. I'm telling you, that dog barks beautifully." The young man looked at the man behind him with an evil smile.
Yan Ruize walked past the young man and towards my direction: "Kid, you've even learned how to threaten me? The next time you come to the dog farm, I'll obediently come out and bite you.
"Lord, don't. I was just joking around." The young man smiled and chased after Yan Ruize.
I didn't know which of my tendons was wrong, but my mind was blank. There was only this dazzling man in front of me, and my legs weren't under my control as I walked out.
I walked to Yan Ruize and stood there in a daze. I can't imagine how stupid I looked then, just acting out of instinct.
Yan Ruize looked me up and down without saying a word.
The man behind her laughed, and slapped Yan Ruize's back: "I say, Master, this girl couldn't have fallen for you, right?"
Yan Ruize waved away the man's hand, revealing a teasing smile: "I still remember you, Guo Xueying right?" Although it was a question, her tone was extremely sure.
I was taken aback. I had never thought that this man would still remember my name. After all, five years had passed, and not only have my appearance changed, even my memories couldn't be so clear. I moved my lips, unable to control my movements.
"Holy sh * t!" Sir, do you know this great beauty? Not yet. Hello beauty, I am Xue Yang, this guy's friend. " Xue Yang extended his hand towards me.
Just as I was thinking whether or not I should hold it, Yan Ruize had already slapped Xue Yang's hand away with a palm, and my eyes were filled with ridicule: "Uncle Yang has always been talking about Guo Xueying, so how could I not remember? Uncle Yang said recently that you've disappeared. Have you sold it yet? "
The cold words froze my heart. My face turned pale and my body trembled, unable to speak.
"Uncle Yang?" "Oh, oh." Xue Yang had an expression that said he instantly understood what I meant, and his gaze towards me had once again changed.
I wanted to explain something, but I knew that even if I explained, it would be useless. I started to regret why I didn't think twice before walking up to this man and getting humiliated for nothing. I didn't have the courage to refute this humiliation.
"What's the matter?" Yan Ruize's tone was light and was already beginning to tease the distinguished guest in his arms. The white-haired VIP was cut into a very noble appearance. He raised his head proudly as he received the man's caress.
I knew I couldn't even compare to this dog in my eyes. I didn't have anything to say, so I decided to just back off and pretend this hadn't happened and that I wouldn't have a chance to meet him again. Just then, the phone in my bag rang. I picked it up and saw that it was He Yuejun's number.
Yan Ruize's eyes fell on his phone, and carried a trace of disdain and disdain: "The employer's phone call has arrived. Xue Yang, we are leaving. "
"Oh, my lord, wait for me! My legs are short!" Xue Yang shouted from behind as he kept up with Yan Ruize.
I looked at Yan Ruize's disappearing figure in a daze, unable to say a word. He had thought that the scene of him and him meeting would be like this. I saw the contempt in his eyes for me that hadn't changed since five years ago, and I knew he hated me, no, disgust.
It rang for a long time before I picked it up.
"Why did it take so long?" He Yuejun's somewhat blaming tone came from the other side.
I think Yan Ruize is right, this is indeed my employer. I gave him happiness, he gave me money. I said, "Go and send Sister Xiaoli on the train. She has resigned and returned home."
"I just want to talk about this matter and call her back. No one dares to dismiss her."
I sneered, then said lightly: "Thank you, Yuejun, for your good intentions. It's just that Sister Xiaoli misses her parents and wants to go back to work."
"Sure." "Where are you? I'll pick you up for lunch."
I gave the address of the park, hung up, and waited for my employer.