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My face was a little stiff, I knew that the fighting dog was the most important thing in Yan Ruize's heart. A mistress like me isn't really anything, maybe one day Yan Ruize will change me into a bargaining chip because of a beautiful fighting dog. But, it doesn't matter anymore, I won't be able to stay here for long. Wait until the right time, for a chance to temporarily leave this city for Yan Ruize.

"Looks like cousin is really relaxed. Xue Yang, inform the big bosses that cousin has arrived." Yan Ruize's voice suddenly came from behind Yan Ruijun. When Yan Ruijun raised his head, I saw that Yan Ruize's face was filled with a teasing smile.

"Cousin, this is revenge, can't you let me relax for two days?" Yan Ruijun was a little vexed as he punched Yan Ruize in the chest.

I was silently walking at the back when I saw what seemed to be a casual glance from Yan Ruize, but there was a cold glint in his eyes.

Xue Yang approached me quietly: "You're in trouble, master hates it when people covet your things."

I sneered in my heart. Since someone is coveting something that hates you, then you should punish the person that covets your item, not me. Since I can't beat my own cousin, I should be the one to be discouraged. Is that what you mean? But in the next second, a wave of cold air rose from the coccyx. No matter how hard he tried to hide it, he could not hide his fear of Yan Ruize from his instincts. It was a hot May, and I was shivering with cold.

The moment I was thrown onto the bed, my back was struck against the hard surface of the bed. In that instant, I felt as though my entire upper body was going to lose consciousness from the pain. Without waiting for me to retaliate, a pair of big hands pulled me down, and in the next second, Yan Ruize's gigantic figure enveloped me.

His eyes were as cold as the night. There was not the slightest fluctuation of emotion, nor was there any hint of insanity. He was only punishing people for their sake.

I am very afraid that this Yan Ruize is like an ice-cold machine that can do anything. I don't want it, I don't want it!

Yan Ruize's left hand immediately covered my nose and mouth. His strength was so great that I had no way of resisting. However, Yan Ruize's strength was too great, and the breathing in my mouth and nose quickly ran out, followed by an endless amount of suffocating pain. My whole body felt heavy, and my lungs felt like they were about to explode. The pain made my pupils dilate. I saw that Yan Ruize's eyes were still extremely calm. I wanted to grab hold of him, but after my hand reached over my head, my vision started to blur. I couldn't even see Yan Ruize's face clearly, and I could already feel the approach of death.

When the pressure on my mouth and nose eased, all the air rushed into my parched lungs, making me cough. Before I could take a second breath, two thick fingers were stuffed into my mouth, and the feeling of my tongue being squeezed made my stomach churn and I wanted to throw up. This feeling of vomiting caused me to tear up uncontrollably. I didn't dare to resist the terrifying demon in front of me.

When all of my clothes were torn apart, I had already lost the strength to resist. I could only hope that this demon would be able to leave me with a lowly life.

"Don't let any man touch you, otherwise I will feel that you are very dirty, for dirty things, I only want to tear the comfortable feeling."

I nodded dumbly and looked up with a blank expression, unable to recover my clarity of sight. I opened my mouth to say I wasn't dirty, but no sound came out.

When Yan Ruize grabbed my leg, I immediately thought of the pregnant woman: "No —"

A loud shout came out of my terrified mouth. Seeing Yan Ruize's cold gaze, I trembled and said, "Dai, Dai, Dai …" The deep fear made my tongue lose its original function.

Yan Ruize seemed to understand what I mean, and a trace of a cruel smile appeared on his face.

"There's no need, the woman in the auction doesn't have any pregnancy ability at all."

In order to satisfy a man's comfort, the auctioneer first had to ensure that the man enjoyed the comfort of a distance, and secondly had to solve the man's worries. Therefore, a woman raised in the auction would not have any chance of getting pregnant.

I felt my head go blank. Afterwards, he didn't know if it was physical or mental pain. He only knew that the pain made him unable to breathe. It was as if his head had been drained of oxygen, leaving him with only a dead body.

Originally …

I'm not a complete woman at all.

I thought I'd just lost my virginity,

In fact …

I had long since lost the right to be a mother.

In this life, the only thing he could do was endure the fate of being toyed with.

I'm just a lowly bitch.

When I woke up and saw the white ceiling, I couldn't tell if this was heaven or hell.

I struggled to turn my body over and felt sore all over, especially my back that I was hit in the night. I think there must have been bruises on it. It hurt to touch my face, and the red marks on my thighs didn't seem like much anymore.

I could no longer tell what I was feeling. I was filled with despair.

Ah!" I screamed at the top of my lungs to escape from this life, this fate, but I couldn't do it. I couldn't make myself do it again. The moment the damage was done, it would become an eternal wound.

Ah!" I cried and screamed and wanted to cry and tell the heavens I was unfair. I threw everything on the bed against the wall and kicked down everything I could kick. In the end, all that was left on the bed was me, naked and scarred.

I hugged my knees and cried my heart out. I thought that I had reached the end of my sadness, but I didn't expect that this was just the beginning. I really wanted to escape from here, how could I know that even without these people, I wouldn't be able to live a normal life. The so-called fantasy of a normal life became the weight of ridicule at this moment. He didn't even have the qualifications to do so. [What am I? It would be better to leave it at that.

Why did she not like me when she gave birth to me? Better not to give birth to me in the first place! Why did you raise me and sell me? You might as well beat me to death! Why didn't you train me to tell me everything? Let me still have some illusions about life! It would be better to be completely injured from the start, so that he wouldn't feel any worse in the future.

I don't think there's any point in living any longer. When I was young, I was supported by my figure and beauty, so I was treated as a plaything by others. But when I became old, I would only be left with the loneliness of an old life. Oh, right, my body would have to endure the aftereffects of the madness of my youth. Do we have to continue living? No dignity, no freedom, not even a future.

No one cares about you. No one cares about you, no family, no friends, only benefits and greed." So, what did I come to this world for? Was it because I had committed an unforgivable mistake in my previous life that I had to pay my debts for the rest of my life? There was nothing left in this world. Even if it disappeared, no one would care about it. No meaning, no meaning of survival.

A loud and clear slap landed on my face, only then did I slowly regain my senses, the pain on my face felt so real, and in front of me was Yan Ruize whose entire body was releasing cold air.

Instinctively, I took a few steps back. The clink of the iron hitting the floor made me realize that a fruit knife had fallen right in front of my foot, and there was a bright red scratch on my left wrist. Blood was dripping from the wound.

I actually killed myself when I was unconscious? I was a little confused, but I also felt that this was my real idea. So it turned out that I didn't want to live anymore.

Yan Ruize didn't say a word, and just pulled on my wrist and started to wrap the gauze around it.

I stared blankly at the white bow on my wrist. My head seemed to have been stuck on a plane, unable to think of anything.

I heard Yan Ruize say, "Tomorrow, come with me to a feast of human flesh. At that time, if you wish to commit suicide, I will grant you your wish. "