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Little woman face slightly up, staring at the man's gloomy face, the corners of the mouth inadvertently twitch, voice shivering, "you are guilty, right?"

The man's eyes are deep, as if to draw her into this vortex, without a word of answer, like to cover up something, but also like disappointment and sadness for her.

She suddenly felt particularly disgusted. There was a stream of sour water coming out of her heart. She restrained it and laughed bitterly. She had to say that the sixth sense of a woman was very accurate. Sure enough, everything was not Yunqing's narcissism at the beginning.

He must have had something with Yunqing. He must have!

Cold ah, cold shivering body, you can hug yourself, but this cold heart what to do? She tried her best to push him away, but he caught her by the wrist. His eyes revealed fatigue and impatience, but still coaxed her, "dear, we really don't have anything..."

"Nothing?" She stares at him, grins coldly, disappointed, "then why do you kiss her?"

"It's just..."

"You don't want to mention that you were all young at that time, just playing family!" Mu Jing Yan is furious, pushes him away and stands up. "At that time, you were all 15 or 16 years old. You must have understood the love between men and women. You still want to cheat me that you just don't know anything! Can you stop lying to me! "

The man looked cold, did not say a word, tightly staring at her angry face, two people four eyes to each other.

"Mu Jingyan, in fact, you have never believed me!" For a long time, the man's voice was hoarse and tired.

Mu Jing Yan suddenly froze, sad let tears fan out, long-term persistence and persistence in front of her is so vulnerable. There are always so many imperfections in the world, just like her present mood, low as a bottomless hole.

Li Shengrui's eyes were full of loss. "It turns out that your inferiority complex for a long time is in the final analysis your distrust of me."

"No!" She was in a state of panic.

The wound is the shame given by others, the illusion of self persistence. The reality is cruel and undeniable.

Li Shengrui didn't speak. His eyes drooped and kept silent for a long time. Finally, he held back his throat and walked out of the bedroom.

A gust of cool wind scattered her forehead hair, fluttering down, his breath is not warm in the past, like the cold wind in winter blowing across her cheek, so painful.

The sound of closing the door shocked her.

She did not dare to look back, afraid to see the dark house, and lonely himself, just standing quietly in place, everything around seems to be slowly frozen, he seems to be in an ice cellar, shivering cold.

She felt very sick. She was about to vomit. Her chest was so stuffy that she couldn't breathe. She felt very sick

What should we do? What can she do? Since the moment when she met him and fell in love with him, she became very low, low to the dust, but her heart was happy. She thought that as long as she worked hard enough, one day flowers would bloom in the dust. But she still love is very humble, he is good to himself, will let himself feel some fear. She can't learn to feel at ease, can't feel at ease to accept all his good to her. He is always at a height beyond his reach. What else can he do except look up to him?

She has this big shadow in her heart. She is a child who has been abandoned. She is afraid that she will be abandoned, so she is worried about gain and loss, so she has low self-esteem and fear. She is afraid that this happiness is false. She is just a coward who is strong outside but strong in the middle.

Yes, she has low self-esteem. She is very low self-esteem. Can it be cured?

How can I cure this stubborn disease of inferiority complex and let me appear perfectly in your life.

If I can, I'm willing to try, even if it's going up the mountain and down the sea of fire. I have no complaints. I'm willing to do everything for you.

However, no one can cure my inferiority, my courage, my strength is slack bit by bit, I'm afraid I don't have the strength to rebuild a perfect Mujing face

That night, both of them had insomnia and dreaminess.

The next morning, Li Shengrui came out of his study. It was only a short night. He seemed to be getting older. He thought about it and finally made a compromise with himself.

Gently open the door, but the house is empty, a tight heart, uneasy. Found a note on the table, gentle and delicate strokes, above a stroke of work, the whole writing, we all calm down, you think about it, I also think about it, about us.

Calm down?

Calm down what?

What does this dead woman want to calm down?

Almost in a flash, he took his mobile phone and ran downstairs. He didn't even have time to change his clothes. When he passed the living room, Xiang Ruolan wanted to ask him if he wanted to have breakfast before he left, but he rushed out like a gust of wind.

Along the way, while racing, he made a lot of phone calls to her adoptive parents, saying that she didn't go home. He called Dai Rou, Meng Junxi and he Zeyu, but she wasn't there. He drove to her company.

To the M.E. branch downstairs, he flew out of the elevator like an arrow, a second to distinguish the direction, straight to the general manager's office, but on the way was stopped.The financial manager of the branch company is coming out of the general manager's office with a sad face. He is complaining that the new general manager is too willful. He often goes missing without warning. There are still a lot of documents waiting for him to sign. He's good. He doesn't say hello and doesn't say a word every time. People are not prepared. It doesn't look like a big boss!

Just about to go back to the office, I saw a strange face rushing to the general manager's office and directly reached out to stop it.

This man's face is delicate and natural, enough to make people remember, but his face is gloomy, which makes people shiver all over. He remembered, isn't this mu Jingyan's cousin?

He kindly asked, "you are looking for mu Jing Yan."

Hearing Mu Jingyan's name, Li Shengrui's frown finally loosened. He continued, "she hasn't come today."

Ah, if the big boss doesn't come, Mu Jingyan won't come either.

Every time they disappear together, those who can't find anyone and say they are OK must be blind.

Li Shengrui frowned, "did she ask for leave and say where she went?"

"This..." The little manager shrugged helplessly, "I don't know, I didn't say."

The man frowned heavily and turned to leave. He called her in a hurry behind him, "Hey, are you in a hurry to find her?"

Bullshit. Why do you come to the company? Is it hard to return a one-day tour?

Li Shengrui nodded heavily.

The little manager was helpless and hesitated for a long time. He was very embarrassed. "There's something I don't know whether to say or not..."

The man's expression is very confused, he whispered, "I know Mu Jingyan has been married, originally this matter I don't say much, I see you look for her to find so anxious, since you are her brother, I will tell you the truth, she is likely to be with my general manager!"

“……” general manager?

Xu Baihui's brother Xuzhou liang?

Eyebrows suddenly wrinkled into a ball, turned into the elevator, looking at the elevator door closed, he felt his chin, this is a good play to see, will catch Jian in bed? It's possible to elope!

……

After walking out of the elevator and getting on the bus quickly, Li Shengrui took out his mobile phone and called Xu Baihui, "send me Xuzhou Liang's phone!"

Xu Baihui was just about to go out to work. She opened the door and said, "do you want Xuzhou Liang's phone?"

What happened?

When her father asked him to receive Xuzhou Liang, he didn't take the initiative to ask for his phone call. Instead, he left all the reception matters to himself. This boss is not a meddler at all. She is almost in charge of the usual work arrangements. He is a big mystery.

But now she took the initiative to ask for Xuzhou Liang's mobile phone number.

And boss's voice sounds very angry!

Although there are many questions, she is not a talkative person. She said yes, hung up and immediately sent Xuzhou Liang's mobile phone number. But not a minute, the phone rang again, she was surprised to pick up.

"Where are you now?"

"Me?" She said, "I'm at home and I'm going out to work."

"I'll come and get you."

"You come to pick me up?" She wondered, "what happened?"

Is it really related to Xuzhou liang?

Li Shengrui drove very fast and picked her up quickly. She knew about what had happened in the car. It turns out that Mu Jingyan is missing. Li Shengrui has searched all the places he is looking for, but he can't find her. It's said that she is likely to be with Xuzhou Liang. He calls him, but Xuzhou Liang denies it.

Now there is no other place to go, he suddenly remembered that Xu Baihui had said Xuzhou Liang's words, and he was even more worried. Now the most important thing is to find Mu Jingyan immediately.

Therefore, Li Shengrui and Xu Baihui find Xuzhou Liang's residence together.

Get off, Xu Baihui looked around the apartment, "he wanted me to live with him before, told me the address, should be here, but I'm not sure if he is at home!"

I can only go up and have a look. Xuzhou Liang denies that Mu Jingyan is with him. Li Shengrui is not at ease. He'd better come to his home to have a look with his own eyes.

Think Mu Jing Yan is likely to be with other men, his heart, liver, spleen, lung and kidney will explode!

They went directly to the floor where Xuzhou Liang was. Li Shengrui had a gloomy and horrible face. By contrast, Xu Baihui had a rosy face and a calm face, but her eyes were cold.

Elevator opened, two people strode out, Xu Baihui looked at the door number, "is this!"

Li Shengrui walked over and banged on the door.

Half a day later, the door opened.

Li Shengrui's eyes were cold, and he swept each other's body like a torch. It has to be said that women rely on their keen sixth sense intuition to women, while men fight with men without concealment.

Xuzhou Liang is holding the doorframe in a gentle manner. He stares at the gloomy man in front of him with no joy or anger between his eyebrows and eyes!