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She was so shocked by his sudden words that she was half stupefied as if she had been shocked. Mu Jing Yan looks up at him and finds that he seems to be very tired. There is red blood in his eyes. Her eyes are slightly surprised.

Her shoulders are suddenly hooped by Li Shengrui. Her body is shaking violently. She is pinched by his increased strength. She struggles to get rid of his shackles. However, Li Shengrui pulls her to her eyes.

She frowned and stared at him, "Li Shengrui, let go How painful it is

"How to let go?" He asked.

"I..." She was afraid of his eyes and avoided looking at him. "Li Shengrui, you always do this! You always blame me and blame me every time. I'm also a thoughtful person. I'm not your cat and dog. You can yell at me and scold me! Not every time you apologize, I have to accept, you understand? Do you understand? "

She said, do you understand?

Three words, through layers of air into his eardrum, in his ears and heart exploded.

The next moment, her eyes blinked, flushed and clenched her lips.

His long fingers tightly around her shoulders, relaxed, "where am I angry with you? I'm angry because I'm joking with you? "

She pulled her lips helplessly, she reached out to pull him, but he hooped tightly, she gave up, but the tone was still strong, "then I questioned you and Yunqing last night, aren't you in a temper?"

She looked up into his eyes and said, "Li Shengrui, we have been together for seven years. Do you know what seven years means?"

She wry smile, "means, you are really angry, I can feel at once."

Then she pulled her lips bitterly, "you've never done this to me. Even if you're angry with me, you're not really angry. I know you just want to scare me, so Li Shengrui, do you really think I'm a fool? Is it good to be coaxed by you in a few words? Li Shengrui, you are a big fool, that is because I care about you, I love you, I am afraid of losing you, I know you are frightening me, not really angry with me, so no matter how sad I am, how sad I am, how afraid I am, I will still smile at you, I am willing to forget all the unhappiness, I just want to remember our happy time, as long as you are willing to spoil me, I can do anything Put it down. But this time it's different, it's different! "

Tears one by one from her eyes fell out, emotional collapse bit by bit, her voice hoarse, "but no matter how humble I am, no matter how small I am, I have a bottom line, you can't challenge my bottom line, I don't allow my feelings to have any flaws."

"Yan Yan." Li Shengrui frowned tightly and reached out to hug her, but he failed again. He looked at her hurt and avoided himself. His eyes were fixed on her. "You believe me, I didn't lose my temper with you, no!"

"You have!"

He pulled the corner of his mouth helplessly, he wanted to coax her, but this time she did not give herself a chance, he raised his hand in the air, because she wanted to avoid, but had no chance to touch, so he took it back. He didn't know what to do. He squeezed a smile that was uglier than crying. He was very silly and helpless. "I'm not angry with you. I'm just angry. You always question me. Because I don't want you to be unhappy, I don't like to see you down in the dumps, I like to see you fighting high spirited, I like that heartless smile you, I don't want to see you for the sake of unimportant people, nihilistic things and make unhappy. I think we have enough trust and understanding after seven years of relationship. "

"Doesn't it matter?" She raised her eyes and looked at him straightforwardly, "do you kiss anyone who doesn't matter? Who doesn't matter. You have dinner with her? I'm your wife. I'm not a big bellied person. I'm indifferent to your kisses, meals and dates! I care because you've done something that makes me care! "

"Eat? A date? " He didn't know where to start.

She laughed at herself and wanted to leave, but she was dragged back by him. They pulled and struggled silently. He pressed her tightly with his arm, "where have I ever dated her? That meal was because she just came back... "

"As soon as she came back, can't you wait to have dinner with her? Is it that urgent? "

She yelled at him, no longer repressing her emotions. Her scarlet eyes glared at him angrily. Li Shengrui didn't expect that she would care so much about it. He struggled in his heart, thinking about whether to say it or not, but seeing that she was going to break away from her imprisonment, she said out loud, "don't you just want to know why I saw her? Why can't you wait? OK, I'll tell you! I see her want to contact Duan Qing through her! Because I can't wait for Duan Qing to cure your infertility! Are you satisfied with the answer? Are you satisfied? I don't want to say, I'm afraid you're sad. I really have no way, I really have no way, I had a conflict with Duan Qing before, if he is willing to treat you, I am willing to give him anything he wants, even if I kneel down to beg him, I am willing, but his strange temper, even if I use a gun to his brain bag, he will not. But Yunqing is her fiancee, and she has something on her hand. As long as Yunqing comes out, the probability of success is 90%, even if there is only 0.1% hope. I'm willing to give it a try for you. So I know Yunqing came back to China and I went to find her, but she asked me to have a meal with her, and I went. But I really just want to contact Duan Qing through her. I just want to cure you! "Mu Jing Yan was stunned and listened to him. She dodged his sight and murmured No You lied, you lied to me The "cheater"

formed a net in a disorderly way. The more the net was, the tighter it was. It went straight to the heart. There was a dull pain. The heartache was like a knife, and the tears kept flowing down. She chose to believe his words, believe that he is for themselves, cheating is also for themselves, but infertility is a fact.

My heart is really about to die of pain.

"I really didn't lie to you!" Regardless of her resistance, he hugged her tightly into his arms. He had to poke her heart. She must be in pain now

"I didn't lie to you! I Swear! Everything I said is true, absolutely true! We've been together for seven years. Don't you know what I feel for you? Why do you doubt my love for you over and over again? Do you know that your doubt and uncertainty not only make me sad, but also make me fall into the fear of losing you. "

“……” Her brain is blank, it seems that she begins to lack oxygen, her chest also begins to lack oxygen, her big breath, but it seems to be of no help.

"But you did kiss her. She was your childhood sweetheart. She kept challenging me because she loved you. How do you want me to be sure that there is nothing between you..."

She didn't dare to ask, for fear of hearing the answer that broke her heart, she had to ask, even if she was heartbroken, she had to find out, the love of three people was too crowded.

He hugged her tightly and explained hastily, "well, even if she is my childhood sweetheart, what does that mean? Nothing happened between us! We just grew up together, I also slowly found that her eyes to see me is a little different, I am also ignorant, I did not refuse her eyes, because I did not rest assured. We have nothing, really nothing. "

"But that kiss..."

"It's just a picture. It's all the pranks of Li Yihan that she directed us to shoot. She just likes pranks, likes to do whatever she likes, and I just put on the picture to deal with the errands. I don't have any feelings. "

"Deceiving! When you took that picture, how could you be fifteen or sixteen years old? Fifteen or sixteen years old is just the beginning of love. Would you not understand feelings? Would you kiss any girl? "

"It's just casual, it's just not at ease, it doesn't matter! Look at the photos, do you think I love her so much, or do I have to love her? " He was so anxious and sweating that he couldn't explain it. "It's really a job to take photos. He has no feelings, no mood, nothing! No! "

Seeing that she was still suspicious, he had to swear to God, "I was 15 or 16 years old at that time, but I really didn't know what emotion was. I have never contacted any other girl. Since I can remember, she has been with Li Yihan. So we have come closer. But in my eyes, she is no different from others. I never thought about avoiding her or how to... "

He hesitated, to say his heart, "I was very bored and bored at that time. If it wasn't for Li Yihan's coercion, I would spend most of my time in a daze and thinking. I never thought about feelings. "

"Wife, do you understand?" He kneaded his head and thought all day about how to explain clearly. Now that I have finished, I always feel that what I said is not clear enough. I'm afraid that she will misunderstand again. She said it had nothing to do with Yunqing. She had already explained it, but she was still suspicious. In order to make her believe it, she contacted Li Yihan, one of the parties at that time, by telephone, and asked her to explain it clearly. But now she still doesn't know whether she said it clearly or whether she understood it.

She gently raised her chin and gazed at her. "If you have to say that I have feelings for her, then I have feelings. However, Mu Jingyan, we have been seven years before. Are our feelings so fragile and vulnerable? Seven years, I think we have the same mind, no matter how provocative others, how to provoke right and wrong, you will unconditionally trust me, trust our feelings. Now your doubt and uncertainty make me afraid that I will lose you! "

He continued, "I was wrong last night. I shouldn't be angry with you. I apologize. I'm really tired both physically and mentally. Something happened again, so I... "

He pause, skip these words, and then say, "I'm very tired. As soon as I get home, you question me about Yunqing, and you doubt me, so I didn't control my temper for a while, and then... "

"It's all my fault. I accept you beating me and scolding me. But don't ignore me. Come home with me.

Listen, meditate, eyes burning fell on his devout face.

"Do you have Have you ever kissed me? "

"No!"

"Have you ever held hands?"

"No!"

"Do you have a hug..."

"No, no! Nothing He had already explained that he was going to be crazy. The muggy weather made his brain sweat. "Wife, don't guess, OK? If you hadn't tangled with me, I didn't know what love was? What is the feeling of loving someone? When I first talked with you about Shangchuan, I was still a child. Don't you know that? ""I Where would I know? "

"No, I can't miss the entrance? Wife, please think with your brain, OK? If you want to blame a man for not having a virgin membrane, you can't get red. But I really gave it to you for the first time. Although there is no evidence, you can't doubt my purity, let alone say I'm not clean! "

With that, he pursed his mouth and bowed very much

Mu Jingyan hung his head tangled, and his feet kept drawing circles on the ground, thinking about the authenticity of his words. He approached her and explained urgently, "what have I done that people and gods are angry at each other, and I want to be ignored by you? Do you hate me so much that you want to escape and go back to your mother's house? It's very wicked of you to behave like this! I have nothing to do with Yunqing. Since she came back to China, I have always kept a distance from her. I know she has a bad heart for me, so I am far away from her. I have said more than once that I only love Mu Jingyan. I have warned her many times. I know her and I am afraid that she will hurt you. But her parents and my parents are good friends for many years, and she has not committed any heinous deeds. You should know her I'm really angry when I investigate you and she hurt you. I really want her to get out of here, but she and The Duan family has an engagement. I have to pay attention to the influence of the Duan family. Maybe she will do something to you. I have to protect you, so come home with me! "

"What does it have to do with the Duan family?" She frowned and didn't want to hear about the Duan family.

Li Shengrui pressed her shoulders. Her eyes were serious and her voice begged, "be obedient. Come home with me

She pursed her lips and said nothing. For a long time, he was flustered. "What else do you want?"

"I..." She looked up, her eyes cold and quiet, "I'm going to stay in my mother's house for two days."

"Two days?" He frowned You still don't believe me? "

After so much talking, did you still not explain it clearly?

His credit line in her heart is so low?

Do you really look like a liar?

Mu Jing Yan didn't answer him directly, but her white face was covered with sweat. There was no wind in the sultry night, which made people sweat. "It's too hot outside. Please go home quickly. I'll stay at home for two days. When I think it over, I'll go home naturally. "

"What do you think?" He was very upset and upset.

She didn't answer directly, just frowned and glanced at herself, which made Li Shengrui depressed. What's the expression? Do you dislike it?

"Can't you talk about life with my mother?"

“……” He said, "I'll talk with you!"

Voice did not fall, walking long legs into the corridor, Mu Jing Yan catch up with the question, "you do not want to live here tonight?"

"That's right!"

"No, my bed is too small!"

He turned back and said with a shameless smile, "it's OK, just squeeze."