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Li Shengrui stood so quietly in the rainstorm, his white shirt sticking to his body. Who would have thought that the overbearing president of the shopping mall would have such a miserable day. Let the storm hit in their own body, cold spread all over the body, can not help shivering.

His eyes always stay in the second floor window, suddenly the woman arms appear, the man's eyes a tight.

The rainstorm washed away the muddy dust in the street, dirty and obscene, but also blocked them into a thousand mountains and rivers.

He took out his cell phone, sliding over and over again, and finally dialed it out. The rain was so heavy that he couldn't hear the beep in the phone clearly. It seemed that all the noise was drowned.

But she didn't answer.

She looked at her face without any expression.

"Mujingyan! Answer the phone He cried out.

Even if the wind and lightning outside, thunderstorm, but his voice is still accompanied by the wind, forced to bear the heart. The scene of my life hanging on the line a year ago was very impressive. Was the heavy rain so rampant that day?

Li Shengrui, in such bad weather and dangerous situation, you can completely ignore the lives of your wife and children. Are you really so hard hearted?

Do you love me? I believe you love me, but not so much.

Even if you let me fall to hell forever, we can't let our baby do any harm.

I'll never forgive you for that. You owe the baby.

Mu Jing Yan stroked his stomach. His lower abdomen was slightly raised, and he could feel his existence. Li Shengrui, even if you don't love me enough, how can you not love your child? He is your own flesh and blood.

You don't deserve to be the father of my children.

even if you don't love me enough

That accident, is her heart can never make up for the pain, she would like to forget, but often close their eyes, that all the memory of her ruthless phagocytosis.

She caresses her belly, baby, you don't have to be afraid. This time, my mother will fight to protect you.

Even if I try my best, my mother will protect you, even if I don't have a father who loves you

Even if only my mother, I will give you all my love.

Use a hundred times a thousand times love, let you be born and grow up peacefully.

This is my mother's only wish in this life.

Downstairs, the man's voice intensified, she turned fearlessly. Suddenly, someone knocked at the door.

She closed her eyes and got up to open the door.

Meng Junxi was awakened by Li Shengrui's earth shaking voice. He was sleepy, wrapped in a nightgown, and frowned. "Master Li is downstairs."

"I know." Mu Jing Yan light response, as if the man downstairs in the rain has nothing to do with himself.

Originally, Xu Baihui leaned against the doorframe to listen to him, but later came over.

"Mu Jingyan, it's not a way for you to stand still like this. It's Thunderstorm outside. I can't carry it even in my strong body. I'm sure I'll get a serious illness. There is no overnight feud between husband and wife. If there is any misunderstanding between you, the two of you should sit down to discuss, clarify and explain. Such anger will hurt your feelings for so many years. Where can there be a perfect man or a perfect marriage in this world. He... "

"What if he is seriously ill?" Mu Jing Yan sour nose, coldly said, "Secretary Xu, do you know, that time is also such a thunderstorm, rainstorm crazy, I was locked in the basement, no one, a piece of dark, just in the cold winter, the rain is icy. I've been locked up for two days. I've been soaking in the ice water for two days. The cold has been coming through every pore of my body. I have nothing to eat or drink. My name is "every day doesn't work" and "the earth should not.". I just started to call for help, I imagined that he would come to save me, I have been waiting and waiting, hope slowly turned into despair. I feel my baby is leaving me little by little. I pray to God, don't take my child's life. If you want to ask for my life, ask for my life. Do you know what it's like? Do you know what it's like to be lingchi? In those days, I suffered from the pain of being beaten late every day. I couldn't sleep every night. In my dream, there were always my children crying to me. Heartbreak, heartbreak, are not enough to explain my pain. How can you understand the pain of losing my child! You'll never understand! Never

She pointed out the window angrily, "what about him? What is that man doing these two days? Isn't he omnipotent? Isn't he well connected? Isn't he capable? What was he doing at that time? Why can't we be found? Or he didn't try his best to find it? Why did he do that! Did he swear to God that he tried his best to find us? Dare he swear to me that he is worthy of me? Dare he tell my dead child that he is worthy to be his father? Why did I blame myself for so long, but I didn't tell the truth, let me bear all the pressure, let me blame myself, and he, the culprit, was indifferent! "

"Xiaoyan!" Meng Junxi holds her and taps her on the back.Mu Jing Yan shivers with heartache, but her eyes are stubborn and hold back tears. At this moment, Xu Baihui really realized the pain in Mu Jingyan's heart, even though she had never lost her child. The truth of the fact is too cruel for mu Jingyan.

Her eyes were sore and tears gushed out.

Mu Jing Yan pushed Meng Junxi away, holding his hands tightly, shaking his body and standing there firmly, "even if he is seriously ill, what? In at least two days, he will recover, and my child will never come back. "

She said, tears can no longer help but flow down, she strong wipe away tears, "you all go to sleep.". It's a grudge between him and me. You don't have to worry about it. I'll take care of it. Since he likes to get in the rain, let's have a good enough rain. I won't be distressed... "

No more heartache. He doesn't deserve it.

This mismatched marriage left me devastated and exhausted. I try my best to look up to him, but I am as humble as dust.

Now it's time to give up.

She is tired and doesn't want to work so hard. He is also very hard. They both worked hard.

Go on if you can. If you can't go on, you'll be able to get rid of each other.

Really, no one can not leave who, the day to clear, to turn, the sun will still rise tomorrow.

It's nice to be alone.

Think about the ambiguous entanglement between him and Yunqing, think about nausea, he does not need to share a man with other women.

Xu Baihui wants to say something more. Mu Jingyan raises her hand and interrupts coldly, "Secretary Xu, I know what else you want to say. I'm sorry. I don't want to hear anything. I'm determined. I'm tired and want to sleep. "

Looking at her injured look, Meng Junxi was infuriated. He tied his belt and rushed downstairs, "Damn it!"

How much anger did the swearing utter.

Xu Baihui, seeing the scene, knew that Meng Junxi was impulsive again, and quickly turned to catch up.

See this scene, Mu Jing Yan tears, tightly pursed lips, clenched nails ruthlessly into the meat, the whole face because of excitement and twitch.

Even if her parents abandon her, even if her lover hurts herself, she and Meng Junxi, a friend, are always ready to take care of her.

Mu Jingyan, in fact, God treats you well

Meng Junxi, thank you, thank you for the warmth you gave me when I was the most helpless and lonely, like a big brother, like this safe haven for me to live in.

Thinking carefully about the years when Li Shengrui went abroad, he was waiting for the stars and the moon every day. Every time he came back, he seemed to be alive. He stayed for two days in a hurry and left in a hurry. I began to accept separation again. In those years, my life seemed to be waiting, waiting for reunion, waiting for separation.

Fortunately, in those years, in addition to loneliness, Meng Junxi accompanied him, no matter what troubles he had. Any trouble, he is the first time to appear, block in front of themselves, for their own shelter.

In fact, after careful calculation, Li Shengrui's time with him in recent years is not as good as Meng Junxi's.

Downstairs, Xu Baihui suddenly exclaimed, Mujing Yan was stunned, wiped away her tears, and ran downstairs in a hurry.

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