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"Come on! Come on Li Shengrui rushed into the hospital with Mu Jingyan in his arms, gently put her on the bed pushed by the nurses, and watched her pushed into the operating room by the doctors and nurses.

He Zeyu looked at Li Shengrui, who had no master, and comforted him, "you don't have to worry too much, maybe it's normal fetal movement."

Li Shengrui looked at the wall, the whole person inexplicably decadent, the whole body is relying on the back that point, eyes tightly staring at the front, "she just really hurt!"

He Zeyu didn't speak any more. He just pressed the palm on his shoulder to increase his strength.

I don't know how long it took Li Shengrui to rush in. Mu Jingyan was finally pulled out. Li Shengrui rushed over and stroked her cheek. "Wife, how are you..."

The fear on the little woman's face hasn't faded yet. After seeing Li Shengrui, she burst into tears. The cry grew louder and louder. Gradually, her fear turned into real tears, and her surroundings fell into a very quiet state.

Turn your head to the other side, trying to digest the fear and timidity.

The thin figure, like a sharp knife, gouged out Li Shengrui's heart.

Li Shengrui grasped her hand, felt her tremble and comforted her softly, "don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's OK!"

He looked up anxiously. He Zeyu was discussing with the attending doctor. The doctor came out and said that there was nothing wrong with the child, just

It's just that there was a pause in the back and a glance.

He Zeyu gently touched him and motioned him to go to his office to speak. Li Shengrui frowned and was full of doubts. All the little actions between the doctor and he Zeyu fell into Mu Jingyan's eyes. She was about to stand up in a moment of excitement, "what's wrong with my baby?"

Li Shengrui held her down, told her to lie down and whispered, "don't move. The doctor said that if the baby is OK, it will be OK. Well behaved, you go back to rest first. I'll ask about the situation and tell you later. "

"Li Shengrui..." Mu Jing Yan tugs at the corner of his clothes, tears still flow, unable to hide worry and helplessness.

"Be obedient! Lie down first The cloud is light and the wind is clear, giving Mu Jing Yan a peaceful smile.

She gently lay down, her face is still a little pale, weak body is not clearly showing a strong.

Obviously, she was still immersed in her previous fears.

Tears can't stop flowing, although she tried hard to bear, but the tears don't stop.

"Wife..." Li Shengrui frowned and pursed his mouth, and went to shake her hand.

Mu Jing's face was white and his voice was weaker and weaker. Awkward twist to the other side, while difficult to swallow all the choking.

Regardless of her resistance, Li Shengrui holds her in his arms. Perhaps because of his warm and steadfast embrace, the gloomy air in his heart cooled down little by little, some light in his eyes went out little by little, and a pair of eyes were like an abyss, unable to see to the end and touch clearly.

All of a sudden, Mu Jing Yan's mouth flattened, and her tears burst again. The little woman in her arms was crying wantonly, crying very sad, as if she was venting some emotion.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here." His big palm is very warm, the brush of the back, give her great comfort.

"Husband..."

This sound of husband seems to release the pressure for a long time. Just when she knew that her lost child had this direct relationship with Li Shengrui, the kind of unacceptable collapse and more than a year of self blame and guilt made her unable to face Li Shengrui and even want to never see him again. But the embarrassment after she calmed down the next day, and the scene that seemed to reappear yesterday, made her despair when she thought that she might lose her baby again. She was afraid, she was timid, she was afraid that Li Shengrui would not appear, and she was afraid that everything was a dream. All of everything, all the uneasiness, all the fear, all the guilt, as if in this moment, disintegrated.

Hold his arm tightly and drill into his arms constantly. If it can be inlaid into his body, don't you have to be afraid of anything.

She cried bitterly and her voice changed tone.

"It's all right." The expression on his face was gentle and soft, like a cloud, which made her heart tremble.

Mu Jing Yan sucked his nose, and he was still sucking. Here he was, "I'm sorry. But I'm really scared. I'm really scared. "

"I know." He faintly smile, smile slightly cool, smile slightly bitter.

Seeing her crying so depressed and sad, Li Shengrui couldn't breathe and blamed himself for not helping to protect her.

She has long been unreasonable, her small temper, her discomfort, nothing more than their own timidity.

Thinking of the baby who died in vain, her heart was aching to death. Now this hard won baby has brought guilt and worry to the first baby from the beginning.

But who can understand the bitterness and tears in her heart?

I'm afraid no one will understand, except for the man who loves her like life.

But he is the only one to understand, enough!

……Mu Jing Yan wake up again, a burst of dazzling sunlight into the house, warm sprinkle in the corner of the house.

She looked up and squinted at the blue sky. Several white clouds were drifting. The golden sun was shining on people. It was warm and lazy. If only she could do this all the time.

The baby in the belly seems to feel her mother's good mood, stretching her legs and bending over happily in the belly.

Smile and touch the stomach. At this time, the door opened and someone came in.

Seeing the people coming, Mu Jingyan looks like a child who knows her. She lowers her head. She is a little person, soft and glutinous. The sun seems to have plated a layer of gold on her body.

Li Shengrui came up to her, pinned a strand of broken hair on her forehead behind her ears, and asked her in a soft voice, "are you hungry?"

Mu Jing Yan shrinks his neck, his head is pressed lower, and he shakes his head hard.

Instant and embarrassed to nod, the cold color on the face more and more taut.

"I've asked Aunt Chen to prepare the meal. It's coming right away. You'll wait for a moment."

He raised his eyebrows and smile, white and beautiful teeth neat, with a smile is also very bright. Lazy voice with a trace of doting, fusion in the lonely night, like a wisp of feathers from the heart across.

"I..." She opened her mouth, but her voice was hoarse. "I'm not very hungry either..."

Li Shengrui frowned and touched her forehead, her cheek and her arm anxiously. He was sure that everything was ok with her. He asked uncertainly, "what's wrong with you?"

"No She said shallowly.

A gentle smile, just like a gardenia like beautiful simple, the light from the fundus of the eye a little bit like a diamond flash.

For a moment, Li Shengrui was stunned.

A piece of bright sunlight falls on the white cheek, the whole person looks like a jade carving, beautiful and cold.

Li Shengrui subconsciously wants to touch her cheek, but mu Jingyan keeps away.

The hand that stops in mid air, embarrassed shrunk.

"I'll see if Aunt Chen is here yet?"

"Li Shengrui!"

His steps stopped and his back trembled slightly. After a moment, he turned to look at her with a smile and said, "what's the matter?"

"What did Aunt Chen do? I want to eat something sour Smile, lovely little tiger teeth leak out.

"I've arranged it." Li Shengrui said,

his face is light, and he can't see too many emotions. Sadness and joy won't appear on it, which makes people unable to guess his true thoughts.

He stood there, a moment later suddenly said, "please believe me, when you had an accident a year ago, I really tried my best to find you, just..."

The wings of the nose closed, and the expression of disappointment gradually appeared on his face, "because everything happened, but it was really my fault that made you suffer so much, causing irreparable harm. This matter..."

Mu Jing Yan sits quietly on the bed, tears flow quietly.

Listen to Li Shengrui's confession quietly.

"I'm really sorry for the harm I've done to you. I understand what children mean to you..."

It means the continuation of our life, more important than our own life, the end of waiting and the beginning of happiness And everything is frothing because of children's leaving.

He said, "I always know the pain in your heart. If I can, I will bear all the pain for you. I understand that it's hard for you to accept this fact, but please firmly believe in my love for you. I know what you said before is angry words. I accept those words about why you married you and about Yunqing and so on. I understand that you are angry with me. "

He lowered his eyes. "Anyway, I hope you don't leave me. You can scold me, beat me or punish me. I don't want you to leave me. If I lose you, I will lose everything. Give me a chance to make it up to you and our children. I will do you double and with all my heart. "

Mu Jing Yan sat on one side, always not anxious, with a smile in his mouth, the whole person is like a light sunshine falling here, but the deep of the beautiful eyes, but with a touch of deep love.

Mujingyan understood that because of the big cry and Li Shengrui's sincere confession, she was finally relieved.

It's just hard to accept and resent at the beginning.

Now, she didn't hate it for a long time.

Of course, she understands Li Shengrui's kindness to herself, which is really good.

I'm afraid no one in this world will be so kind to themselves.

The relationship between the two seems to return to the pure love when they were young, and the two seem to occupy a new place.

Once, I chased after him, looking forward to the beauty.

At the beginning, I didn't expect that one day he would be obedient and affectionate to himself.

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