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On the way back, mujingyan sat quietly in his car and looked out of the window. He didn't know what he was thinking and didn't speak.

Li Shengrui glanced in the rearview mirror and broke the calm on his own initiative. "That time, as soon as I returned home, I heard that you were missing. Just as I was desperately looking for you, I suddenly received a strange phone call. The other party said that as long as Li agreed to his terms of cooperation, they would tell me where you were. It rained heavily that day, and all the clues were hard to find. I really had no way to promise to meet with the other party first, but I waited the next day for a whole day. At noon, the other party didn't show up, and I didn't hear from you. When I realized that I should have been cheated, they deliberately delayed their time so that I couldn't find you, Duan Qing just called me. "

He parked your car on the side of the road and said in a low voice, "it's all my fault. I put all my hopes on that negotiation. Maybe I'll find you earlier, maybe that won't happen I I'm really sorry for you and the baby

Looking at Mu Jingyan, I felt very sad. "I didn't dare to tell you that I didn't want to evade responsibility. I was afraid that you would blame me, hate me and leave me, so you can Forgive me? "

Mu Jing Yan quietly looked at his side face, slightly up the corner of the mouth has a far fetched, almost perfect side face clear outline, and even can see his long eyebrows at the root of the clear eyebrows, as well as the slender eyelashes of the subtle tremor, occasionally sliding the Adam's apple, indicating his inner uneasiness.

"Mu Jing Yan?"

"Well?"

Mu Jing Yan looks at him confused.

"You just look at me and hear me?" Li Shengrui's shallow frown.

"Well."

“……”

Mu Jingyan looks at him, then draws back her eyes, lowers her head and purses her mouth, "husband, I'm sorry,"

Li Shengrui looks at her strangely, looks at her eyebrows and eyes in every way, gets up, kisses her forehead, and smells the fragrance of her hair. Li Shengrui feels satisfied, and his face is full of smiles that can't be hidden.

The most beautiful emotion in the world is not how good you feel, but how good you treat me. Mutual dependence is the deepest love.

maybe the relationship between Li Shengrui and Mu Jingyan is like this.

……

Time flies, leaves fall one by one, with a trace of regret, in the blink of an eye is late autumn, the weather is also slowly cold.

Mujingyan's stomach is very obvious. She goes to bed early and gets up early every day to adjust her work and rest time. Originally, she wanted to practice yoga for pregnant women to pass the time. As a result, she was stopped by Xiang Ruolan when she didn't practice much. She said it was a high-risk action, which was too scary. Let Mu Jing Yan follow her to learn flower arrangement and cultivate her sentiment. Sometimes Dai Rou will ask her to go to the coffee shop they often go to, listen to the soothing light music, and live a natural and comfortable life.

"Xiasisi, we miss you so much."

Two people sit together, and Xia Sisi video chat.

Xia Sisi was wearing pajamas without any image, staring at the chicken nest head and cutting her nails. After listening to her two words, she said, "cut, don't sensationalize, how much conscience do you have? When I was there, I was hurt every day. If you can't see me, just remember my name? "

Dai Rou smiles and opens her lips. "I miss you. She said it, but I didn't say it. But now I really believe in three years of pregnancy. Last week, I accompanied her to the hospital for a blood test. When she untied her coat and was ready to roll up the sleeves of her undershirt, I was shocked. I hugged her and covered the goods with her coat. Guess what? This one's wearing a bra on the outside of the base coat! "

"Damn it! Mu Jingyan, are you Cosplay Superman The two of them were laughing back and forth.

Mu Jing Yan curled her lips and watched them cover their stomachs, laughing wildly, pretending to be wronged, "I feel like my brain is like a mobile phone with full memory, which is not only slow, but also easy to crash. However, my mother-in-law said that this is normal, you two don't laugh at me, maybe you two are not as good as me! Xia Sisi, when will you come back? I'll forget what you look like if you don't come back? "

"No conscience! I have no conscience Xia Sisi gave her a hard gouge, "I see you have a baby, I completely forget!"

"Almost!"

"Mujingyan! You're tired of living! "

Dai Rou leaned back with a smile, "seriously, Xia Sisi, when will you come back, and you won't plan to never see us again?"

"Ah Xia Sisi curled up and pouted, "do you think I don't want to go back? I live like a thief every day. I have to do everything secretly. I don't dare to go to the street or buy vegetables. I order takeout every day. I even have to take out a special aunt towel. How can I live! But for the living Bodhisattva, Mr. Li, to support me, I would really go to eat the earth! "

"It's still so out of tune. What's the matter? The empress of the main palace is here. There is no one to keep the door open

Hear her two chirp to mention oneself, Mu Jing Yan suddenly one Zheng, wave a hand, "have nothing to have nothing to have nothing to have nothing to have, what have you not said?"

Dai Rou hands a stand, "look, I don't know what to think?""Ah?" Mu Jing Yan looks at her two faces.

"My God!" Xia Sisi almost jumped up, almost threw away the iPad, and calmed down, "mujingyan, is it the only IQ you have left? It's all sucked up by your daughter. This silly girl, even your negative intelligence quotient also sucks. Aren't you afraid that the more you suck, the more stupid you are? "

Mu Jing Yan frowned and pointed to Xia Sisi in the iPad, "do you think you are stupid? This is your daughter. Do you curse yourself so stupid? Does that make you happy? "

Xia Sisi was stunned and then smirked at Mu Jingyan, "ha ha, I know! Mu Jingyan, you must have been too lonely because you haven't been with your husband for a long time? "

"Xiasisi, are you talking nonsense again?"

"Oh, hey, I have all the children. What's the pretence?" Xia Sisi clapped his hands and said, "you must have empty body, leading to empty brain! It's all a chain reaction

"Xia Sisi, I think it's you who are empty and lonely! What a dirty girl

"Ah Xia Sisi casually lying on the sofa, "do you know what is in the mind of an empty and lonely woman every day?"

Then he sat up and said, "you say I'm not suffocating, so I'm so empty and lonely? You know what? I've been doing spring Meng for several days in a row? As soon as I close my eyes, I am a naked and strong man. Should I find a man to discharge my poison

It's really Xia Sisi. I don't care about it on the surface, but I care about it in my heart.

But when she said this, these two people had been frightened by her words.

Xia Sisi found their surprised expression and said, "Hello! What's your face? Can't I find a man? How strange

"No!"

"That's right! But don't worry! " Xia Sisi especially flaunted the bangs, "yesterday afternoon, a handsome guy moved in from the opposite side. I'll go to the biceps, I think it's almost ten..."

Suddenly there was a low voice, "interesting to me!"

“……”

"See, I know you don't believe it! Today, I opened the door to take out the garbage, and the handsome guy also opened the door and gave me a smile. Mom, that smile really hit my little heart! "

Xia Sisi said saliva flying, Mu Jing Yan helplessly looking at Dai Rou, seems to ask her advice.

Dai Rou nods to her and suddenly interrupts Xia Sisi. "Xia Sisi, Duan Qing is getting married on Saturday."

The wonderful fantasy of chirping suddenly stops.

Sometimes there are things in the world that really have to go against our conscience and original intention, so that we can continue to watch and endure. Just like Xia Sisi at the moment, she is obviously a little sad, a little painful, and a little lost. She has such chaotic emotions, but she doesn't know who to talk to. She can only let these emotions writhe in her heart, and then make the wind clear and the clouds light.

What can she say? What can be expressed?

What we can do is to hide the little 999 in our heart, and the smile on our face is still not satisfied. "Get married and get married. It's none of my business! Is it hard for me to be a chaste heroine? What's more, I've got a handsome guy from the opposite door! "

Mujingyan tightly looks at Xia Sisi's eyes, like a deep pool that can never be seen to the end, where she doesn't know what kind of secret and past are hiding, tightly wrapping her, no one can get close to her, warm her, mujingyan seems to be able to accompany her, such Xia Sisi makes her sad, "Xia Xia, you come back. Duan Qing has been looking for you. If he doesn't have you in his heart, how can he persevere in looking for you? I heard Li Shengrui say that Duan Qing hasn't had a woman around him in recent years. If you still love him... "

"Love what love?" Xia Sisi sneered and waved his hand, "I'm too old to move, and I don't love you any more. I used to be young and ignorant, like to be a bully, like to abuse myself. Now I want to open up, this kind of man can't afford to love. I'm more in love with warm men now. It's only reliable to understand how these people live. "

Mu Jing Yan frowned. In fact, he still knew "OK.". But if you still can't let him go, come back before the weekend and make it clear to him. Don't let yourself leave regrets... "

There are some things that you can see clearly, speak clearly and think through, but you can't do anything. Xia Sisi, for example, can't forget in seven years, and can be relieved in just a few months?

"All right, all right. Mu Jing Yan, look at you sharpening haw's strength. " Xia Sisi said, "I've loved him blind for seven years, but if I don't love him, I'll kick him in a moment. I won't give him a chance even if he rolls over and kneels down to beg me now. Don't ask me to make it clear to him. Xia Sisi will never do such a cheap thing again! "

Mu Jingyan knows that she and Xia Sisi have the same attitude towards feelings, like and don't like, black and white, there is no strength to try those edge feelings. But Xia Sisi has always been braver than herself, and she always knows what she wants.Since she chose to let go, she must have her idea.

After the video with Xia Sisi, Mu Jingyan can't help asking Dai Rou, "did she really put it down?"

Dai Rou sipped her coffee and said faintly, "it's really hard to say this kind of thing, but I haven't put down my feelings for seven years, and I put them down in an instant. Do you believe it? "

"I don't believe it!" she said