C220

Another day has passed, and Meng Junxi still has no news. Mu Jingyan trembles at the thought that Secretary Xu may be leaving.

Finally, in the evening, he Zeyu called and said that Meng Junxi had returned to Meng's home.

At this time, in the Li family, half an hour later, he said to Ruolan, "let's go on a blind date tomorrow."

Li Hanshui's eyes flashed, but he was still silent.

But her heart is like a huge stone, rippling, a circle swing away.

A moment later, she turned and went upstairs. Mujingyan followed her and knocked on her door, "cold water!"

Li Hanshui opened the door and looked at her blankly, "what's the matter? Do you want to come in? "

Mu Jing Yan nodded and went in. At first glance, she swept Li Hanshui's bedroom. This was her first time to come in. In the past, she was occasionally asked to glance outside when she was eating.

Now look, it's very girly.

Mu Jing Yan thought about how to open her mouth in her heart. Her smile faded away, and her heart rang slightly, like a very thin string, which popped up a sigh at the bottom of her heart.

Seeing that she did not speak, Li Hanshui was even more puzzled and asked him in a voice, "what's the matter?"

Mu Jing Yan felt her heart tip trembling slightly, and her fingertips were pale because of holding her fingers tightly. She swallowed a mouthful of saliva, her heart beat into a ball, but her tone was very firm, "cold water, can you not go to that blind date?"

“……” Li Hanshui is petrified.

Mujing Yan stares at her, while Li Hanshui's eyes flash, a touch of ridicule and disgust, like an invisible sword in the air, stabs Mujing Yan lightly but ruthlessly.

"Cold water!" Mu Jing Yan looked at her expression changes, pursed her lips and thought for a long time, "I understand your feelings, but you can see that Meng Junxi loves Secretary Xu, you must see it!"

Mu Jing Yan's words like a needle into her heart, the fine lingering pain slowly diffused, let her even breathe a little difficult, she slowly said, "I know how, do not know how? Now it's him who's going on a blind date. I didn't force him! "

"But you should understand that he will not go on a blind date with you sincerely. He loves Secretary Xu so much. How can he stop loving her in such a short time and be willing to go on a blind date with you? "

Li Hanshui shivered, her face pale, tightly biting her lips, hanging face, appeared a cold smile like water. This kind of Li Hanshui is very distressing.

Living together for such a long time, how can feelings be hidden?

"Mu Jingyan, what do you mean?" There was a slight sneer in her tone. When the last sentence came out, there was a smile in the corner of her mouth. "I admit I'm not as beautiful as her, I don't have her temperament. I can say that I'm not as good as her? But what about this? Is it because I am inferior to her that I should be deprived of the right to love someone? "

Her voice was choking and shaking. "I didn't put the knife on his neck to force him to have a blind date! He volunteered. What does it have to do with me? "

"Cold water!"

"Get out!" Li Hanshui pointed to the door and pushed her out! I don't want to see you, I don't want to hear you, you get out of here! "

The anger in the heart has more and more exaltation, the cold meaning in the voice instantly enlarges, "go out!"

Then the door was slammed shut.

Mu Jing Yan stood at the door, but would not give up persuasion, "cold water, listen to me! I just want you to understand that it only hurts you. Even if he wants to marry you, do you dare? Can you accept that he loves others and marries you? This will only do you more harm! Wake up

Li Hanshui chuckles. There is an arc of ridicule on his lips, but tears flow down his face in an instant. The pain in his heart is like a sea of anger, which makes her crazy in an instant. If he drowns in the water, his chest is too crowded to breathe.

She asked chokingly, "what about you? Why don't you give up when the whole world thinks you're not worthy of my brother? When things don't happen to you, you take it for granted to criticize me. What qualifications do you have? "

Mujing's face, eyebrow and heart are all sad clouds that can't be melted. "Hanshui, I know you like Meng Junxi, but you can't be impulsive and lose the happiness of your life. You should know clearly that emotion is like a double-edged sword. If the other party can't give you the emotion you want, then decisively cut off, ambiguous and always hurt others and yourself. "

"Go away!" A heartrending roar came out, followed by a suffocating smacking sound.

"You should go to Meng Junxi about this. Is it useful for you to talk to me so much? What has changed? "

Mu Jing Yan has nothing to say for a moment. She tries to contact Meng Junxi, but he doesn't answer the phone at all.

It seems that Li Shengrui has to be contacted.

Meng Junxi is obviously escaping now, he dare not face the reality.

She didn't know why it was like this.

"Hanshui, I just hope we are all happy."With that, Mu Jing Yan turns around and sees Xiang Ruolan standing at the stairway. She should have been standing there for a long time. The four eyes of the two people are opposite, and they all see the loss, helplessness and fear from each other's eyes.

“……” A moment later, Mu Jing Yan put aside her eyes and hung her head. Her long and thick eyelashes fell on her pale eyelids like a butterfly wing, covering the look in her eyes. She didn't speak and went directly into the room.

Now she doesn't like the feeling. After more than a year of running in, the family finally changed because of the hard won baby in her stomach. Xiang Ruolan was no longer critical of herself, and Li Hanshui gradually opened her heart to herself. The family lived happily together. During these days, her heart seemed to be filled with warm honey, sweet and warm.

But all of a sudden, everything seems to return to the origin. No one understood her. Everyone was alienated by the little secret in their heart.

It's not a good feeling.

I'm working hard for Meng Junxi and Secretary Xu to make up again, but in the end, it's also for Hanshui to have a better home.

Why is it not understood?

She closed the door and didn't turn on the light.

She seems to have a deep sleep. Even when Li Shengrui comes back, she doesn't feel it. It's Li Shengrui who comes back to do something in a low voice for fear of waking her up.

When I open my eyes again, it's already noon. The drowsiness is getting worse and worse.

Maybe it was too much worry yesterday, so I sleep very deeply today.

Hearing the sound of Li Shengrui taking a bath, she rubs her sleepy eyes and stares at her disorderly hair and goes to the bathroom. She can't wait to know if he has contacted Meng Junxi and when Secretary Xu will leave.

Just walked to the bedside table, the weak light of his mobile phone flashed up, she thought, or picked up the mobile phone.

Open.

She was stunned, staring at the information on the mobile phone screen.

Li Shengrui opened the door and came out. Seeing her expression and wiping her hair, his heart suddenly sank. An ominous premonition spread in his heart and covered his whole body.

"Li Shengrui, can you tell me? What do you mean Mu Jing Yan's hysterical questioning.

Li Shengrui took the mobile phone and twisted her eyebrows. She felt that her heart was hard to open. She looked at her with deep eyes.

"What does Secretary Xu mean by sending you this short message? Is there anything else you haven't told me? " Mu Jing Yan's cold eyes stare at him.

Li Shengrui's eyes are as calm as the deep sea, but the hidden surge beneath the calm surface is inexplicable and frightening. Mu Jing Yan's worry finally happened.

"Xu Baihui's plane today should have gone by now."

"What! Why didn't you say that earlier? " Mu Jing Yan flurried to call Meng Junxi.

"Meng Junxi, please, answer the phone quickly! Why don't you answer the phone! "

But no one answered. She pushed Li Shengrui away, opened the door and went downstairs, but didn't find anyone at home. "Where have all the people gone?"

Aunt Chen came out of the kitchen. "They're all out."

"Where have you been?"

"It's going on a blind date!"

"When did you leave? Where is it? "

"They've been walking for more than an hour, as if they were in some coffee shop."

Mujingyan took the coat and was about to go out. Li Shengrui grabbed her and said, "don't worry, you don't even know how to find the place?"

"Don't touch me!" Mu Jing Yan flings away his hand viciously, "I think of a way myself, don't need you to manage! Li Shengrui, are you going too far? "

Li Shengrui's face was stiff, and his helplessness flashed by. "I know where it is. I'll take you!"

Say, shrewd to Mu Jing Yan wrapped up, take her downstairs, will she into the car, fasten the seat belt, two people in the ice and snow shuttle.

Li Shengrui is engrossed in overtaking. Mu Jingyan looks at the outside world and has an indescribable feeling in his heart.

Slightly frowning brow, tightly rubbing hands, revealed her inner uneasiness.

Li Shengrui said softly, "don't be afraid. It's OK."

Mu Jing Yan nodded and kept silent.