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"Why do you have to force me like this?"

Meng Junxi looked at the two people he respected and loved, and the hatred and love in his heart were intertwined, mixed into every drop of his blood and tormented every inch of his nerves.

Bai Zilan body a Zheng, feel like a claw, mercilessly tear her chest a hole, the winter cold wind whistling through there, she can't help but tightly grasp Meng Zhongye's arm.

"Why do you have to force me? You've dominated my life since I was born. I thought I could be free at the age of 18 and plan my own life, but what? You have to decide everything for me. I don't want to live like a zombie. What's wrong with that? " Meng Junxi's eyes were in a daze, and his eyes were calm without waves, sadness or joy. "I want to know what is freedom and what is living? I want to belong to my own life Meng Junxi! What's wrong with that? "

"You don't know your fortune when you are in it!" Meng Zhongye scolded him with a cold face. The light in his eyes flashed like a sharp blade in the light.

Bai Zilan pushed him and motioned him not to speak. She went along well and tried to endure the discomfort on her body. She was pale and weak. "Junxi, our family has this condition, which can make your life more smooth. We are all for you. Why can't you understand?"

Bai Zilan coughed and continued to persuade, "we'll lay a good road for you. We hope you can have a smooth sailing. We don't agree that you should marry a girl of the Xu family. Naturally, it's for your happiness's sake. We don't want you to be happy for a while and suffer for a lifetime! "

"I can't understand!" Meng Junxi's eyes suddenly cold, light flash, such as winter ice, he pursed his lips, heart sneer. "This kind of life without blood, flesh and ego is better to die!"

If so, what are you doing alive?

From birth, we can see what life will look like in the next few decades. There is no self, no pain, and even happiness is luxury. What are you doing alive?

What he wants is just a vigorous love scene and staying with his beloved forever.

Bai Zilan heard this, the heart is a blow, tears in both eyes, poor smile, "you mean I should die, right?"

“……” Meng Junxi naturally understood her words. Every word was like a sharp knife, whistling through his eardrum and penetrating into his heart.

And Meng Zhongye slapped and fan in the past, in his heart, Bai Zilan is the most precious existence in his heart, no one can hurt her, even if this person is his son.

But Bai Zilan held him, "don't beat him!"

"Fight! Let's fight! Kill me Meng Junxi smiles, but his smile is cold. His lips are like a knife, and his voice is cold. "If it wasn't for your repeated obstruction, how could Huihui leave me! We got married a long time ago! You ruined my love and my home! It ruined my happiness

"Meng Junxi, please be sober!" Bai Zilan used all her strength to yell, "she left you because she didn't love you enough, she can't stand a little test! Do you understand She doesn't love you enough! "

Meng Junxi was stunned. He felt as if he had fallen into the abyss. Below was the cold pool of bone marrow, which made him cold and desperate.

"Think about it!"

With these words, Bai Zilan bites her lips and hugs Meng Zhongye's arm tightly. She seems to get some warmth from him, but she only feels the cold, bone cold.

Then there was a loud bang.

Her eyes were startled by the blink, incredible looking at the broken blue and white porcelain.

Meng Junxi seems to be crazy. He smashes everything he can touch. In a moment, his crackling sound is enlightening.

People are shrinking their necks to hide.

"Come on, tie up this unfilial son for me!" Meng Zhongye was furious.

The next people have no choice but to harden their heads, but Meng Junxi has been crazy six relatives do not recognize, no one can stop him.

Bai Zilan cried out. Meng Zhongye worried that she would faint after being stimulated. He held her shoulder and took her upstairs to her room. He told her not to be angry with this unfilial son again. He turned back and said, "hurry up!"

Meng Junxi looked up at the sky with a cry of grief and pushed everything to the commanding height.

……

Late at night, everything was quiet.

Meng Junxi is sitting beside his bed, smoking cigarette butts all over the place. He doesn't know how much he smoked.

His eyes fell on the void. He held his breath and did not dare to breathe hard. He was afraid that he would smell the breath left by her in the room and the fragrance left by her in his nose, in his lungs and in his heart. It was like bone biting pain.

He pressed the light of the mobile phone, looking at the appearance of Xu Baihui's smile on the screen, heartache can't help. She has been sent countless text messages, but she did not reply to any of them.

Click the message Mu Jingyan sent him.

Xiao Mengmeng, have you seen Secretary Xu?Little monk, are you ok?

Xiao Mengmeng, call me back when you see the message. No matter how late, I'll wait for you.

Little monk, I'm worried about you.

……

Meng Junxi cold heart, because of this ray of sunshine and some temperature, he forced the emotion between the throat back. I called Mu Jingyan.

At this time, more than two in the morning.

Mu Jing Yan heard the phone ring, a hand to touch the phone, stick in the ear, "Hello!"

"Is it so late to disturb your rest?"

"No!" Mu Jing Yan immediately said, aware of the people around also wake up, is sitting up.

She asked anxiously, "are you ok?"

"Not good." He no longer hid his emotions, endured the tears of his eyes all night, and finally fell down. The tears fell on his clothes, and disappeared quickly, leaving only a faint trace of water.

I can hear his voice is very flat, but it seems that he will collapse in the next second.

Mu Jing Yan deliberated for a long time and asked him carefully, "are you Did you catch up with Secretary Xu? "

"Well."

Meng Junxi is silent. Mujing Yan doesn't know how to say it, so he doesn't speak any more.

"She doesn't love me. No matter how hard I try, I can't catch her."

"Do you love her?" Mu Jing Yan's voice is gentle, just like the autumn wind, gently blowing into Meng Junxi's heart, slightly itching, light pain, slowly diffuse in his heart.

"Of course I love him."

This is the answer with overwhelming certainty.

I just want to cherish the woman in front of me and spend the day with her calmly. The years are quiet.

Two people look at each other a smile, is the best time of life.

He's still here, the beauty's gone.

"Are you sure?" Mu Jing Yan asked him again, "since you love him. So easy to give up? "

“…… I She has people she likes. If I pester her She won't be happy

Mu Jing Yan sighed, "if you worry about this, worry about that, so you give up? What if Secretary Xu has you in mind and she is waiting for you to chase her? You give up, and Secretary Xu won't look back. "

"I don't want her to be sad. I don't want her to have a choice."

"Meng Junxi, if you are so timid, then you really have a white love."

Meng Junxi a shock, originally dim black eyes in the dark with brilliance.

I feel that my heart seems to drop a drop of warm and sweet water, moistening the cold and dry place in my heart, moist and soft, with a trace of itching.

For a long time, he chuckled.