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I didn't expect that Duan ran could hold on until noon. There was still a little weak morning light in the morning. At noon, there were suddenly dark clouds.

The dark clouds are squeezing the sky, so heavy that they seem to fall down. The indifferent wind is shuttling fiercely, so oppressive that it seems that the whole world is quiet.

Duan ran coughed again and it seemed difficult to breathe. Then he fell down on the bed and didn't move. Mujing Yan exclaimed, and the doctor came in immediately.

The doctor examined it and shook his head slightly, leaving his last breath.

There's one last breath.

As if, in his heart, there are still unfulfilled wishes and people concerned.

Mu Jing Yan in the heart pulls into a regiment, stands at one side.

Duan Rong and Duan Zhen are with him by the bed, holding his hand from left to right. Duan Rong can't hear his mouth open and close, and she doesn't know what to say to the father. She lies in his ear and says softly, for fear that it will startle him, and tears flow down.

Mother left very early, father as a husband, how reluctant, as a father, how hard, all this she is very clear. So as the eldest daughter, she hopes to share some for her father through her own efforts, so that he doesn't have to work so hard.

She remembers a time when her father patted her on the shoulder, "Rong Er, are you tired?"

"Not tired!"

The father stares at her tightly, no longer speaks, turns and leaves.

My father didn't remarry these years. The day my mother left, my father's heart was taken away.

On one side, Duan Zhen cried more heartbroken.

Mu Jing Yan can't stand the scene of life and death. She can't breathe. She turns around and goes downstairs. She wants to take a breath in the yard.

Li Shengrui has been waiting for her to come out downstairs. Seeing that she has come downstairs depressed, Mu Jingyan comes up to him and looks at Li Wu sleeping in his arms. He seems to say calmly, "did you wake up just now?"

"No, I had a good sleep." Li Shengrui reached out and stroked her eyes, which were red and swollen and heartbreaking.

"If you want to cry, cry out."

"I'm fine." With a reluctant smile at Li Shengrui, he gently stroked the baby's little hand.

"If I go out for a walk, you can hold her here. If she wakes up and is hungry, you can call me."

"It's OK. I'll be back after a walk. " Mu Jing Yan wrapped up his coat, and wrapped himself in a scarf, only showing his red and swollen eyes, so that he could rest assured.

She went straight out, not talking.

Mu Jing Yan went to the backyard with the housekeeper and looked at the land full of flowers and plants and the sky above her head. Suffused with gray blue light, shining on the land.

She asked the housekeeper, "are all the old houses here burnt to ashes?"

The housekeeper also looked at the land and sighed, "yes, the fire burned for several days and nights. I can't remember it clearly. I just remember that the fire couldn't be put out. The master fell ill and let the first lady take full responsibility. Later I learned that when the second lady died, the master A mouthful of blood vomited out, and then the fever did not subside, lying for more than half a year to the ground

"Is it?" Mu Jing Yan seems to see the figure in the fire, heart like a knife.

"Later, the master told people to plant Lavender here. He said he didn't want to think of it again. But after all these years, one day I put it down. "

Mu Jing Yan listen, a moment later, turned and said, "go back."

……

All afternoon, Duan's house was lifeless. Everything was ready. The doctor had diagnosed that he would not live until 12 o'clock tonight.

Several people were crying. When they heard the cry upstairs, mujingyan stopped and did not dare to step forward. She heard Duanzhen crying, Dad, don't sleep, wake up.

She did not dare to go in, did not dare to see these scenes of separation, let tears flow.

She was afraid to see the scene of death.

Suddenly someone burst in and ran upstairs like a cold wind. She raised her eyes and saw Duan Qing rush into the bedroom.

Like induction, she suddenly looked back and saw Xia Sisi standing behind her for a long time. Then, Xia Sisi quickly walked up and hugged Mu Jingyan.

"Don't be afraid. I'm here."

Xia Sisi tightly hugs Mu Jing Yan in his arms, but he keeps shaking.

Mu Jing Yan heard these words, tears are Susu and down, voice choked, "summer summer."

They went upstairs together and stood at the door of the bedroom. Seeing Duan Qing's face standing at the end of the bed, he narrowed his eyes tightly and looked at Duan ran who had fallen into a coma. He had mixed feelings.

Duan Zhen rushes to him in tears and punches him one by one. She constantly scolds him, beats him and annoys him. Duan Qing doesn't move and lets her out.

Duan Qing's tears came down, but he pressed his lips tightly. Later, Duan ran seemed to hear everyone's call. He was dizzy and calm. He reluctantly raised his eyes to look at the person standing in front of his bed. His voice was hoarse and said, "Duan Qing."

"I'm sorry, grandfather!" Duan Qing walks over, shakes his hand and sits down beside him.Duan ran whispered to Duan Qing intermittently, probably telling him that the reason why he was dissatisfied with Duan Qing and was strict with him was to make him excellent. Every time he saw his achievements, his heart was actually very happy, terrible, he was proud and complacent, he would say so many cruel words to him. Unexpectedly, it backfired. He was forced to study medicine. He always regretted it.

Duan Qing learned that his grandfather also appreciated and affirmed himself, and he was even more sad. He felt like a knife in his heart and pursed his lips tightly. "Every time I try hard to prove myself, every time I feel that I am perfect, you will deny me and criticize me. For a long time, I am used to being criticized by you and against you."

Duan Qing with tears, squeeze out a smile, "grandfather, I haven't heard you scold me for a long time, even some miss, you or scold me, whip me."

Duan ran was at the end of his life. He hung his hands and said, "I want to. I'm really tired. I have no strength. "

Duan Qing holds his hand, only to find that his grandfather is as thin as a wood, and tears fall on the back of his hand.

Duan Qing and Xia Sisi came back immediately after they got the news. I didn't stop all the way to eat. Knowing that they didn't have a meal, Mu Jingyan asked the kitchen to prepare some and told him to go and have some.

Duan qingmune shakes his head and sits by Duan Ran's bed. He is remembering the memories of himself and his grandfather.

His family took turns to persuade him, but he was still indifferent and couldn't hear a word. Later, Xia Sisi went in and gently put her arms around his neck from behind to give him silent comfort. Duan Qing understood that Xia Sisi was worried about himself and asked him not to.

Duan Qing looked back in her arms, a moment later. I got up and took her downstairs.

In fact, we all have no appetite. Even in the face of delicious food, we can't afford to eat.

The atmosphere was a little dull.

Xia Sisi looked at everyone's sad face and pretended to be easy to tease Li Wu in Mujing Yan's arms. "You see, this little baby is pink and tender. When she grows up, she must be a big beauty."

"Well." Mu Jing Yan looks at Li Wu in his arms, his eyes are gentle, like warm sun.

Li Shengrui came in from the outside. He just called Ruolan and asked her to come and take Li Wu home first. He was afraid that he might be busy in the evening. He and Mu Jing Yan must be very busy, there is no time to take care of her.

"When will mom come?" Mu Jing Yan asked.

"We've set out. It's estimated to be 30 or 40 minutes. She came with my father and said that she wanted to come and contribute. "

Mu Jing Yan was sad again. She couldn't bear the old man to leave, but everyone was waiting for the moment of death.