I don't know why. When I came here, Ansheng was inexplicably heavy.
She holds the bouquet and follows Ling Chenghao.
And her side holds the fruit basket's Kang Mu Zhi, similarly the expression is solemn.
Around, three people came to the tomb of a martyr named an Hengbin.
Seeing the name and the picture on the tombstone, Ansheng understood instantly.
Looking at the friendly look of the man in the picture, she blushed.
Ling Chenghao takes out a white handkerchief from his pocket, squats down and wipes the picture on the tombstone, then says: "lao'an, I've come to see you and brought Sheng'er, "he said, looking back at Ansheng," sheng'er, this is your own father, a martyr. "
Ansheng suppresses his mood and nods.
"Sheng'er, put down the flowers and kneel down and kowtow to your father."
Ansheng did the same, put the flowers in front of and behind the tombstone, knelt down, and made three loud knocks.
Ling Chenghao sighed, "in those days, we were in danger when we were carrying out the mission together. Your father had a chance to survive. It was to save me that he..."
He sighed: "sheng'er, I owe you a father and a complete home. I'm sorry."
Although Ansheng tried to restrain himself, the tears in his eyes still flowed down.
She looked at the person in the picture and said calmly, "Dad, it's not your fault."
"Blame me," he opened the bottle and poured a glass of white wine. "All these years, I've wronged you. Your mother doesn't know your life experience. She's always targeting you. It's my fault that you are unhappy at home every day."
"Dad, I don't know. Don't talk about it."
"OK, listen to you," Ling Chenghao nodded. "I bought this wine the day I carried you home. It's been more than 20 years. I'll bring you a drink with your father only when you meet a happy event. Today, I brought you here with dusk. Your father must be very happy, so..."
He handed his glass to kangmuzhi: "Muzhi, give your father-in-law a toast."
Kang Mu put down the fruit basket, took the wine and knelt down in front of the tombstone.
"Dad, I am kangmuzhi, Ansheng's husband. Don't worry about giving the rest of Ansheng's life to me. I will treat her well."
His words attracted Ansheng's eyes with tears in their eyes.
Kangmuzhi smiled at her, raised his hand to wipe away her tears, and poured the wine in the glass in front of the tombstone.
Then Ling Chenghao poured another glass of wine: "lao'an, I'm sorry, I didn't keep the secret, blame me, have an unfilial son I'm really sorry for you. "
"Dad Don't say that. It's not your fault. My father knows how good you are to me. " She said, clapping his hand: "Dad, can you take Kangmu away for a while? I want to talk to My father said a few words. "
"OK," Ling Chenghao stood up and said to the tombstone, "I will come to see you tomorrow. Let's have a good drink tomorrow. Today, you can accompany your daughter well."
With that, he left with the help of Kangmu.
There was a silence around. It was in the cemetery, but Ansheng didn't feel afraid at all.
She is upright, looking at the eyes of an Hengbin in the photo.
"Nice to meet you, Dad," she said with an unnatural smile at the photo. "Thank you for letting me come to this world, though You didn't see me grow up, but I know it's not your intention, Dad I mean, Ling's father said that you are a good man. I believe that you didn't really give up to me because of too much negotiation. That's why you didn't keep the chance to grow up with me. I don't blame you, really. "
Ansheng said and wiped the tears from his eyes with his head down.
"All these years, I was at Ling's house, and my father treated me so well that I never knew that I had another father in the world, so no matter how my mother treated me, I felt very happy because of my father. So, if you just had a father, you should not take it to heart, he loves me very much.
Dad, you have a soul in the sky. Don't worry about me. If there is an afterlife, I will be your daughter again and give you a chance to love me. So Don't blame yourself and don't feel sorry for me. I will be happy. Don't worry. "
Ansheng said, bending over to knock his head on the ground, and his voice choked: "the only thing I regret is that I failed to hold you and call you dad in your face, so I am not crying because I am sad, but because I am sorry.
But The most fortunate thing about regret is In my lifetime, let me know your existence, not to let me see you in the sky in the future, do not recognize you, Dad, I will often come back to see you later. "
She raised her head, dried her tears, took a deep breath and got up: "father Ling and kangmuzhi are waiting for me. Today I'll go back first. Next time, I'll make some dishes myself and have a meal with you. Dad, I'll see you next time."She finished, and gave an Heng bin kowtow a head, this just got up to leave.
Not far away, Ansheng has wiped away all his tears.
She smiled and walked to two men not far away.
"I've kept you waiting."
Ling Chenghao patted her on the shoulder: "it doesn't matter how long we wait."
"Dad, can I ask you something?"
"You say, dad will do it for you."
"I'm not Ling's daughter. I think some journalists will go deep into it. I don't want my father to be disturbed in the heaven, so I hope you can help me stop some news. "
"Don't worry, I won't allow anyone to disturb old Ann."
Ansheng nodded, "thank you, Dad."
"Silly boy, what are you polite to dad?"
Ansheng hesitated for a while and then asked, "Dad, I Where is my biological mother? "
Ling Chenghao said with some guilt: "when I woke up from the hospital, I arrived at your home as soon as possible, but But I heard the bad news. After your mother gave birth to you, she suffered from postpartum depression. Soon after I heard about your father's death, she was in the dead of night Jump up the stairs and follow your father. Her grave is in your hometown. "
"Not buried with my father?"
"Yes, my hometown has built a tomb for your parents alone. Before, I took you to sweep the tomb. Do you remember?"
Ansheng suddenly remembered when he was a child, when his father went to the countryside to visit the tomb.
"So, that is..."
Lingchenghao nodded: "yes, in fact, that's your parents' grave."
Ansheng droops her eyes without making a sound.
On one side, Kangmu's cell phone rings.
See is Lai Fei call, he went to one side, will pick up the mobile phone: "hello."
"Mr. Kang, there's a piece of bad news for miss an."