Until the car drove away, nankui suddenly said: "Xiaobei, pull over."
Xiaobei stops the car steadily.
Nankui looked at him: "Jing'an shouldn't want to see me now. Can you help me find him? I'm afraid something will happen to him. "
Xiaobei nodded.
Nankui opened the door to get off.
Xiaobei asked anxiously before she left: "South team, how about you? Are you ok? "
Nankui looked at him calmly and shook his head.
For so many years, the South team's face has been nothing happy or sad.
Xiaobei is used to it.
But I don't know why. He always feels that today's South team is filled with a sad ocean at the bottom of his eyes. Just watching it makes people feel sad.
Nankui gets off.
Xiaobei said: "nandui, you need to find a place to rest. I will call you when I find brother Jing'an."
Nankui nodded, "thank you."
She closed the door, took a step back and left Xiaobei's car.
Nankui feebly retreated to the side of the road and sat down on the curb.
She was like a child who made mistakes, with her head down and her hands tearing at her hair.
It seems that only in this way can you let your heart not be so stuffy.
"I'm sorry, elder sister. I broke my promise. I've been implicated in Su Jing'an. Really I'm sorry. "
Xiaobei drives and calls Su Jing'an.
But Su Jing'an didn't answer.
Xiaobei drives around the community and finds no sound of Su Jing'an.
Because I don't know the whereabouts of Su Jing'an, I really have no clue.
After nearly half an hour, she called nankui.
After nankui answered, she asked anxiously, "have you found it? How is he? "
"Nandui, I'm sorry, I didn't find it. I've looked around the community. I can't think where brother Jing'an will go."
"I see. Thank you."
After hanging up, she held her cell phone and struggled for a long time before dialing Su Jing'an.
As expected, Su Jing'an will not take over.
She lowered her head again and slapped her head with her hands up.
I don't know how long it took to fight. Suddenly someone appeared and grabbed his wrist.
She looked up. It was Xiao jingnian.
Xiao jingnian just came out of the community, when the car passed the road, he saw her sitting alone on the side of the road, like bowing to confess.
Hit yourself for a while, and then hit your forehead on your knee.
Xiao jingnian guessed that the woman was in a bad mood, so she didn't bother and wanted to let her out.
He watched nankui for nearly half an hour.
But after watching her answer a phone call, he got even worse. He couldn't see it any more.
As soon as nankui saw him, it was as if he had been inspired to fight, so he had to pull out his hand.
But Xiao jingnian has been in charge of this business. How can he say let it go.
Xiao jingnian squats down, grabs her wrist with one hand and holds her shoulder with the other.
"Nankui, calm down. I'm not here to fight with you."
Nankui looked at Xiao jingnian's line of sight with hatred.
Nobody dared to look at Xiao jingnian like this.
At first, Xiao jingnian was also angry, but after a pause, Xiao jingnian sighed, released the hand holding her shoulder, only pulled her wrist, turned around and sat down beside her.
Nankui said coldly, "I really don't want to see you now. Can you stay away from me?"
"What happened to you when you came to me."
"It's all over. What's the point of mentioning it again?" Nankui looked at him: "what's more, I think it's redundant. In those days on the island, we were just a passer-by in each other's lives. That night, I didn't refuse you to let the child become a model in my abdomen. My mistake is bigger. What face do I have to go to you? "
Listening to her words, Xiao jingnian couldn't help being annoyed: "it's you who left without saying goodbye. It's you who came to me after pregnancy. As a result, I didn't know anything about it at all. I don't care how many grievances you suffered in those years, but in my cognition, I only participate in the part after the birth of the child.
I don't know the grievance you bear, but I only know that I am very aggrieved. Don't you think it's unfair to me now that you resent me for those things? "
Nankui smiled sarcastically: "yes, it's all my fault. I was wrong from the beginning. I shouldn't go to the island, know you, go into the room with you, have children on my own, let alone let nanruo take care of me..."
Nankui looked at xiaojingnian: "but xiaojingnian, I don't have super power, I can't predict the future. I don't know if nanruo, who I will be involved with, lost his life and let Su Jing'an lose all his love. After nanruo's death, I spent every day in repentance. "Nankui said, silent tears.
Xiao jingnian frowns and raises her hand to wipe her tears.
But nankui opened his face and wiped away his tears with his hands that he had not been grabbed.
"Why do you want to move Su Jing'an? Do you know, I'd rather you ruin me. "
Nankui choked: "I heard nanruo tell her love story. Every time she mentions Su Jing'an, nanruo's eyes will glow. Even I, an outsider, can feel how much she loves Su Jing'an.
Because of this, every time I see Su Jingan, my heart will ache for a long time. Apart from playing nanruo well and making Su Jingan happy, I really don't know what else I can do to make up for my debt. You should not move Su Jing'an or him. "
Xiao jingnian knew why she was so angry.
After a moment's silence, he said: "I know you are angry with me for dealing with Su Jing'an, but I've always been aboveboard. I've already told you what I want. It's you who are stubborn and can't give Su Jing'an happiness, but you just want to be brave. Do you think it's really happy to be with you and pretend to be confused with Su Jing'an? "
Nankui is silent. Before that, she never thought about what Su Jingan has learned, so she took it for granted that Su Jingan is very happy.
Xiao jingnian saw that she was deep in thought, and continued: "maybe I did move your bottom line, but you and Su Jingan should be sober. You are two people who should not be combined at all, because your meaning for each other's existence is to open the wound. I really don't want to understand. It's a combination of morbid conditions. Why should I persist? "
Nankui drooped her eyes and began to ponder xiaojingnian's words.
"I will help him to stand in the center of the stage of his world again, and let him continue to be the best doctor su. But you also need to let him go, let him lick the regrets left by that feeling, and then slowly walk out of the shadow to welcome the new life. This is your right future. Can you do it? "