Chapter 387

It was another foggy day.

Ruan Xiaomian sat on the sofa on the balcony, looking at everything in the fog In other words, she is not looking at anything, but in a daze.

Ruan Xiaomian is very depressed about her two hallucinations. She doesn't know how to tell people.

Nicholas said she had hallucinations, but she clearly knew it was not an illusion, she felt real.

Maybe that's why people don't believe in psychosis.

"I'm not a psychopath" is said by the mentally ill, and no one will believe it.

So, when she said, "I didn't have hallucinations," Nicholas said that.

"Kowtow." A knock came from the door.

Ruan took a deep breath, got up slowly, went around the white wooden tables and chairs with breakfast and Blue Hydrangea, went back to the bedroom and opened the door.

"How do you do, madam." Qian Lishen said hello to her with a smile.

Ruan Xiaomian nods, brings Qian Lishen in and closes the door.

"I had treatment yesterday. As far as I know, psychiatrists don't have to see them every day, and..."

And she may be a psychopath. Should she see a psychiatrist?

Of course, she has only seen a psychiatrist for five years. She doesn't understand the mental aspect.

Who wants to understand?

"I'm just here to talk to you, ma'am." Qian Lishen opens her hands.

She didn't bring anything. She just came to chat.

"Sit down, please." Ruan Xiaomian pointed to the sofa and said, "would you like something to drink?"

Qian lisen nodded to Ruan Xiaomian, "white water is good, thank you, madam."

She was asked to take care of her two water cups.

"Madame, I wonder if Mr. Mercure has told you that we will leave for Manhattan the day after tomorrow."

Ruan Xiaomian couldn't concentrate and missed the specific content of Qian Lishen's words. He just nodded faintly, "good."

She was still wondering whether what she saw was real or illusory.

She tends to be more realistic, but it is this tendency that makes her feel hopeless.

Seeing such absurd pictures, she still tends to be authentic. Should she really suffer from mental illness?

The maid brought in two glasses of white water, and then withdrew.

Ruan Xiaomian took a sip of water and felt a little better. At least she could listen to Qian Lishen.

"When madam is free, you can go out for a walk more, relax, and don't stay in the room alone and think nonsense."

Ruan Xiaomian finally looked at Qian Lishen's eyes and gave a faint reply, "I will. You can tell me my illness I mean, if I'm really psychotic, you have to tell me the truth

She wanted to hear the truth. She was very eager for the truth, because she asked Nan Jue, who always said that he was ok, but she didn't believe it. She felt that he was comforting her.

Qian lisen frowned slightly, but it didn't make people feel serious.

"Madam, it's hard to tell the specific situation. Your situation is very complicated. I gave you a test and everything was normal. However, you said that you saw those things. It's incredible."

"Yes, it's incredible. It's just these four words. It's incredible." Ruan Xiaomian nodded repeatedly. She always wanted to find a word to describe everything she had experienced, specifically to see those things.

It's just incredible.

And then she saw the real thing.

With this in mind, Ruan Xiaomian panicked again. She was afraid that what Nicholas said would become true.

If that's true, what should she do?

Leave?

No, she couldn't leave. She couldn't give up nanjue, her children, everything.

"Miss Qian, I I'm in a panic now, I'm Can you help me? I feel that the string I've been tense is about to break. Please help me... "

"Ma'am, I'll help you. You're just too nervous. Great. Everything will be OK. Relax. Take a deep breath..." Qian lisen's voice became softer and softer, with a soothing force.

Ruan Xiaomian closes her eyes and does what Qian Lishen says. Relax and take a deep breath

She really felt better.

……

After chatting with Qian Lishen for a while, Ruan Xiaomian thinks that she feels much better.

Send off Qian Lishen. Nanjue has not come back.

She knew that he was busy with her business, or was arranging everything on the other side of Manhattan. After all, they were leaving the day after tomorrow.

Before every time he started, everything was in front of him.

He can always be meticulous.

Ruan Xiaomian is standing at the door of her bedroom. The door is half closed. She holds the door handle in one hand and supports one wall with the other. Her sight falls on the carpet in the corridor outside the door.Qian Lishen said, let her go out more.

Ruan Xiaomian bit her lower lip and was silent. She went out of the room and closed the door.

She went downstairs alone to the garden outside.

The air outside was still fresh, though foggy, but at least better than the low air pressure inside the house.

Ruan Xiaomian took a deep breath and fell into the beautiful garden around him.

Flowers, lawns, fountains, statues

It's as beautiful as a picture.

Ruan Xiaomian's heart gradually calmed down.

Unconsciously, she came to the Huahai tunnel again.

The scent of Wisteria flowers lingered in his nose. Ruan Xiaomian walked in and walked along the road that day.

She likes it very much. It's really beautiful. It's so beautiful that she completely forgets what happened that day.

I don't know how long after that, there was a large lawn in front of me.

The unknown wild flowers were still in full bloom on the lawn.

The beautiful nature always makes her relax.

Ruan Xiaomian cherry lips light hook, a light smile, some pale face finally hang a touch of relaxed expression.

Her hair is flying in the breeze.

“Hey！”

Suddenly, a strange male voice came.

Ruan Xiaomian's heart was startled, followed the reputation to see a strange man running to her side.

The man only wore pants on the lower part of his body, the upper part was red fruit, and his dark skin was like olive oil, as if he had just returned from a vacation in Hawaii.

Ruan Xiaomian slightly raised a pair of beautiful eyebrows, and was about to ask whether the other party was talking to her. The man suddenly jumped up and flew to her side.

She took a breath and stepped back in fear. She was about to turn around and run, but in this gap, she saw the man in mid air, turning into a giant wolf, just as she had seen yesterday.

Again

Hallucination again, isn't it?

Ruan Xiaomian propped up her eyes and looked at the Giant Wolf for a moment. Her ears were filled with her own wild heartbeat.

The wolf is getting closer and closer, and has come to the top of Ruan Xiaomian.

"Ah

Ruan Xiaomian screamed, her legs softened and she fell to the ground.

Her face became paler, and a thin layer of sweat came out of her forehead. She even felt that all her pores were expanding, and each pore told her that they had experienced a catastrophe.

Overhead, calm.

Ruan Mian appeared in a trance for a moment.

Her body was almost stiff as if frozen.

She felt her scalp tingling and burning, and she could not help imagining that the wolf would open her mouth and swallow her up.

Time tick.

I don't know how long after that, it's still quiet all around.

Ruan Xiaomian's stiff body finally wakes up a little. She slowly raises her head and looks up carefully.

It's gone!

The wolf was gone. Did he run over her?

Aware of this, she suddenly stood up, legs weak, about to fall, she still ran, and finally returned to her room.

"Where have you been?" Nanjue opened the door and rushed in.

On the way back just now, he saw her back in a hurry, which scared him a lot.

What happened?

"Nanjue, I see those things again. It's really a werewolf. When a man comes to me, she becomes a wolf. It's not an illusion. It's true. I can see it clearly. Nanjue, how could this happen? Am I crazy, am I... "

"All right, all right." Nanjue suddenly raised his hand and took Ruan Xiaomian into his arms. He hugged her tightly, patted her head gently, and interrupted her incoherent words, "OK, Ruan Ruan, it's OK, it's OK."

"No, nanjue, I really saw it. You always said it was OK. You lied to me, didn't you? What's wrong with me? I must be crazy... "

"Let's go to Manhattan now, and I'll ask Park Shiwan to prepare the plane." Nanjue hugs Ruan Xiaomian with one hand and does not let her move. With the other hand, he takes out his mobile phone and calls Park Shiwan.

After a while, park Shiwan called again and said that the flight route had been approved and could start now.

"Come on, let's go now." Nanjue holds Ruan Xiaomian horizontally and leaves the bedroom.

"But derrick..."

"Derrick will stay. I'll let Park Shiwan take care of him here. You don't have to worry." Said the marquis in a deep voice, and bowed his head and gave her a soft kiss on the forehead.

Ruan Xiaomian looks at the hard side of nanjue, and his heart sinks slowly.

"Do you think I'm Disgusting? Do you hate me like this? "

"Ruan Xiaomian." Nanjue clenched his teeth as if to crush her name.He shoved her into the car and set off for the airport.

"I know how you feel, and believe me, I really do."

Once, he thought that she hated him when he was sick.

However, she fell in love with him, and if she knew that he was suffering from claustrophobia, she fell in love with him.

So, he just wanted to tell her that even if she was really crazy, he would not hate her.

This is not to repay her for not hating her at the beginning, but because she is Ruan Xiaomian, and he just loves her.

Love, love.

"But I hate myself. I really hate it." Ruan Xiaomian's voice was a little weak. She slowly closed her eyes and held back her tears.

"It's better. If you hate yourself, you can love me more." Nanjue hugged Ruan Xiaomian's shoulder, gently kissing her forehead, "you'd better hate everyone, only love me."

Ruan Xiaomian didn't seem to have heard such overbearing words of nanjue for a long time. She broke her tears into a smile and sat up and looked at him, "from now on, I only love you."

"It's settled that you can only have me in your heart, not even yourself."

But don't feel unfair, because you are the only one in my heart, not even myself

Ruan Xiaomian nodded, "yes, very fair, really fair."

Ring……

A cell phone rings.

Nanjue took out his mobile phone and saw that it was nanxiu calling. He took a look at Ruan Xiaomian, turned his head slightly to one side and pressed the answer button, "say."

Nanxiu's voice came, "Daddy, you and Mommy have already set out?"

Nanjue faintly answered, and then looked at Ruan Xiaomian, "OK, what's the matter, I'll send you wechat."

With that, he hung up the phone directly, and then opened wechat and sent a message to nanxiu: lawn in the forest, investigate.