A week later, Manhattan was on its way to London.
"I don't want to go back so soon." Ruan Xiaomian sits by the bed and looks out at the clouds like marshmallow.
She thought, what does cloud feel like?
Nanjue poured a glass of champagne and put it in front of Ruan Xiaomian. "You can come anytime you like. We have to go back and take derrick away."
"I haven't had hallucinations this week..." Ruan Xiaomian picked up the glass, drank a sip of champagne, put down the glass, and then said, "nanjue, I really feel that everything I see is real, and I have no illusions."
"Don't think about that any more, Ruan Ruan. Everything is getting better. This week is enough to show that you are very good, really, as for those things..." At this point, nanjue gently kisses Ruan Xiaomian's lips.
As for those things, he will find out.
Ruan Xiaomian nodded, "well, I don't want to, nanjue. It's good to have you, really."
"With you?" Nanjue snorted, "do you know it's too late?"
"I'm serious. Do you know that I was so scared that you wouldn't believe me..."
"Shh!" Nanjue's index finger against Ruan Xiaomian's lips, "I said, don't think about those, as long as you know, at any time, I will unconditionally believe you."
"Yes Is it? " Ruan Xiaomian raised one eyebrow, "why don't I think so?"
Nan Jue immediately turned black. "I just don't allow you to associate with other men. This is my bottom line, not a matter of trust or distrust."
"Well, I see." Ruan Xiaomian raised his hands over his shoulders.
Yes, I believe it unconditionally. So it is.
Ruan Xiaomian shook his head helplessly. Nanjue was the king of vinegar. She had already finished the identification.
The plane landed slowly.
On a London afternoon, the fog has cleared.
Ruan Xiaomian got off the plane and immediately turned on his mobile phone.
Two missed calls were from Du Chengyun.
She immediately called back, "master, are you looking for me?"
Du Chengyun faint smile, "I just ask you when to come back."
"Soon, isn't Dane good?" Ruan Xiaomian said, his hand was held by nanjue and got on the car with him.
"Of course Dane is good. Don't worry. She's so good with me. You can come back early and have a honeymoon in two days. It's not only Dane, but also honey who has left the baby for such a long time." Du Chengyun said painstakingly.
Ruan Xiaomian also missed her two daughters and wanted to fly back immediately.
But I can go back tomorrow.
"I know, master, you have been taking care of Dane these two days."
Hung up the phone, Ruan Xiaomian sighed, "I want to go home quickly, I miss Dane and honey."
Nanjue gently pinched Ruan Xiaomian's hand, "soon went back."
The car moved slowly forward, up the mountain road, and finally stopped in front of the castle.
Ruan Xiaomian got out of the car, a heart gradually raised up.
It was beautiful, but she hated it and wanted to leave immediately.
"Daddy, Mommy." Nanxiu stood by the car and saw Ruan Xiaomian. A flash of radian rose from the corner of his lips.
“Derrick。” Ruan Xiaomian stepped forward and squatted down in front of nanxiu. "Why do you come out alone, Mr. Morris?"
"He's in hospital." Nanxiu looked at nanjue and replied.
Didn't daddy tell Mommy?
"In hospital?" Ruan Xiaomian slightly a Zheng, "is it because of his illness?"
Nanxiu nodded.
Ruan Xiaomian stood up slowly and turned to look at nanjue.
"Do you want to see him?" he said
Ruan Xiaomian said faintly, "yes, I want to see him. After all, we will leave tomorrow, and I will say goodbye to him."
Nanjue didn't stop him. "OK, I'll take you there."
"Just let Park Shiwan send me over. You can stay with derrick." Ruan Xiaomian said and looked at the South Xiu, a smile.
Nanjue heard the speech and was silent for a while. He nodded, "OK."
"Then you go first." Ruan Xiaomian waved to nanjue and nanxiu, turned and got on the car again.
Park Shiwan also followed the bus, and the driver started the engine.
"You look much better, grandma." Park said happily.
Ruan Xiaomian laughed and looked out of the window. "In Manhattan this week, I didn't have hallucinations again."
Park finished slightly frown, look serious down, "little grandma, do you think that is an illusion?"
After a meal, Ruan Xiaomian looked at Park Shiwan and said, "what do you mean? You mean I think it's real, not illusory Nanjue doesn't want me to think about that mess any more. I don't want to think about it myself"The young master is right, young granny." Park Shiwan did not ask.
These days, he accompanied the young master area lawn there to see several times, did not find anything wrong.
And the utility room, which he checked.
He even asked psychiatrists, such as mental patients, if hallucinations, what is the situation, will there be like the young grandmother, always in front of the picture.
Vampires, werewolves
It's impossible.
But the psychiatric department did not give him an accurate answer, according to the specific situation of patients.
Forty minutes later, the car stopped at the door of the hospital.
Ruan Xiaomian followed Park Shiwan to Nicholas's ward door, "little grandma, this is the room."
Ruan Xiaomian nodded, knocked on the door three times and pushed the door in.
Nicholas knew that Ruan Xiaomian was coming back from Manhattan today and that she would come to see him, so he was not surprised to see Ruan Xiaomian at the moment.
With a smile, Nicholas said faintly, "what's up?"
Ruan Xiaomian looked at the patient's clothes on Nicholas's body, silently walked forward, "or talk about you first."
Hearing this, Nicholas chuckled, "I'm like this, a dying man. What do you think?"
When Ruan Xiaomian heard Nicholas say this, he didn't know what it was like. He was neither sad nor happy.
She sat down in a chair by the bed, and after a moment's silence, she said, "do you want to know something about mom, I can tell you."
Nicholas sighed, "what if there's anything? I'm going to go soon. Maybe I can see her in the sky. Isn't it better for me to ask her myself? "
"Are you sure you can go to heaven?" Ruan Xiaomian asked.
In her heart, there was still a trace of hatred for Nicholas.
What did the mother do wrong? First, she was abandoned by her father and then by her husband.
Like Duan Zhenghong, the man in front of him seems to have no guilt for his mother.
"You mean I'll go to hell when I die?" Nicholas asked, smiling, not angry.
Ruan Xiaomian looked at Duan Zhenghong's eyes and said, "if you believe these words."
"I believe, I believe in God." Nicholas looked up.
Ruan Xiaomian gently tied a knot in her eyebrows, "then the God you believe in has been watching you, why do you still want to abandon your mother?"
"Xiaomian, I'm not an ordinary person. You shouldn't measure me by the standard of ordinary people..."
Ruan Xiaomian sneered and didn't let Nicholas finish his words. "It's not ordinary people, but you make mistakes that ordinary people can make. If you always remember that you are not ordinary people, you won't talk to the maid Maybe you never know what it's like to be abandoned, so you can say it so easily. Ha ha, it's not an ordinary person. "
That's funny.
Nicholas's snow-white eyebrows drooped. "Let's talk about you. You may not believe it, but I'm very concerned about your condition."
"I'm not sick. I'm fine." Ruan Xiaomian's voice still has a trace of resentment, "in Manhattan these days, I am very good, I am not sick."
"So is your mother, sometimes good and bad..."
"Do you know Mom? You've never taken care of her. How do you know when she's good or bad Ruan Xiaomian gets excited and suddenly stands up. His smiling face is red with anger.
"Xiao Mian, you should be calm. Calmness is good for your condition." Said Nicholas lightly.
Ruan Xiaomian glared at Nicholas bitterly, "Why are you so sure I'm sick? Or do you want me to be sick so that I can leave derrick and your plot will work? I don't understand. Even if derrick wants to inherit your family, what if I'm with him? You can't hold me like that
"Look at you now, Xiao Mian, you You've been insane Or is it a time of mental confusion? Obviously, you are more excited than most people
"I didn't, I didn't have anything you said, I..." At this point, Ruan Xiaomian's voice suddenly stopped.
Something suddenly occurred to her.
Mental confusion.
Didn't she?
Yes, she had. It was in her office that time. After being hypnotized, she had a moment of insanity.
Is it, from that time on, has been a precursor of her mental illness?
Is that right?
"Did you think of anything?" Nicholas asked, and murmur went on, "Xiao Mian, don't run away. There are some things that you'd better sit down and decide when you're awake, just like your mother does."
Ruan Xiaomian's brain was full of space, and her ears were buzzing. After a long time, she came back to her senses and looked at Nicholas in a dazed way, "how about Mommy? Suicide? You want me to? "Nicholas immediately explained, "of course not, Xiao Mian. Anyway, you are my family member, which can't be changed. I just give you a reminder to let you make a correct choice, stay, or leave. In the end, you have to decide by yourself. I said, I just give you a reminder."
"Is it? Shall I make a decision? " Ruan Xiaomian asked faintly, as if talking to himself.
She felt that her head was heavy, her temples were popping and she had a bad headache.
Manhattan's relaxed and happy memory, all of a sudden, as if that memory was her imagination, nothing happened.
She's in a mess right now.
Nicholas is right. She was insane.
What does that mean?
"Xiao Mian, I'm going to have a rest. You should make a decision earlier." Nicholas finished, lay down and close his eyes.
"I see." Ruan Xiaomian's sight did not know where to fall, lost focus the same.
With that, she turned slowly and left Nicholas' ward.
"Little grandma!" When Pu Shiwan saw Ruan Xiaomian come out of his wits, he was startled. He immediately went up and asked, "little grandma, you..."
Ruan Xiaomian raised his hand and interrupted Park Shiwan's words.
Now, a little noise is like a bomb to her, and her head is about to explode.
She also felt like a time bomb, which would explode anytime and anywhere, hurting people around her.
But she didn't know what to do?
Forget it, she gave up.
Perhaps, as Nicholas said, the best solution to leave.