Chapter 308 - Desire to posses

Rather, since when did she learn to sneak up on people like this? Then again, it seems like there is a lot about Setsura that he doesn't know. Yang recalled how bold the girl was a few moments ago. "It's for you, but first," he trailed off and placed another cloak around her. "Get changed, won't you catch a cold?"

"I thought guys liked it ..."

"Of course I like it, but damm woman. Do you know who you're dealing with?"

Setsura chuckled, "A beast?"

"Damm," he backed her against the wall and started kissing her again.

"Yang," Setsura mumbled. "There is something I need to discuss, unngh," she m.o.a.ned. Yang's hands explored her thighs, one hand squeezing her b.r.e.a.s.ts through the thin material around her. "Ah....uh...Yang, your hands..."

"Setsura, I don't know what's gotten into you lately. But, I like it when your this way."

"Yang, I'm lonely."

At that comment, he paused, 'so that's why?' He felt very frustrated. However, he knew better than to lash out. Yang knew he had problems with his emotions; he needs to keep it in check.

Besides, let's focus on now. Setsura allows him to touch her. Things have changed now - he can get close to the woman he loves. She looks like a l.u.s.tful woman, those flushed cheeks, and the way she is parting her lips. She looks nothing like the elegant young woman who could keep a straight face through anything.

It seems like she is just like any other woman under pleasure. No, Setsura isn't a common woman. A normal one would have said something shamelessly by now. Right now, this little girl is still trying to maintain her composure in front of him. Yang brought his tongue towards her ear and licked her there, before moving towards her neck.

He understands that she's that guys; he respects that. But even if it means gaining a punch or beating from him. Yang would risk it since it's been a long time since he's last touched her like this. Besides, Setsura could choose to stay with him in the future. He can't destroy that possibility.

Setsura ran her hands through his hair, "Are we doing this again?"

"A bit."

"I know it won't stop at a bit," Setsura muttered. Her breathing became unsteady. "Yang, standing is difficult. My legs..."

"I like this position."

"Ah, so unreasonable."

Yang grunted, is it that bad? What's wrong with them doing it standing up, anyway?

...

"Idiot, moron, stupid, pervert !" she exclaimed. As it stood, it was difficult for her to stand, which is why she remained in his hold. Yang, however, didn't mind this at all.

The list was endless; he knew Setsura could keep name-calling him forever, and yet it wouldn't change what just happened between them. Although it was probably the effects of the ' contract' since he hasn't touched her in a long time. It didn't make it okay. "Yes, yes, whatever you say."

That didn't stop Yang nuzzling his hair and brushing his lips against her neck. " ...This is unpleasant, Yang..."

It isn't right, because she has someone. So he has to stop doing things like this to her. However, that's in the future. Right now, they are in the past.

"I love you."

At that, his eyes widened. Although it was something he knew, he's never said it before. Ah, somehow, hearing it like this is embarrassing. Like Setsura, he's usually calm and composed. But, he isn't emotionless. 'Something like this can catch him off guard.'

Feeling embarrassed, the girl placed a kiss on the temple of his forehead before moving down to his neck and sucking it ever so slightly. Her actions since he looked at her with wide eyes. " Desire to possess even if I do nothing. Yang, you still understand it very well."

She really renders him speechless.

"I do understand that, but letting everyone know once in a while isn't bad either."

He does have a death wish. Still, he's the type who attracts danger. "A desire to posses, so you knew?"

"You made it obvious, even in the future. I was slightly afraid of you then. But," Setsura muttered. "That fear disappeared when I realized you differed from all the others."

"Has anything changed?"

Setsura shook her head, "It hasn't changed. But I suppose I can't deny anymore that this person is important to me. Yang, I told you about it before, didn't I? I am a person who cannot love others."

At that comment, Yang nodded, "I remember."

Yang remembers it very. Clearly, that was the first time he saw her break down.

"Indeed, I am a person who doesn't deserve to love anyone. Even before the curse came to me, there was already a wall that separated other people and me, when I realized that I knew that no matter what I did to try and get close to people, my efforts would be in vain. Because even back then, I possessed strength, strength that would not be regarded as normal.

I cannot be blessed with anything as joyful as feelings of love. Only pain and sorrow are the feelings I should feel, and yet although I kept that up for years. Meeting everyone has changed that, and I became even more afraid. Yang, I cannot be together with Akito. But even if my feelings were to change, I cannot go to him."

She really does think about this stuff deeply. Still, that means Setsura will remain by his side, right? That's what this means? Or perhaps he is overthinking things. After all, when they return in the future, there is that guy to deal with.

But even though Setsura says that how come she is looking at him with those eyes filled with affection? Setsura, she needs to learn to understand her own feelings better. Right now, she is undoubtedly contradicting herself in more ways than one. A contradictor - when she came on to him earlier, something felt wrong.

"Please do not lie. At least...tell me what you're thinking right now," Yang muttered. He never intended to speak out his thoughts on the matter. For the longest of time, he had every intention to keep any such thoughts and feelings to himself. However, he can't take it any longer. Why does Setsura do this to herself?

"I think we should talk about our relationship," Yang said at last.

Setsura turned silent, and her signature cold gaze returned to her face. 'Damn, did he mess up?' Yang thought this would be the perfect time to discuss this with her. Is it futile after all? True, they are both clumsy with words. But even then, Yang didn't think it would be this complicated.

"But we can't, what about him...?"

Yang looked at her stunned silence at her confession, not knowing what to say or do in response to such a blunt and yet deep question. What about him? Yang didn't think Setsura would mention that guy at all.

It seems like she caught him off guard. Usually, he wouldn't have to worry about that guy. They were so in tune with each other that words and other people were rarely needed.

So, 'This is a shocker.' Yang scanned her expression. She can't even remember his name, and yet Setsura speaks about him so affectionately whenever words failed them, simple gestures like kissing or holding her hand usually world. But, right now, those gestures seem shallow to convey his thoughts.