Chapter 267 - I need to end it

*UNEDITED* Akito, he's still the same as before. Yes even though it's been a long time. She really does feel at ease whenever she's with this person. But there tale has already ended. It's already over that's why, she won't do anymore than this. It pained her to do this to him, that's why Setsura was not going to do it right away. Breaking up with him. Akito tried so hard for her. He worked so hard for her. However, at some point she realized how suffocating their relationship was getting. 'Whenever they were together, it felt lime she was no longer able to breathe.' The comfort she felt beside him gradually faded. Before she knew it, all her insecurities resurfaced and it slowly became worse. Setsura didn't know what to tell him. Even though he told her it was okay to confide in her. She still kept it to herself. No matter how good Akito is to her, she has to remember. The two of them belong to different times. After living with Yang for so long, Setsura realized it. No matter what Akito does, he won't be able to truly understand and be there for her. Since she doesn't belong here. She can learn their ways and get along with people. But, deep down she would never be able to escape the truth. ….. A few days ago "Setsura, I need to talk to you." "Yes, Yang?" She turned around.  The eyes that he looked at her with were far away, clouded with thoughts she could not begin to guess at. "You… I could taste it more strongly than I have in a long time. Your hesitance with me… Your feelings for Akito aren't as gone as you think…" She froze. Every fiber of her body felt paralyzed. She was aware that her heart was speeding rapidly, and that her fiance could undoubtedly hear it, but there was nothing she could do. This was the reason for this distance lately, for the shadow in his gaze… "Sersura, I know that part of you is attached to him. I know that you have chosen to live with me, and to be my bride. It may not be easy for you, but… I think, perhaps, it is time you learned the entire truth." "The truth?" Her brow furrowed now. What truth could he be referring to? What was untrue in her life right now, other than her own heart? Hah, it really is laughable. Yang bent down, "Maybe it's time you tell me, exactly how much you remember about me?" "Does that really matter?" Setsura muttered. "I mean, isn't it obvious now? With the way I'm talking so casually to you." .. Present  He's an idiot too. Even if that was the case. Even if that's really how it was, it didn't make a different. Yes he's the person who went as far as to manipulate those she cared about. But in the end Setsura knew she could never, she could never dislike that person. Not him, nor... 'Do you understand? You're the victim, Setsura. That's why, for you, you have the right to be cruel to me. It doesn't matter how much you make me worry or how much danger you put me in. Do it as much as you like. Even then, it's still not enough compensation for everything…' His eyes were burning into hers. ' Even if I have to sacrifice my leftover life for you, I won't utter a word of complaint. ' Aha really, she's the one who's the idiot. "Setsura? What's wrong?" Akito said placing his hand on her face. Her violet orbs softened seeing the concerned look on his face. No, no she can't do this, just when they've seen each other again after such a long time. Setsura shook her head, "It's nothing."That's right she doesn't want to make him worry or cause him anymore problems. However, " Your hand. Please keep it there." "Alright." It's warm, so warm. When was the last time she felt this warmth? How strange, why does she feel so comfortable just holding his hand? Truthfully, Setsura understood the reason why. It's most likely because of her feelings. The feelings she had for him since the day they first met. Yet, it's already too late now. She was to quickly place a lid on those feelings. Even though he's been asleep for so many days. Its warm, being by his side it always did feel like the sunshine to her. His kisses too that tasted like Spring. But this is, this as close as she would allow them to get. …. The two of them need to talk. However, Setsura closed the door behind her. Not now, she should wait until he finished recovering. Once he's finished recovering, then she will do it. Setsura however trembled at the mere thought. What if Akito hates her for it? What will she do then? She can cope with anything, but than his hate. What if he dates that Mizuna woman?  Also, there's another thing. Everybody said Akito changed because of her. What if he reverts back to how he was before they went out? She feels afraid. It's not like she is breaking up with him because she doesn't like him anymore. The feelings she has for him are still here. It still remains so important to her. Her thoughts broke off when somebody brushed their hands across her cheeks.  "Yang." "Finished?" Setsura nodded, "I made him go back to sleep," she trailed off. "He looked very tired and also.."  Yang brushed his fingers across her lips. "Don't," she muttered. "What if he wakes up?" "Then, we can just tell him." "Quit it, you know I need space." Right now, so many things have happened. Besides one of the main reasons why she is breaking up with Akito is, "Did you find out who those people were?" "The funny thing is, we can't trace them. It's like they never existed." "That's impossible!" Setsura exclaimed. They don't exist? But, that day somebody certainly attacked her. "Yang, I'm not crazy, you saw him too, right?" "Yeah, I did. But, when I had my men go back to that place - they couldn't trace his footsteps. It's like he's a ghost." Setsura bit her lip, 'what's with this situation?' What is this? Yang bent down and kissed her. Since she was caught of guard, Setsura couldn't push him away. It was a deep and yet sensual kiss that stole her breath away. The entire time she pleaded in her head that Akito won't wake up and open the door. He will be heartbroken if he learns of this. Can she really do it? Can she end their relationship? Sure, Akito and her belong to a different time. Dating Yang is more convenient since they both came from the same place. He knew her longer and has liked her for so long. But, can love not cross time? Or is that her wishful thinking?