Chapter 142 - 139

After the late lunch all four head back home and took showers and freshened up and the kids sat in front of the TV watching cartoons and Ermanno ordered pizza for dinner.

Ermanno saw Xavier and Emerald engulfed in the TV and left them in the living room and went in search of Rose.

Rose was seated on the bed in her bedroom and was deep in taught when Ermanno entered her room.

"Want to talk about it?" Asked Ermanno.

"What should I ask? You knew we were married and yet slept with her and here I was oblivious to the fact that we were even married and still was loyal to you and never was with anyone for all our time apart" said Rose.

"I didn't see anyone for one whole year but then when I saw you pregnant with Ethan's child and engaged. I went to look for a submissive in the BDSM club and found Rosalyn. I didn't love her. We were only friends with benefits" said Ermanno.

"How can you not have feelings with the person you sleep with? You know what, let's move on from this too, like we are so called, moving on from rest of the things. I am too exhausted with what happens in our relationship. We are so complicated" said Rose and got up to leave the room when Ermanno held her arm and said "we will get through this" 

"Yes. We will get through the mistakes you do and as usual I will pay for it." said Rose and removes his hand from her arm and leaves the room.

Rose didn't talk to Ermanno the rest of the evening. 

All four watched a Cartoon movie and ate the pizza in front of the TV.

Ermanno kept on glancing at Rose but she completely ignored him.

Rose had her eyes on the TV but was lost in her own thoughts.

She didn't know what to do anymore. Everytime she gets close to getting a chance of being happy. 

Ermanno happens in her life.

The movie was not even half way done when the kids fell asleep.

Ermanno took Xavier to his room and Rose took Emerald to her room.

Rose then went into her room and was getting ready for bed when Ermanno walks in her room. 

"Don't you know how to knock?" Asked Rose.

"You are my wife. I don't need to knock to come in your room" said Ermanno.

"Exactly. My room not our room" said Rose.

"F.u.c.k.i.n.g stop okay. Fine I f.u.c.k.i.e.d another girl. Yes, I didn't tell you or anyone else we were still married. So what? You want me to beg for your forgiveness? Rose we are in a f.u.c.k.i.e.d up situation. If you have not noticed we don't have a typical, basic and boring married life. We go to and fro to hurt eachother. That's why I had our rooms separate, for us to figure out where we stand in our relationship. I didn't feel an ounce of guilt sleeping with Rosalyn. Yes, I was thinking of you at times when I f.u.c.k.i.e.d her. So what do I do? Feel guilty and die in shame? This is not the real me. I am done pretending. I wanted to f.u.c.k and I did it without feeling for her. For me f.u.c.k.i.n.g her was like jerking off myself. That's how it is. I am sorry I am not as sensitive as a women." Said Ermanno.

"You are such a man" said Rose.

"Glad you noticed" said Ermanno and walks to her and continues "look, I am sorry for us. I wish it was different but we have to work it out for our children. They can't be punished for what we did to eachother. Please, for us" 

"I am still mad. You should be punished for what you did. You are such a man-whore. " said Rose.

"Punish me." Said Ermanno and pulled her to his chest by circling his hands around her waist.

"Hmm.. now what is the punishment for a husband who sleeps with another women when he already has a f.u.c.kable wife?" Said Rose and continued "I know. And I know where I can punish you"

Rose took Ermanno towards the bas.e.m.e.nt which was a bit far away from the main house. 

"What is here?" Asked Ermanno.

"Surprise" said Rose and removed a key and started opening the big heavy bas.e.m.e.nt door which had a big lock.

"Bruce told me to never open this bas.e.m.e.nt but I opened it and found a treasure. You know the fun part? I gave him a wrong key to this lock and kept this key with me. When he tries to open this door it will not open with the key I gave him. He will be so pissed off" laughed Rose and opened the door and as soon as Ermanno came inside the bas.e.m.e.nt he had his eyes wide.

"Isn't it beautiful?" Asked Rose and continued "there are atleast a hundred knives here. It's your father's collection"

"Oh my god. Our kids are upstairs" said Ermanno.

"Relax. They can't open this bas.e.m.e.nt. The door is heavy" said Rose.

"You can" said Ermanno and looked at Rose.

"What do you mean I can? What do you think I can do?" Asked Rose.

"I am getting this place cleaned up" said Ermanno.

"Don't worry about it. Bruce said he will take care of it soon" said Rose and continued "till then, we can use it"

"What do you have in mind, Rose" asked Ermanno with creased eyebrows.

Rose moved towards the chains hanging from the ceiling and stood below it and held two chains and said "look around Ermanno. This is a play room of a sadist. Use the torturing devices on me or do you want me to use them on you. We can play together" 

"Inflicting pain turns me on not receiving it" said Ermanno.

"But I am the one punishing you" said Rose.

"What's my punishments?" Asked Ermanno.

"Play with me. Play with me till I beg you to stop. And when I am satisfied with c.u.m.m.i.n.g multiple times without you stopping me. I will give you a punishment that will remind you that you are mine. And are not allowed to go stick your d.i.c.k in anyone else's holes" said Rose.

"You have a filthy mouth" said Ermanno and moved towards Rose and continued "fine. I'll give you all the pleasure you want as that's the punishment you have assigned for me" 

"Aww.. I am sorry to have given such a dreadful punishment" said Rose narrowing her eyes at Ermanno.

"I'll live through this punishment with a heavy heart" said Ermanno and smirked at her and said "ready to be pleasured thoroughly?" 

"Yes , sir" said Rose.

"You will be one asking for forgiveness in the end of the night Mio Rosa for coming in my life and for making me fall in love with you" said Ermanno.

"Technically it was you who forced himself in my life" said Rose.

"Yes, if you look it from the third person's point of view. But from my point of you, you are responsible for everything because it's always  someone else's fault" said Ermanno.

"You are such a hypocrite" said Rose.

"I am also a dom who will pleasure your every sense today" said Ermanno and kissed her lips very gently and asked "what's your safe word?"

"Sofia. And I am sticking with it" said Rose.

Ermanno looked at Rose with a hard expression and said "be it. Strip"

Rose smiled and started removing her pants.

"I am so happy" said Rose and looked at Ermanno and suddenly stopped.

"Why did you stop?" Asked Ermanno.

Rose placed her hand on her stomach and said "you are seeing me after so long and my body has changed a lot since you remember" Ermanno laughed and said "are you seriously shy from me, my filthy wife?"

Rose looked down and Ermanno could see her holding her shirt tight.

He went close and lifted her face by placing his index finger under her chin and asked "what's wrong, Mio Rosa?"

Rose looked at Ermanno and said  "Emerald, Emerald's delivery was not easy. It was not a natural birth. I had to have a c-section as she had the umbilical cord wrapped around her neck. I have a scar on my stomach. I don't want you to be disgusted by it" 

Ermanno left her face and started removing her shirt.

"Ermanno.. " said Rose but Ermanno shushed her.

She stood n.a.k.e.d infront of her and Ermanno moved his hand on her scar and Rose looked away and shed tears.

"I wish I could have taken the knife instead of you. I wish I was there with you when you were in pain. I am sorry. I am sorry for the past and I am sorry for us. For what we both went though" and Rose looked up and he continued "this is not a scar mio Rosa. This a tattoo which shows your bravery to fight for our daughter's life."