CH 74

When I Returned From Another World I Was A Silver Haired Shrine Maiden: Chapter 74

Extra Chapter – Kisaragi Yuna

※ This chapter is told from Yuna’s point of view.

When I was a child, I always thought I would get married to my onii-chan.

I loved onii-chan more than anyone else, and I knew that onii-chan loved me as well.

「You really love your onii-chan, don’t you?」

「When I grow up, I’m going to marry onii-chan!」

When I declared that to my family, both mama and papa received my words with a smile.

However, as I grew up, I learned that siblings can’t marry each other. From then on, I started to treat my onii-chan the same as a normal imouto would.

… I thought that such a relationship would last forever.

I will never forget that time when I was in my second year of junior high school.

It was a Sunday and I was the only one at home, I had entered onii-chan’s room in order to borrow a manga.

When looking at the manga on his bookshelf, I noticed that there was an unnatural bulge in one of the corners, I thought it looked rather strange.

Looking closer at it, it was a reference book, and it seemed that another book was hidden behind it. When I got curious and took out the book, on the cover was a large chested naked woman. It was a lewd manga for adults.

I sat on onii-chan’s bed and looked through it while my heart throbbed.

The manga was about an imouto.

When I checked later, it seemed that it was the only lewd book onii-chan had with an imouto in it, on top of that, the book’s title had no relation to imoutos, so it seems like onii-chan had bought it without knowing.

However, I didn’t know that at the time.

The heroine of the manga was doing ecchi things alone in her brother’s room, had it discovered by her brother, and proceeded to have sex with him. Then, the manga went over the fall of the two characters and their feelings of distress for being brother and sister.

Reading the content of a lewd manga for the first time in my life, and realizing that this was onii-chan’s, I started to panic, and became lightheaded.

And, I started to get anxious about the garbage can in the room.

The heroine in the manga was masturbating alone while sniffing the used tissues of her brother.

Since it was a Sunday, mama hadn’t come to collect the garbage, so everything in the garbage was still there.

I timidly stretched my hand towards the garbage can… I didn’t even understand what I was doing.

Inside, just like in the manga, was a bunch of scrunched up tissues… I picked one up with two fingers and raised it in front of me.

As I brought it closer to my nose, I frowned because of the smell.

Such a strange smell…

However, this was the smell of sperm.

From that day on, I understood what the strange smell that drifted out of onii-chan’s room was.

It was a fishy, not very good, smell.

However, I noticed that I had unconsciously kept smelling the tissue. It was the exact same thing the heroine of the manga did.

The tissue was still damp, as a result, the liquid stuck to me, and my fingers and nose became dirty. However, rather than the usual feeling of being dirty, when I thought about it being onii-chan’s, there was no feeling of disgust, rather, there was a strange feeling that I had won.

There was a mass that looked like yogurt inside the tissue, I scooped it out with my fingers.

The muddy lump stuck to my fingers. I touched it with my index finger and thumb to confirm it’s feeling. It felt like a sticky conditioner, when I separated my fingers, it drew a slimy thread between them.

… What am I doing?

Me and onii-chan are normal siblings.

However, if onii-chan approached me like in this manga, what would I do?

If onii-chan said he wanted to do it with me…

I felt a heat in my body, making me a little uncomfortable.

The area under my stomach was getting especially hot, I could see that my underwear had a stain like I had leaked a little pee.

「I, I’m getting wet…」

From what I read in magazines and heard from my friends, I understood what was happening.

However, to be honest, I’d never had this happen until now. I didn’t have a boy that I liked, and I could hardly imagine being embraced by someone.

I had tried touching myself several times, but had always stopped as it never felt good.

However, I could now understand that feeling. While in onii-chan’s room and having delusions about him.

Like that, I left my body to my feelings and comforted myself.

Even though I didn’t know when onii-chan would come back into the room.

You shouldn’t be doing such a thing in onii-chan’s room, what will you do if onii-chan comes back? The angel inside me said.

It’s good if he returns. Just like in the manga, maybe you’ll be attacked by an excited onii-chan? The devil inside me whispered.

… If, if it really happens, what will happen to us?

If onii-chan puts it inside me, and lets out the stuff in this tissue, will I get pregnant?

If that happens, then we can’t return to being normal siblings anymore. Our family would collapse, and we would lose our place to stay in the world, everyone would become unhappy.

I don’t want such an outcome. Such a thing happening is absolutely not okay. But…

… That, I wonder how good it would feel?

It feels so good just to touch myself while thinking about it. If instead of my hand, it was onii-chan’s thing, I wonder what would happen to me?

I picked up the tissue containing my brothers desire and put it to my mouth.

The strong smell of a male melts away my thoughts.

「Ahh… Onii-chan’s sperm, what an amazing smell…」

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I want to be dirtied by it more.

I hold the tissue in my mouth instinctively.

I started sucking on the tissue as if to squeeze onii-chan’s sperm out of it.

A strange taste spreads through my mouth, causing me to frown.

As the sticky, fishy substance spreads through my mouth I start to feel nauseous.

However, even this unpleasant taste somehow transformed into pleasure, with watery eyes, I kept wanting more.

— And, while thinking about onii-chan, I climaxed for the first time in my life.

As the wave of pleasure gradually faded away, I regained my calmness as fatigue suddenly rushed over my body.

… This isn’t good.

I’ll end up falling asleep if I leave my body to fatigue like this.

If onii-chan sees me like this, it will become a terrible situation.

In the manga, the brother got excited and attacked, however, in reality, my onii-chan doesn’t look at me as a girl. I would be rejected as a pervert who lusted after my brother, I may even lose my current relationship as his sibling.

… I would hate myself if onii-chan came to see me like that.

As I thought about it, I became scared.

I quickly moved to erase any traces I left in the room.

For several days after that, I was scared whenever I saw onii-chan, however, he thankfully never noticed what I did.

After that, I went on living like normal.

Occasionally, I would steal something from onii-chan’s garbage, and would do lewd stuff alone in my room…

Even so, I realized that no one would be able to understand the feelings I had, and continued to wear the mask of a normal imouto.

The next year, when I was in my third year of junior high, onii-chan went missing while on his school trip.

And a year after that, onii-chan returned back to us, having become a girl.

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On a certain day, around a year after onii-chan went missing.

Onii-chan unexpectedly came back home in the body of a girl named Alicia.

When he was about to die in another world, it seems that he was saved by Alicia’s magic, who transferred his soul to her own body. And, since Alicia’s soul still remains in her body, they were both sharing the same senses.

The entire story was unbelievable, yet, it was the reality of what happened to onii-chan.

After that, various things happened, and onii-chan ended up becoming my sister, Alice, and he was once again a member of the family.

My older brother, who was now Alice, is extraordinarily cute. Yet, Alice, who was a boy up until now, got into a lot of dangerous situations, causing me to always be in suspense while watching her.

Therefore, I became Alice’s onee-chan and swore to protect her.

The feelings I had for my missing onii-chan, will just turn into memories. Though I was reluctant, I thought it would be fine.

However, Alice ended up being discovered by Hisui-nee and ended up having lewd things done to her.

In order to get rid of Alicia’s worries from that event, for some reason I ended up in a situation where I would be doing the same things with Alice.

At that time, when I was urged forward by Alicia, who noticed my feelings, I confessed my feelings for onii-chan that I had always kept hidden.

And onii-chan accepted it without rejecting me.

— And so, we arrive to the current day.

「… That’s why, onii-chan. Please embrace me.」

I asked my brother to grant my immoral wish. I was shaking as I said it.

I’m going to do it, I’m going to have sex with onii-chan.

Even if I say that, since onii-chan has become Alice, he no longer has his male parts, so, I can’t offer my virginity to him.

Thinking about it differently, I think that it’s actually a good thing. If I really gave it all to onii-chan, perhaps, I would go down a path I can never return from.

In that case, papa and mama would be sad, and we would have to live while being pointed at by the rest of the world.

Perhaps, that’s the reason why onii-chan accepted me, because we can’t make a fatal mistake when we’re both women.

… It’s the same for me as well.

Onii-chan’s face approached me, there is a soft feeling on my lips. It’s different from the deep kiss we had before, it was only our lips softly touching each other.

After that, he put his hands on the bath towel that covered my body… I could see onii-chan become tense.

I’m sure he’s seen me enough in the bath that he would get bored of it… But even so, I was happy that he was properly conscious of me.

Unsteadily, the front of the bath towel is opened, and my naked body was completely exposed to onii-chan.

『Yuna, you’re beautiful… Ikuto-san, please say something.』

「Ah, ahh… You’re beautiful, Yuna.」

Having Alicia urge onii-chan to say such a thing, makes me feel a little ashamed.

But, it can’t be helped, Alicia is also in onii-chan’s body, for some reason it feels like he’s being accompanied by a guardian, so it’s a little uncomfortable.

「Onii-chan should also take his clothes off. I don’t want to be naked alone.」

「I understand.」

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「Ah, can I do it for you… Are you okay with that?」

The normal Alice would hate it when I try and help her get undressed.

However, I want to do it today!

「… It can’t be helped.」

Onii-chan said that with a bitter smile. In high spirits, I circled around onii-chan to take off his clothes.

「Onii-chan, can you lift your arms?」

Grabbing the dress by the hem, I pulled it over his two raised arms. What was left was onii-chan in a camisole. It felt somewhat similar to playing dress-up with a doll, causing my heart do dance.

I placed my hands on onii-chan’s shoulders, then crawled my fingers over them as I dropped the straps of the camisole. It fell down without a noise.

What appeared underneath, was a bra with a familiar pink lace. I instinctively peered over his shoulder in order to confirm it.

「Onii-chan, you’re wearing victory underwear. They’re the ones I chose for you, right?」

As I pointed it out, onii-chan, who had remained still until then, quickly bent his body forward, then crossed his arms in front of his chest to conceal the bra.

「Th, this… uhh…」

「I’m happy, so onii-chan was properly conscious of what was going to happen. When I saw you wearing normal clothes, I thought I was the only one.」

「… Well, of course I’d be conscious of it. Because I’m going to do it with a cute girl like Yuna.」

I can’t stop my face from smiling at his words.

「Ehehe, I’m happy. Onii-chan properly sees me as a girl… I love you.」

「Oh, me too… I love you, Yuna.」

Although there is a slight difference in how we love each other, I won’t ask for more than this.

「I, I’ll take the rest off myself…!」

Seeming ashamed by my words, onii-chan pushed me down onto the bed while saying that.

I obediently laid on the bed while waiting for onii-chan to finish undressing. My feelings are that of a carp on a cutting board.

「… Sorry for the wait.」

Onii-chan, who was now fully naked, came over to me shyly. There is no oppressive feeling. Onii-chan is in Alicia’s body, even though he is older than me, he was now much smaller than me.

Onii-chan’s skin was a transparent white, matched with his hair, it was like a work of art. Even his small, child like, breasts, with their cherry-colored tips, were an immoral, yet beautiful, thing to see.

— And, after that, I was made to feel good by both onii-chan and Alicia, it was the first time other than by my own hands.

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It was a fluffy feeling, like I was floating in the air.

It was like I had been filled by everything I was missing, my entire body was wrapped in a happy feeling.

As my rough breathing slowly faded, my sense of reason returned with it.

「… Yuna, are you okay?」

Onii-chan appeared in my blurred vision, he was looking down at me anxiously.

The act was over, he seems to be worried about my condition after I had collapsed, exhausted, onto the bed.

「I’m okay… Thank you, onii-chan.」

I had meant to thank him for worrying about me, but onii-chan’s face was dyed crimson as he misunderstood that my thanks was for the act itself.

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「…U, uhh… You were very cute. I had a strong desire to mess you up and couldn’t control my feelings… So, I was worried that I went to far…」

Seeing onii-chan like this, I felt happy.

「I was also very excited by it. I’m happy, onii-chan.」

… In a case like this, if onii-chan was still a man, I might of seriously tried to make him mine.

Since I had made him conscious of me as a woman, if I could go on a trip with him and get him tied up with me during the night, then if he cheats — That, was Hisui-nee’s method.

… But, even if I managed to get onii-chan’s love, the problem is with what would happen after that.

My feelings would make my precious family unhappy.

In that respect, I envy Hisui-nee’s position of having no problems in that scenario.

「Are you regretting it? For some reason, it looks like you’re in pain…」

Onii-chan said such a misguided thing.

「I don’t have any regrets. I’m happy, I…」

Even if this was just a one time compensation for my feelings.

『Ikuto-san, at such a time you should keep quiet and hold her in your arms.』

「Eh… Yeah…」

Alicia is attentive and gentle.

When I raised my body, onii-chan timidly wrapped his arms around me.

With the two people I love, I lead his head towards my chest as I held him.

The body of a small girl fits comfortably in my arms. Her arms are wrapped around my back, rather than both of us hugging each other, it would be better to say that she was clinging to me.

「Umm, being hugged like this… Your chest…」

Onii-chan’s head is caught in my chest. His breath tickles a little as it hits it.

『I’m disappointed in you, Ikuto-san. Instead of saying things like that, just be quiet for a while.』

I give a wry smile to Alicia’s words, then embrace onii-chan more closely.

Alicia is a really attentive and good child.

『Please think of me like a bonus on top of Ikuto-san. You can think of me like a migratory bird…』

Alicia said that on the first day we met.

However, while spending each day together, I’ve come to naturally think of Alicia as my imouto.

As such, I want to help her in any way I can.

If we could transfer her soul to another body, both onii-chan and Alicia could be happy.

However, we can’t tell anyone that magic exists, so only a limited amount of things can actually be done. Even looking on the internet, the only thing that comes up is shady occult websites, asking a few questions, I never received any good answers.

Hisui-nee seems to have also looked into it at the shrine, but, at the present, there seems to be no information about it.

Though our parents haven’t said anything, they seemed to be working hard as well.

… However, for the time being.

The first thing I have to do is remove Alicia’s worries.

「… Well, next is your turn.」

The small body I was hugging went stiff.

「Th, that reminds me, there was such a thing…」

『… Yuna, please do it.』

In the first place, this entire thing was done to make the two of them feel good together.

When Alicia was forcibly given pleasure by Hisui-nee, she felt guilty that she entrusted herself to someone other than onii-chan.

I think it’s all onii-chan’s fault.

In the first place, even the thing with Hisui-nee was because onii-chan jumped into a spider’s web without any precautions. It was like telling her she could do whatever she wanted.

… Well, aside from that, because onii-chan is with you, I think it’s good if you also feel pleasure along with onii-chan.

To confirm that, I’m going to do lewd things with my imoutos now.

「Now, my cute imoutos. Onee-chan is going to take everything off you.」

I declare it to Alice and Alicia, my two imoutos.

… Though, because we took off our clothes and are already naked, there is nothing left to take off.

Now, it’s my turn to make the two of them feel good.